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Hey there i need to vent my name is B
Im college student and im 21. So shortly i have a gf we've been together since highschool for about 1 year and 4 months. We have an amazing relationship she loves me more than any individual, not even herself. So here is the main story from time to time our relationship is being toxic. I started loosing feeling, 3 months ago i saw some text on her phone and i told her i want a breakup she sayed yes and that's the time a lot of things started happening. She calls me and say like i will kill my self i can't live without u not only her, her friends also call me and say like she can't live without u she is getting sick pls u have her life in ur hand........
2 months ago she got sick kezi befitm setechenanek yamat nbr lbuan and she got hospitalized and her friends started calling and saying me if she keeps being like this she will gonna die.......... bro i started feeling guilty. I say to my self " u are the reason for this". Beka metegnat alchalkum keza dewelkulat aweran ebet heje teyekuat aweran mnamn ena beka be bzu negeroch tewetatre sleneber beka melsen abren enehun endeza slalkush yikrta alkuat then beka we're in the relationship now but everything is boring for me i dowana be toxic but i just started being so toxic beka hule enichekachekalen zm beye sasbew andande kelbua wedagn aymeslegnim elih wst slehonech nw endezih yemthonew beye asbalew enen matat yanadedatal meseleg..... But me bro i don't wanna be ina relationship now i just wanna focus on my self i have to focus on ma school family and friends.

If she really loves me from the base yhe hulu ngr ayfeterm nbr ena I'm feeling like mnm madreg yemalchil ena asra yaskemetechign aynet mnm mewesen alchilm beka arif yemibal relationship neberen eko gn beka........

I need ur help guys what should i do

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Hello there y'all
So Ik most of u gonna be like ur just a teenager and it's normal mnamn gn still it's too much for me and I just wanna let it out so bare with me😊
So the thing
I'm that person who's always depressed and confused.
I've got a lotta things to  be grateful about and happy. I've got a healthy family, I've got friends who love me and wud put their lives before mine n ik I should be grateful all of this but sometimes I can't  help thinking these negative ideas in my mind and they are so overwhelming. Sometimes I have suicidal thoughts I just can't get myself to do it. I've got a lot weight on my shoulder like the pressure u get from ur parents when u're the 1st child and u have the responsibility to take care of ur lil ones falls on ur shoulder and everyone excepts u to do great. And that makes me doubt myself always mnamn n that hurts like a lot not meeting their expectations and the fear of letting them down frightens me. Worst of all I've got a social anxiety n that shit fuckin sucks. It  wud be like the only thing that stands between ur dreams and the reality and it will fight u with all it has got inorder to stop u. I get uncomfortable around new ppls not only new ppls even  when I'm with my close friends and it's hard interacting with people's like I always make a total fool outta myself when I try to start a Convo mnamn. It's hard to go out in public by myself. When I do all of the sudden I start breathing heavily and everything gets blurry for some time.
Most of the time the reason for my depression is my anxiety. I fear that I'll never get to live my dreams and live a miserable life.
This summer I never got out of house to hangout with my friends I was constantly depressed it's still not different I'm pushing away the persons in my life. hiding myself in my room, movies and music. And the worst part is I've become addicted to it. I has become like a normal routine of my day. being depressed!
Y'all know NF's 'Happy'? that explains me best.
I know am young n I don't have to figure out everything rn gn still it sucks

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Hi everyone
So...I'm gonna keep this short so me and my boyfriend we've been dating for about 8 months now we were so inlove from the beginning and we are like husband and wife at this point
But I have some mixed feelings about his intentions
I come from a moderately well off family while he is not
I'm not saying he is after money or anything
But I can't help but feel if he thinks that I could be his way out
Like when girls get married into a well off family so that they don't have to work
I just cant shake the feeling
So pls give me advice for ways to know his real intentions coz I cant be forward and ask him obviously

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M 20
I have an addiction and it sucks beka betame nw yemiyastelw every time i feel horny i have to wank. so mn barge yeshalghale ena lately i am feeling lonely too much want a company

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Hey..am 21F here is the thing before i joined university i mainly focus on school and my parents doesn't allow for me to hangout that well plus i don't want that also the whole thing i want is that focus on my education and scoring good grade because of this i don't have any dating experience as all my friends date with many boys tell me alot when i was 11 and 12 but i thought that everything has it's own time but idk why i think that time is now😁 and  i heard some about tinder dating App mnm.gize salfej nw download yarekut keza tinder boys are so gentle,classy and am.the one who is very gorgeous on tinder😜 so many boys approach me easily cuz of my beauty ask me to give my number call me daily and they try to get along with me more ....keza yaw sidewelu sawera mnamn bzuwochu like yaregugnal  ur funny  smart  yelugnal plus eskenegenagn beka betam suspence yehonalu like eskahun which is almost 3 mnamn sew agegnechalew like 3 tum eskeneganagn can't wait to see you mnamn blewegn nbr ...but the problem is😅 3 tum ketegenagnen buhala even bet gebash enkuan blew aldewelulgnm they ignore me mn endareku algebagnm 😅 beza lay 3 tum temesasay sihon chegru ke ene nw bye asebku🤔 ..i swear sent ngr endasebku outfit endaybal i look good betam keza dmo lastly we had a good time blew arif time nw asalfen menleyayew so am confused....
The question is for boys why you ignore a woman after a date?

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Hey yo guys
I wanna vent about those guys here in every comment section acting as if they never seen a girl in their entire life fr like wtf is the thirst ere atasedbun😬 Fr any vent if the venter has mentioned she is a female, here this mf’s be all over the comment section ere at least read the vent, she might be gay or dmo ye jemo lij or something mtsm

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I’m 19 years old So my depression getting worse it’s panic attack i used to cry like it was Normal for me eskimlselegn dres ahun gn i feel like something got in my mind i just wanna hold my head like tightly i feel like i ran out breath or something idk do you guys think is this too much i know i have depression but this symptoms got me confused anyone relate this metenefes yaketegnal beka yememot yakel new yemisemagn ena yehen neger yemetakut please dm me

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I'm 19M.
i am a university student.
the problem with me is i don't know if i want to be in a relationship or not
i know this girl we flirt like boyfriend and girlfriend but i didn't ask her to be my girlfriend
and i know she likes me but the problem is me i don't know if i like her or not and like i said before want to be in a relationship or not.
and its stressing me out i think i don't know what love is that why i can't decide
and i say to my self first work on ur self first love will come anyways
so is there a problem with me or its normal

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Let me start by saying my situation is complicated. I am about to get married and my soon to be husband has the best qualities i am looking for in a man. The problem is he has a girl best friend. They have been friends for a long time and he has this weirdly special place in his life not just him but his family as well. From all the things me,my friends and family noticed it looks like she has feelings for him but the thing is he doesn't see it at all. He sees her like sisterish.
The thing is besu and his family ayen she is the most selfless, meskin person who doesn't do any harm so when ever i say something about her i become the bad guy. Like i said they have wired relationship and i stopped most of the things they used to do together like (having dinner, she calls him mata and other things) when our relation became more serious and now without me present aygenagnum minamin becha yalachew realtion endikenes aderkugn but now she went and started hanging around his family especially his mom. becha i don't know what to do i can't remove her from his life cause well she is not just involved in his life but his family as well. I wanted to talk to her and set some boundaries but am scared she would twist my words and make me the bad guy. So i need your advice on what to do. HELP!

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I have a confession to make.
I've heard people say that I should wait until I find a woman I love till I loose ma virginity but I don't think that's a good idea. If we break up she'd be the woman I loved and gave my virginity to. It'll just be too painful. And my sexual tension is very high I have no idea what to decide.

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Hey there
I am 25F
I have been together with my boyfriend for 4 years now. But lately he doesn’t text me or call me for 3 days if I didn’t call or text.he says he was busy and had some problems which i asked about but mnm change ayametam benegresh alegn and for context when i was college i told not call me since I had strict parents but text was fine. Is this okay and I feel im not important to him anymore.

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Let the story unfold, a tale of chaos and conflict.

I'm a complicated person, driven by emotions that elude understanding. Feelings? They escape me, as I wander in a realm of detachment. Relationships? Mere playthings in the game I engage in. Many women have crossed my path, unknowingly becoming part of my grand plan. You might think I'm talking about causing harm, but oh, how wrong you would be. The truth is much darker.

In my early thirties, blessed with height and charm, I thrive in a world where manipulating women seems as easy as breathing. They are fascinating beings, but they often fall for the wrong type. It amuses me to see them succumb, their hearts entangled with the monster I've become. It seems they ignore the warnings from their own minds. But enough about them; let me share a recent revelation...

Ten months and two weeks ago, I stumbled upon a woman unlike any other. Naturally funny, stunningly beautiful, and intelligent, she possessed a magnetism that defied her misfortune. At first, I had no intention of deceiving her, as I believed I had left manipulation behind. But fate had other plans. Drawn by an invisible force, I approached her, and the spell was cast. She fell for me, just like that famous apple falling on Newton's head. But here's the ironic part: I fell for her too.

Throughout my life, I've encountered many women, their desires laid bare, begging for my attention. But this woman... she's different, special. Her innocence combines with her intelligence, blinding her to the impending ruin I will bring upon her. As I look into her eyes, my hands gently touching her face, I whisper a truth she can't comprehend. "You don't know the real me," I say. And in response, she utters those fateful words, "Yes, but I know your love for me is genuine, and my love for you is unwavering." Little does she understand that I am the embodiment of her worst nightmares. And so, I run away. I leave that adorable, innocent, and brilliant soul all alone.

Isolated, she stands, with few friends to rely on. She depended on me, her only confidant, her source of support. Undoubtedly, confusion and heartbreak plague her fragile heart. She wonders why I vanished, why I abandoned her at the height of her happiness. For the first time in my life, I feel remorse. I'm haunted by her memory, unable to escape the grip of her presence. Oh, how I wish she would stumble upon this confession, this release of my tormented soul. Though it would cause her immense pain, she would finally grasp the extent of the harm I could inflict upon her. You may believe you have the power to change me, dear Lil, but alas, I have gone too far down this treacherous path. The damage within me is irreversible, a testament to the depths of my broken psyche.

For I am a captivating enigma, incapable of feeling, except when it comes to you.

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Hi there
I'm so angry and frustrated right now. I feel like nothing is going my way. I have so much work to do, and so little time. I can't seem to catch a break. Everything is piling up on me, and I don't know how to handle it.

I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling helpless and hopeless. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough, or smart enough, or strong enough. I hate feeling like I have no control over my life. I hate feeling like a failure.

Why does this have to happen to me? Why can't I have some peace and happiness? Why can't I have some support and encouragement? Why can't I have some fun and joy? Why can't I have some success and satisfaction?

I wish things were different. I wish I could change my situation. I wish I could solve my problems. I wish I could achieve my goals. I wish I could live my dreams. I wish I could be happy.

But I don't know how. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to start. I don't know who to ask. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to cope.

I just want to scream. I just want to cry. I just want to vent.

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Hello, this is not a vent
so, i have been on this channel for a while and i have seen a lot of peoples vents and a lot of people just need someone that hears them.they just want somebody that is there for them that just listens and i feel that i know how it feels to have no one.and this idea came to my mind oneday'' it is not just me who goes through this'' bezu alen.becha ahun i have this thing it has been a while since i started it , people call me and they just say what is on their mind,how their day was,things that bothers them becha we just talk(no judgement )i feel like there are a lot of u here that need this.ena if u want someone to call,to talk to,if u want advice,if u want just to get it off ur chest just call.(+251707550388)am here.
p.s it is all free😊

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i was in grade 8 or 7 ena i used to do things that i don't give a permission to do, and lemme tell u the most weirdest thing i do😁. It was Monday ke class simeles they( my family) asked me to babysit my little brother in salon. Keza enesu wchi  verenda lay tekemetu while closing the door. Then i start playing with him and i get depressed neger keza tenesche fridge wst yetekemete cake neber( ende tlant ye sis birthday tekebro neber) then awetahut ena half korshe i stared eating, but the cake was almost freeze so i couldn't chew the cream part. i was so scared and  because if they found me i would be dead, i also couldn't get a chance to go out and throw the rest, so  i ate the softest part ena master bedroom wedalew 🚽toilet heje sink wst chemerku ena i flushed it. Then i said " thanks God i survived" , but when i am about to close the sink i saw the  frozen cream coming out of the sink , my eyes bursted into tear then mnm madrge alchalkum ke sinku wst awtichew BELAHUT!😭 , kezi hulu miyasaznegn neger binor gn i could hide the cream then wedemata awtche metal echil neber... but i ate it😭 ena lemanim altenagerkum.

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Hello
its my first vent and my vent is I am too short(4'0) and ugly😔 I have never date in my life even sew Hulu yemitelag selemimeseleg beteley wendochen alanagrem yetewesene more gn tefelaginet edeleleg aregagechalehu but why😔 idk and vent mareg fefelgew edet physicalen ena sebayen lelewt? I know am ugly but erasen mekeyer efelgalehu help ur sister

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Hello guys.. Everything happens for a reason but sometimes not figuring out that reason hurts.I have a best friend. We have been friends starting from grade 1.Now It's been almost 14 years.we were top students in school. We always stood 1st and 2nd. Most ppl call as sisters. Everything was going great. Suddenly, in grade 10 she started being sick but not severely. she visited a doc but they said there isn't anything bad. At the middle of the semester corona shit happened and stayed home for too long. When we got into 11th in the new yr, her illness started again and it became worse day to day. She started missing classes. At different hospitals, the doctors states different diseases. Btw when she stays at home, there is no any symptom. It all started when she come to school or try to study. She also tried to solve it spiritually but after some interval it will happen again. As days passed, it even got worse. Even when she tries to attend, she can't concentrate at all. Grade 11 passed this way. Since the teachers know here well, when she misses exams, they allow her to retake... Grade 12 was hard. Entrance exam, the expectations, the hard work we should put... But she couldn't. She didn't study, she didn't come to class(maximum 2/3 days), she took medicines but no change,In the spiritual staffs It got better for some interval but just temporary.The entrance week was very hard for her. uk not doing sth when u hv the capacity to do, not being able to study when u really want hurt too much.when we can't do sthg not because of our laziness God does his work. In the result day, miracle happens. She was among the 3%. Her result was also good.so she got a supportive letter from the doctor and we both got AAU.she had a plan to change the stream to social and she did. But the some shit happens. She couldn't able to attend at all and took a withdraw form. She took a break that year and tried different things both medically and spiritually. When she stays at home by lagging 1 yr.when there is ntn to do, she seems healthy. So this year she Started again in private college but still no change.she tried up to this month but it couldn't work. Finally, she changed the regular to distance by adding one more yr to graduate. I miss our old peaceful years. Why is all this happening in her life even if it is distance, If she can't study, what is the pt. It is really too much to accept.. I really miss those peaceful years, I really do..

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Am 23f but still am with my.mom.in home i learn some courses graphics and digital marketing ena btm.ychnkghal.ykfahgal hiwoten ksw gar bergt mansesr bzum ds aylm hulachnm ytftrnbt ytlyaye alama al.beye amnalw gn bka mom.alwys atrdagm she insult me such weird ngr mnmn gnzb atamchim komokr gwdgash yt drsu anchi bet nsh bla bla.......my father gn anchi tlk bota tdrshalsh blo.yamnal.bergt andly aydlnm they divorced when i was 10yrs enenja esu slelle yhun.mn.alkm bcha kne blay bzu ds maylu ngroch miadrgw tansh wndme bihonm.gn she insult.alwys me begging.me meshnf alflgm yasbkut bota mdrs eflgalw gn dmo slfkr siwra bzum ds yalgm.btly ybetesb fkr eknalw ene esun.ngr btnshu.nw makw bzum ylgm.ksw gar lmkrb smokr dmo ynen hasba mikawm nw bibzat enq relationship wstm.mgbat alflgm bka awn mitayg msrat ena br myaz kza almayen maskat be rich tdar mnmn bla bla awn.ly ayschnkgm bf endinorhgm.alflgm they wants only 1thing ene dmo1.mamnbt ngr ale so ayhonm asflgim.aydlm gwdagoch bsm alu gn they are not z real.one bcha kzi ktzberke ande dstga mhon bzu gize dmo malks mnchch mkotatat kzi feeling endet lwta i want an advice 🤭

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I've been in a serious relationship for the last 6 years and everything was fine and suddenly I found out that my boyfriend was sex chatting with some other girl whom he doesn't even know in person... means they were friends on Facebook. I love him so much and I never expected this. What should I do?

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Hey I’m 23M
So I’m da typa person that like to challenge myself because that how we grow as person so about 5 months ago started Semen retention the best thing I ever did it really changed me as a person made me more in tune with my energy,I used to be a shy person but now my confidence went through the roof that’s not the only thing I’ve seen differences physically I’ve gotten way stronger and bigger but I’m not goin lie boy the temptation is killing me 😂 and the crazy thing is now that I’ve started doin this I attract way more women than I ever did in the past twenty some years,i mean I know women are better at picking up energy,signals etc but it’s like they know I’m not supposed to do that’s why they attracted now like damn where were y’all when I was desperate.it’s like Havin super power but you can’t even use it 😭😂

My goal is to go atleast a year Ur boy might fumble tho pray for a nigga😂😂

Oh and to all my niggas out there I definitely recommend it.

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Selam sewoch this is my first  Okay I'm a 21M I have a friend (honestly speaking he is like my mentor He has been in my life for 10 years and he is also my Sunday school teacher) We're really close He is 28 years old and for the past 9 months he has been in a r/ship IDK her that well but I was there when they met She has changed him really changed him in bad way (not bad bad ) He is a new AB Everyone his family, friends, church pastor, co-workers thinks that she isn't mature enough for him Some of them tell me to tell him that she isn't mature enough for him She has really manipulated him so these days I'm not that close to him Especially in these past 9 months when I found him he is always with her

Bcha mn alefachu ljtua athonm  (bizu tarik alew...)ena endet lngerew  ik AB also notice everything (እያመመኝ ነው ካንቺ ጋር ምሆነው ሲላት ሰምቻለሁ)
እና pls እንዴት ልንገረው

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Selam , this is a kind of question and vent .
To all Christians let me hear your opinion.
I have been suffering from some disease that looks simple but really affecting my whole life ,my carrier and relationship and I have been wondering why GOD does this to me ..?
Bible teaches us our flesh is a temple of GOD and we have to be holy in our body and I believe it is ,and my question is of it's a temple of GOD and if something happens to our flesh which is beyond our control like disease, why GOD just heal us ,clean it .

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May be i want someone
Someone like the sun
Maybe i want the person  always meant to be the my one Someone who makes sure I'm seen
I've been invisible far too long
Someone that adds me to the lyrics of their all time favourite song
Someone somewhere that notice when I'm gone
Someone that cheers for me even when i haven't won yet
Someone that loves in way i haven't felt yet
Someone that makes me thank God for the cards I've been dealt
Someone oh someone that smiles at the sky
Someone that takes pictures of sunsets knowing they make me cry
Someone that thinks of me when i haven't answered in awhile
Someone that sends a song just somehow to make me smile
Someone that loves in adoration
Words of affirmation
A life time of flirtation
Loves me even in frustration
Someone who is gentle
With this scarred heart of mine
Someone who knows my boundaries and wouldn't dare to cross a line
Someone who is kind
A could use some kindness in my life
Someone who on our first date already imagines me as his wife
Maybe i want someone
Someone that looks at the moon
Blows a kiss to the sky
And wishes to meet me very soon
Someone

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Hey y'all Aselamu alykum Dear Muslim brothers and sisters, this is a random ukhti I humbly seek your advice and support. I recently graduated in marketing management, and I find myself at a critical juncture. My dad has arranged a job for me at a bank using his connections(he's just waiting for my degree certificate ). However, I've discovered that it's impermissible in Islam to work in banks that derive their profits from interest. This conflicts with my deeply held religious beliefs, which I prioritize above all else. My father, while not as devoted in his beliefs, may struggle to understand my stance.I'm resolute in my refusal to compromise my beliefs. I have been contemplating informing him that I do not wish to join any job but instead starting my own thing, but I don't have the necessary capital for it right now, and I haven't landed a job.😓 cuz due to unforeseen circumstances i was unable to take the exit exam after completing my courses so i plan to sit for the exam in January . So ahbabi my plan before we start this argument is found a job and convince him that ahun mewedewn sera eyeseraw endehone and that i dont want to quite beye pls If any of you can assist me by suggesting a suitable job opportunity that doesn't immediately necessitate a degree, I would be immensely grateful.

Sticking to my faith means the world to me. I reach out with hope and trust that your suggestions are offered with the best intentions and the ajer from Allah. I sincerely implore your advice. share your thoughts and ideas as I navigate this challenging situation. Pls guys help me out here. 🤍

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Hey 23 here  i just heart that am pregnant and i wanna abort ths baby pls sewoch abortion illegal endhone new makew malete abdand swoch dgmo pills enhone miwatew ngrwgnal mn ideaw yalachu swoch betngrugn ena What it feels like menamn i need your help guys

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I’m a fresh in uni and things aren’t going the was I hoped they would.
So, here’s the thing. In highschool, I was a complete loser with no friends or interests. I mean, people ignored me. And I couldn’t communicate and make friends with people because I wasn’t as quick-witted, smart, funny or interesting as most people. And i ate alone most of the time and barely talked to people about things other than school works. And the worst part is that i had a ‘friend group’ which I now understand was people’s way of expressing their pity. They had my back whenever things went wrong but we didn’t have a friendship. Like at all. And it was just an unspoken agreement that i wasn’t invited to any of the plans they made, not that they didn’t want me to come, but we all know i would kill the vibe by just being there so we just never talked about it. And it really sucks. Sometimes i would go days without speaking to people. It’s rly embarassing to admit. I’ve never went out with friends and stuff like that and my mom always tells people ‘guadegna yelatm eko, eski awru’ mnamn.
Yeah. If you’ve seen a mute person smiling and nodding to whatever you say and desperately wanting to talk to you, that’s me. Sometimes I watch people from afar, for a long time, and I want to be part of what they have but whenever there’s a situation that gets us together, the way they act around me changes. I mean, they’re more reserved and frequently looking around, touching their phones and they’re just not them. And it even goes as far as forgetting I'm there and continuing with their own hot conversation. Like, really, it’s bad.
I’m not blaming anyone. I know i’m a depressing person. But with the right people, I’m funny and crazy and interesting to talk to. But this happens very rarely and life so far has got me thinking there’s something wrong with me.
So I made it out of highschool with no memories, but alive, thank God. So i said to myself that i would change in college and that i would fake my personality if that’s what it takes to make friends. But its the freaking same. I swear, look- its like living in a small dark room away from people, going out once a day to get your business done, say hi and have small talk with a few people, getting back to your room and repeating it all over again. And imagine this sad song playing in the background.
Look, i know this is trivial for most of you and you might thinking I have nothing serious to worry about and i’m making up problems. But i assure you, thats not true.this is my life and i am tired of it. And i would appreciate it if you could tell me what’s wrong with me or how I can make friends. Genuine friends.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Hi there
I'm so sad and lonely right now. I feel like I have no one to love or be loved by. I have been single for so long, and I can't seem to find anyone who matches me. I feel like I'm missing out on something that everyone else has.

I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling isolated and rejected. I hate feeling like I have no worth or value. I hate feeling like I have no connection or intimacy. I hate feeling like I have no happiness or fulfillment.

Why does this have to happen to me? Why can't I have some romance and affection? Why can't I have some compatibility and chemistry? Why can't I have some fun and excitement? Why can't I have some love and companionship?

I wish things were different. I wish I could change my situation. I wish I could find someone who loves me. I wish I could love someone back. I wish I could have a relationship. I wish I could be happy.

But I don't know how. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to start. I don't know who to ask. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to cope.

I just want to cry. I just want to hug. I just want to vent.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Part Two(This might be the last one,since i already feel better)
On top of every nonsese i vented here on my previous text i just wanna say one more thing It is for U sister yeah u the girl over there who is crying over some dumbass manipulator who takes u and ur precious feelings for granted. I am not blaming them for it am just trying to give advice for my ladies out here to not loose ur power for the ones that don't desereve. On top of every thing, i want u to put your mental and emotional health first cuz it is the only thing that matters right. This one is for all the ppl out here ሰላማችሁን rasachu tebku cuz there is no one who can babysit that for u u r responsible for every emotion u r feeling so just be storng and try to manage it by ur self don't expect cuz the world we are living in Man it is so fucking unfair. So hang in there.
And let me say one thing this is a message for the dude who make me do this, this thing( mndnew mibalew vent newa )whatever this thing is not about you okay you fucking self-aware narcissist. Don't come at me and say did u write this on vent mnamn bleh endateykegn don't you dare okay. However, i want to say thank u for giving me this recommendation cuz this is literally helping me out things off my chest. And thank you for showing me how this world can be cruel. Thank you for being my detour in my miserable life. I don't expect anything from anyone not even from my birth parents so please don't make me expect things from u either please.
But please don't read it Man if u r here by chance i don't want u to know how i feel atleast let me share it with some srangers and not u please😭. U know how much i hate melemen right so don't make me do it just pass to someone's vent and leave me alone if u r sensing it is me writing here.
This is so annoying that i  want you here in my life u are my safe space u r the place where i can be my true self. Look at me trying to help my girlies out here while i can't help my self up here. Man this is so complicated.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Part One( Cuz i have a lot to say ena i think if it is too long it might not be send right)
He was the one who recommended this to me. He said this might help. Look at me doing as he said.I was never attached this much to anyone before i was never been dependent yezin yakl. I was not even this open up to anybody not even with my bestfriends. I don't know what got in to my mind. I don't know why i even started talking to him while he was refusing. It's been idk almost a year and a half i guess since we started talking almost daily.I think that's  why i am attached to him this much. I don't even know why i was desprate to know him slemanm gd alneberegnm eko at that time i was even praying manm sew endaykerbegn let alone rasen open madreg. I don't know what we are anymore. And i don't want to name it either because i hate labels i realy hate labels cause if i gave it one i have to live it up to it's name which i can't do.Whatever we are i just don't want to be dependent on anybody especially not him. I hate that i need him more. I hate that he is making me feel a lot of dumb emotions(which i said i won't feel anything for any body since i get puberty). I hate that i am available when he wants to talk to me or hangout with me(while he was not for me). I hate that i am way to open while he is not. I hate that i let my self get manipulated by him. I hate that i always vent in our mutual space. I hate that he is changing me. I hate that i always turn my face to him after cursing him for hours. I hate the way he interpreted my body languages while i can't even see his face properly. I hate that he experiences more while i am being delusional in my fucking overthinking mind. I hate that i replied to his texts with in a sec while he takes hours to reply mine. I hate that he makes me blame myself for the feelings happening here. I hate that he said things that don't match his actions. I hate it when he says"u r the only one i can be honest with" bla bla shits which i don't trust one single word cuz i know better.I hate the fact that he want me to hate him while i can't even try i wish i can.I wish i know yet gar endesatkugn yet gar controlen loose endareku i wish. I wish i could walk away from this. As i hate lables, actually i don't even know a thing abt them.Fuck, I can't even say if this thing is toxic.Whatever happening here in my damned heart and mind, what i want to say is that just don't let a person get over control of ur life dont ever gave them the power to make u feel sth that u r not capable of to manage. Don't ever let them make ur  little mind insane they are such an asshole manipulators. They show their masculin energy by ruining ur precious life. Girl go get ur shits together and move on. Don't let them near ur heart.
To be continued ........😜

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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It's been a year and half.... now she is gone.. im stabled... life seems to be restarting as the olden days.... breathing .... learning ...hanging out with bunch of friends.... በቃ kinda life i was wishing to have... but something hits me up frequently about this girl... we don't have any ground for our break up like none... this used to holding me back on those early days of the dismantling... i say to my self if she comes now, what would you do? I would welcome her, i reply... this thing was discomforting me for months... now im at the stage of እስካሁን ዝም ስንባባል ምን ሊፈጠር እንደሚችል መገመት ነበረባት ... ስለዚህ Im can be sound in proving my current state of being. But still this shred of hesitation remains in my heart.... Like the rest time will wish it up አ ወገን?

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