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28 января 2024 11:06

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hey everyone it's my first time here so try to go easy on me lol. Well, my problem is I never felt like I had someone to share my true feelings or stn like that. Thing is I look at my friends and say to myself "are they really gonna understand what I am feeling If I told them?". So the only thing I'm looking for is an understanding friend. Yeah you heard me right just a true friend! Please share your thoughts with me:)

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Here is the thing...i hate when smo disrepects me i mean just like evb does gn beka betam nw metelaw ena there was this guy 5 month mnamn nw menetewawekew ena disrespect eyaregegn even metew alfelekum ena one day yehone assignment neberen ena enesra tebablen bete ney belogn hedkugn and thennnn ezaa one thing lead to another keza he kissed me dengeche nbr because mitelagn nbr mimeslegn keza yaw eyale eyale we had sex!!! Keza buhala gn ene eyastelagn esu demo eyewededegn meta...alakm lmn endehone gn lela ken tegenagnten lendegmew senel i resisted keza gn beka ghost aderekut mnamn ena guadegnochu betam endetegoda negerugn ....ena idk what to do asteletognal mnamn ahun ena beka this is it thank you💀🫡

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28 января 2024 11:06

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I really don't know from where to start exactly but guys bare with me I need to let this out so I am in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend now for more than 3 years he is literally all that I could have asked for in the most perfect way we obviously had ups and downs and we separated a lot but always found a way to get back to each other and now our relationship is at it's best phase but I'm sitting here and feeling numb asf well our relationship wasn't this good at the beginnings it was full of chaos my boyfriend used to be an addict but that didn't have anything to do with our relationship because he used to do that because his mad at his family and stuff so whenever he hears that his mom and dad fought or when he found out that his sister tried to sucide or when he lost his best friend(rip)... these are like the few reasons he had but the list keeps going on anyways this was never a problem until one day he fought with a guy who tried to rape one of his friends at campus and he ended up in prison because that guy has it's own surroundings around there and we all know how things happen around our country anyways my boyfriend was in need for money to get out of there so I sold my phone and a pair of gold necklace that I had to get him out but I never told him that I told him that I had some savings and after some months he gave me the money back and I wasted it anyways this money problems kept happening repeatedly like he would ask me to lend him to pay his debts and stuff and I was literally selling everything that I had until there was nothing left so I started stealing at my campus I started selling phones of people around me to help him that it became kind of a habit so even after he stopped asking me for money and he started making himself better I got addicted so whenever I wanted to buy something or just needed some money I will steal and get myself what I want anyways everything was going well until we separated the last time which was for almost 6 months and I was still in campus and about to graduate until I did what I did again and got caught for the first time and for some reasons I didn't deny anything I just went to prison and stayed for a week probably and that's when my life went down the hill I got out of there by money but still couldn't take my degree and I'm sinking in debt until now and my family knew about this literally everyone in campus knew about this so my family hates me and I have no friends at all and people from campus calls me all the time asking for their money and I can't even get a job because I don't have a degree God I thought of suiciding a lot but couldn't risk living in hell in both lives anyways I guess that's the reason I got back with my boyfriend when he talked to me after that because he was my only scape from everything and I wanted to tell him everything but I'm afraid that he will leave me too after he knows this now I don't even know what to do with my life I'm really not feeling good mentally so if anyone could give me some helpful advices to get out of the situation I'm in right now I would be so grateful and thanks for baring with me

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28 января 2024 11:06

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I dont know what we are, she is my what? A friend(nope because we are too close to be friends) a bestfriend( maybe, but bestfriends dont lie about relationship and dating) lovers( no we both show mixed signals). i have never been in relationship and i have never loved someone i taught i was invincible for love and i taught i wouldn't spend a dime on a girl(i spend it all on her now), when i think she's into me and try to move forward she ignore me for days act a bit disconnected, when i think we're just friends i am overthinking it she will be the cutest creature, she be inviting me in her private life(no boundaries), asks how i am doing, acts intrested to me infront of my friends and collagues, if we are just friends why would she be comfortable to tell me she is on her period, why would she act cool when i touch her hips(with my outer hand), why would she look fine when i hold her waist infront of her bestfriend or in her hood infront of the guys that like her and die to be with her.
By the way not only her but my insecurities are killing me she's a total 10 and flirty i am quite, introverted, and dont look cool, she herself came into my life and she make me real man with responsibility(because she like when i handle things for her) but her flirty and extroverted, partying bhaviour brewed insecurity inside my quite ass.

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hello hello. Well I don't know where to start. And that's why I should start from the beginning


I have parental issues. Yeah, that covers my childhood. My school life was a bit below average and I can say that about my college life as well but I am in 4th year so there's a chance it might get better. But yeah everything I know about life is boring and lifeless. Nothing exciting. Maybe that's because I lie( I lie to keep myself interesting even though in reality I live a very dull life ). Or Maybe it's because I'm poor 9 times out of 10( it's not as bad as it sounds, but in reality, there were times where I had to walk from school because I didn't have enough cash and I had too much pride to ask my friends. I'd never ask my friends). Maybe, Maybe it's because I don't know

I'm 20. I turn 21 on Dec 1st and for the past 6 months I have been dreading that day. That's because in all my life, whenever I pictured a 21 year old version of me, that guy was buff, purposeful, maybe had a girlfriend. But mostly, Mostly, MOSTLY, That Guy was Happy. And I'm telling you now, I'm 9 days away and I Do not feel happy. On the contrary I feel like shit. I feel like life has nothing to offer me. I know that. I've known that since I saw my dad with his other wife and his other kids. What I'm really feeling these days is that I Have Nothing To Offer Life Anymore. There. I Said It. I thought I'd feel better when I write it down but I'm just looking at the words and all that's happening is it's breaking my heart more.


But yeah, I don't know. I don't know what the purpose of this vent is. But I just feel lost. Maybe someone who relates to this, someone who's been in similar situations could offer a bit of advice.

Maybe let's make the question a bit more clear -

Does life get better when you don't have nothing in this world?

Did life get better for you ?
Did you get rich? Did you get happy? Did you find purpose or a reason to live? If so , what is it and how did it happen?

Thanks in advance.

P. S I'm a Male

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28 января 2024 11:06

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im lonely. idk if there's smth wrong with me or what. in highschool, i made close friends but they always choose other ppl, i was just part of a big friendship group. in uni, i haven't been able to make friends that u hangout with outside of uni, and i want that. even with online friendships, ive never been able to stick to one group. either the group fell out or i felt unwanted and not including me so i just leave. even in highschool, my "friends" used to make plans abt going out after school and never inviting me. 🙃 and everytime i just see friendship groups hanging out, that feeling of loneliness just comes back. so i found books and those r now my friends. there's also this guy who likes me and wants to meet me but im tired of all this so im going to self sobatage.

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Hey guys I'm 19f
Ena weird neger yihun ayihun alakim gin linigerachuhu so since puberty stage beka my boobs was perfect like beka normal nebr keza gin idk its gene or gaining weight my boobs start to grow and became saggy like its easy to tell ahun alifo ...gin beka my family members my older sisters..was so perfect not esu bcha they were shapy and beautiful...ena betam nebr kebad nebr like fam members..mood yitizalu including my mom lol she saw my boob on my tshirt...and pls lose weight mine erasu edesu aldegem...it's true tho beyet edeweta alakim beka kezan gize jemro always i wore bodycare bet and school...to look perfet i wear tight bras... it looks edeza but i realised ahun leka i made it more saggy ena i regret it rasen ewekisalehu... since then mnm confidence yelegnm by my body i have like hundreds of shirts bras ..i'll never wore but hule egezahu nw i try to be like normal staf not only that my boobs is full of stretch marks like miyasdenegit mesimer beka u have no idea how much i hate it and hule hide edadarekut new beka ena it may seem easy sitsemut gin like ahun lay kuch biye sasib like my life was/is depend on it malet alakim everything bezi guday sensitive negn beka boob mibal negr sinesa I'm insecure
Not only esu beka bet with out bra new miwlew ena beka engida simeta ...edebekalehu eskahun dreas i hate strangers judge miyaregugn new mimesilegn mnm confidence yelegnm 😣ena i used to saw jokes on tiktok like when girls wore which show their saggy boob or yale bra video sileku with out being insecure... (lucky them i couldn't even out with out bra in my entire life) ena ppl commenting like she is a player or old womma ...man its not even saggy or bigger than me 😓how could they say that and i don't even kissed a guy not even date my whole life why ppl have edezi ayinet assumption it hurts betam ena now a days i started thinking like i can't date or...coz boys will like criticizing my boob like to be honest like their is some open niggas who told the truth they say that they like it or they act like that malet they wanna hug me purposefully (I'm not affectionate person ...don'tlike that)...but they made me insecure moreeee ena like i think I'm cute...but when i think about future...will my hubby will accept my boob the way their are ???also after birth mn yakil saggy edemihonu...beka i know I'm an over thinker ...gin beka i feel like my life ruined to be honest it's been so many years i stopped swimming (i used to like swimming..) beka bzu neger like believe me or not all my family members haven't seen my boob bechirash...ere sintun ... bizu gize depressed hogne bet tekemchalehu ,kamlake ga tetalichalehu lemn enen like why wouldn't i accept it?? lemn biye bcha any advice like i wanna accept them the way they are i don't wanna embarrassed kezi behola I'm kinda tired i wanna date...free holgne also boys what do u think about this is that red flag for u or don't matter...
Tnx for reading it all bewnet ik its long betam🫣 i can't help it coz it's my first time i opened up about this tnx for any advice i will give... bye

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Me and my boyfriend start relationship before 3 month l know him for one year l love him so much he loves me too but the thing is l need special treatment we met once in a week because of our job he always call me we talk always and he always tell me how much he miss me but we were together he didn't even hold my hand he don't want do any thing in public and now I'm feel like he Don't love me and l asked him why he do this he says he's shy to do anything in public did this happen or he don't love me

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Heyyy everyone, F 20, second time venting.
Someone replied and asked how I am doing now since time has passed. Lmaooo the answer is worse. I feel so lonely. Most of my friends or people I went to school with has already figured out their life’s and dreams. Every time I hear something about my classmates and schoolmates they tell me someone opened their own business, got married or left the country. On the other hand me, I withdrew from college cause I couldn’t get myself to study even if I wanted too. I still don’t talk to most of my friends. The only man I ever loved in my whole lifetime left the country and he didn’t even say goodbye. I wanna be a better Christian (orthodox) but I am a sinner. I smoke hookah and weed. I mostly spend my days at home even when I can go out I don’t. I tried to kill myself but it didn’t work. My depression is hitting bottom and I don’t know what to do about it. Nobody knows that I get high so sometimes that helps but sometimes everything just gets worse whenever I get high.I wanna tell my friends what am going through but I don’t cause the voice inside my head keeps reminding mr they don’t care. It says “ they will listen to you now but forget about you once you love.” “ you’re not that important” “ they have their own shit to worry about” “ what do u think telling them will change they will probably laugh it off” and I believe the voice I know of it’s not wrong.
All I want is a female friend, that can roll some weed and we smoke, we go to church and learn some bible, we go to school and chill. I want a female friend that is the same as me. A girl that won’t judge because I smoke, a girl that won’t try to change me, a girl that won’t tell me how to feel. A girl that understands what ever feeling we feel is valid. Please don’t tell me to stop smoking cause am a girl.

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Hello there
Ik this might be weird gn and and gize i feel like am death bezu geze behlme yayehut Hulu yehonal like ande saw tanko simot kayhu keza kenekahu enam seatun kayehu bezaw seat saw tanko yemotal and and gize demo menged lay sehed weyem bemalakew sfr salf saw yemotal( mostly blood blood keshetetegn ) maleresaw agatami nbr and gize eka mekebl wede shiro meda akababi heje nbr be earphone zefen eyesemahu denget zefenu kome kezam kome slken eyatekakelu endale demo dem shetetagen kezam kena sl kehonech setiyo ga teyayen benegataw ke guadegaye ga ke class seneweta bezaw sfr salf yayehuachew setiyo motew lekso tekemetew ayehu
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Am I Death????

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24 января 2024 08:05

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I have a condition called (horizontal nystagmus ) i can't control my eye movement. (It moves by itself side to side )It stated when I was a kid, now am 21
I have never met someone with similar conditions. I am not sure if most people even have it

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24 января 2024 08:05

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What's happening to the world right now is very scary. Not only is the end coming but it is going to be chaotic so I say we ride on our proud horses have one last feast and a fuck fest and we leave this world on a proud note!!! Hurray

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Odd to say, but I've found my solace within my void. The void I always tarnished, the things I hated about myself ended up becoming the only things that stayed. We hate our scars, but they're the roses of our past. We own nothing in this life but our scars, love, and hope. The love I yearned to have, the one I never had, maybe just maybe, I loved... for I couldn't love myself.

Sometimes everything inside you cries except your eyes. And that's been the case; my eyes stayed dry, rich with famine, reflecting my soulless void. Tears are beautiful, a sigh of relief, for your soul, a chance to live. I've always longed for tears, but nothing washed my pain.

I'm in a mess. No, I'm a mess. When will my soul seek freedom, or was it always in search? I've been in search for freedom, my soul to be free, rather became a slave to the one thing my damaged heart desired. An ocean exists within me; its depth filled with my thoughts. I'm going insane, or maybe on the road to sanity, glee, or enlightenment. Ephemeral or forever, what am I? For what do I exist... Was I born to suffer? Will a provisional smile heal my mind, or my withering candle of a soul?

Will I be smiling when my book comes to an end? And why do my eyes water when I conceive my last moments? Do I want to live this life? What do I ought to pursue in this life? I swim within all the questions.

I understand now; I only exist within myself, all of me, all faces of me. I belong to me, and so does my future. But what will fill the void? Thought love is an ample matter, though I seem to be mistaken. Will a lifetime be enough to figure me out? The only question which the answer within time resides.

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07 января 2024 03:00

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Hi guys i need to vent i am 20yo F i slept with this guy over a year ago it was one night stand it happened really fast i mean i am not the type of girl to sleep around I've not slept with anyone since then the thing is I've been thinking about him too much lately at that time i didn't even try to approach him because i didn't want to stress him out to thinking we have to be something else because we slept once and he was the type of guy who wouldn't like to be in a relationship and i didn't want to be clingy but in the other hand i didn't wanted him to be just one night stand i really liked him but now he has a girlfriend but i couldn't stop thinking about him and part of me thinks i want to be with him because i don't want to sleep with somebody new like body count matters to me idk why but it disgust me when i think of having to sleep with different guys i atleast have to get married with the next guy i sleep, but i really like him  tho what should I do what's your advice for me?

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07 января 2024 03:00

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Hi guys urgent ye gwadegna bf nbr ena teleyaytewal ahun lay keza ene dmo mawarat jmrku esun yemawkew k eswa befit nw liju betam arif tsebay alew ye gwadegnayen ex mntek yehonal plss amakrugne

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28 января 2024 11:06

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i am 19M and i had a girl friend that i loved so much but we’re not together anymore we broke up last month like we almost been together for one year, before her i had never been in r/ship she was my first love,kiss everything i really loved her and she also did yk she was so sweet cute and really cared for me she always cries when smth bad happens to me, we imagined our future together our kids the way we live mnamn bicha the thing was she has strict parents so we don’t really meet usually and from the start when we meet gn when i try to kiss her she always make reason not to kiss me i thought it cuz she’s shy mnamn neber even it took us 2 month to kiss at first but still she tell me on text that she also wan kiss but when we meet wef like she turn her face around mnamn and keza when she gets home she says sorry there were peoples staring when literally noone is looking bicha we continue like that for 11 month we also do somestuff like fringer i even give her head but she refushed to give me she said she dont like dick even she dont want to see it ion why yk she only rub it twice le morale like everytime we do this things i feel like im frocing her beka ena i also ask her once to have sex w me but she said no alregm before marriage mnanm and i was like ok ify mnanm tbh i was also cool w that ena im still a virgin bicha last month we start argue a lot likes every week neber yemntalaw ene demo i thought our honeymoon phase ended and this the time we stick together no matter how hard its get yk if you love them you’ll stay but i tried betam but fr she blame me for everything and the day we broke she be like you always hurt me always make me cry even though its her fault ena beka i told her i can’t take it anymore if im hurting you eko we shouldn’t be together we should break up she said ok fine meche atagegnenm mnanm keza we broke up and since then can’t stop thinking about her she always on my mind ena to get distracted i started talking to other girls and i met this girl and we are dating and even kissed like in a week but when i kiss her i felt very guilty kmr idk why gn cheat yareku yemeselegn and this girl demo she told me that she love me and she never loved anyone like me and ion wan hurt demo she remind me of her(my ex) like the way they talk mnamn ena idk what to do i still love her should i call her or was it a toxic r/ship??

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hey everyone, Here is the thing.. I'm a 23-year-old guy who lives in Addis. i think am good at meeting girls and getting their numbers. But here's the thing that often trips me up: when it comes time to make that call, I find myself having nothing to say in a convo. It makes me wonder why I took their numbers in the first place. I genuinely like girls, and I must say that even regular Ethiopian girls have beauty that is greater than the models from other countries.

However, I often struggle with finding the right things to talk about. What I truly desire is to spend quality time together, whether it's sharing a delicious meal or enjoying a movie, without the constant pressure of feeling like I have to say something cool. I have the time to create wonderful experiences, and I believe that a true connection can be built by simply enjoying each other's company, even without the need for non-stop conversation.

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hey guys 20f  nege and a college student a fresh malte new ena becha mariman lately I am feeling like I am heading into the depression path that once took ,and I don't want to go down that road again cuz I usually do bad things ,try things malte attempt menamn and all this shit because of my horrible father shit he is died now but I feel like growing up seeing my mom in pain, crying almost every  goddamm day is just too much pain for a child in my opinion and it is the worst thing that child could face i can tell you that much becha I am in college and shit got worse for me malte financially we are broke like for real malte new maraimn I can't ask my mama she got nothing le taxi bro for a freaking taxi eytawe new. (BTW wtf taxi eko ride honeben bey kenu eycmeru )becha enja mariman alkem I am i am in college now bro you dont know how much stress i in, .
you cant even imagine how the so called "zemed" both my moms and my dads are stan besmam they can help me out eko but choose not to. I have tried or begged to get jobs and stuff none worked my school schedules dont match up with my work so I can't work ena i want to stop school and work my ass off and help my mama but i dont have a clear vision for my future so i cant stop school u know. Becha i am stressing the fuck out i zone out in school thinking about my life but i do study at home which works for me i believe the saying i am just surviving not living is describing me write now and i dont enjoy life i swear i get angry very easily, i pretty much hate myself, but you i got to push it through for my mama so men large my people

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hello guys, please tell me how do i know she have feelings for me, the thing is we knew eachother from kindergarten, after years apart i met her two yrs ago and we're too close now, she want me to act like her boyfriend i already knew almost all of her friends, i'm the one she call when she is sick and want home treatment or go to hospital, she want me to go register her in college, she want me to treat her when she's on her period, she want us to go Seychelles for vacation, she have plan for what we work after 2 years, she used to want buy us property in both our names , and all my friends and every people saw her  say she's in love with me, to be honest i love her & she became my softspot but when i saw this and try to show her my feelings i notice she only text 'hyy' to checkup on me when i reply she dont text back, she call me when she thinks i get mad at her, the reason she give me is she meet me everyday in person(actually she live around my office so she always say hi and talks 5 min everytime she pass by) but i am kinda need reassurance every second, and most of all she talks to other guys on phone and go on dates sometimes but she dont want me to know like she knows i care, the thing is i am introverted insecure not cool looking plus not rich guy and she is a total 10/10 extroverted, go out to clubs, and all the guys around her are riches & diaspora, do you blame me if i'm insecure & what do you suggest me Please

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hey everyone

I just wanna share something if it's helpful to anyone so i saw a reel balefo let and it said "there is no woman who needs protection, just stop attacking them" and one thing i noticed is that ik great men exist in this world (still can't find them tho) but this world is just more fucked up for women than men. Ik y'all r gonna say men go to war and work in dangerous jobs etc and i respect y'all for it but i said this because today i hear about many women being harassed and no one does anything about it, it's just considered normal at this point but today was my turn i guess and to tell yall the truth harassment is just common in our society but this one just made my mind dizzy. I was sitting in front of the weyala and next to me was a man around his 40 or 50. He was thalking racist shit like politics etc and i was just minding my own business and all of a sudden that man slapped me on the face and normally i would just insult the shit outta them but GUESS WHAT HE IS A ቄስ... So i felt horrible. At first he kinda touched my boobs but i think it was accidental but the wtf was the slap for man! And he calls himself kes? I hear many shits about them like drinking and being greedy etc but this was just a new discovery. I like my religion very much and when i see any type of ቄስ i use to bow down from respect but even the type of people that are considered to be Gods people can be so racist and pathetic idk who to trust anymore man. Atleast set bethon betmetagnm it'll be fair fight but yemr the more i start to experience life the more i lose hope in men( i might be unlucky but still). Ik the good ones are out there but still idc anymore. So i just wanna say girls be careful please u don't know what type of situations u might get in. I'm sure y'all think that this might be not that serious but i just wanna tell y'all that no matter how perfect someone seems u wouldn't know what their intentions in real life and in dating too. Mine is not that big of a deal but there are many girls who get touched, sexualized on public without their consent and raped too. And this is NOT about religion, i still love and respect kes and my religion

Take care and if u have a younger sister please try to know what's happening around her surrounding and if u got no dad, brother and a boyfriend like me the i hope God protects u at all cost😊

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28 января 2024 11:06

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Hello there am a guy in the mid 20's recently i got diagnosed with this rare disease ena suicidal thoughts eyemetabegn new please help how to get rid of this suicidal thoughts thank you in advance.

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24 января 2024 08:05

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I think too much I feel too much. I dnt know how you do it but all it takes is your voice to brighten up my day. I think I channeled all my love into you that’s why no one can brake my heart but I also know you won’t let your self do it so you won’t really hurt me. All I have with you is time space and memories and I’ll cherish it I’ve never broken any laws. Our hearts are together just leaning on one another but we can’t physically be together which is fine I dnt want to reduce you to just a body. Your multi dimensional. I’ll let you do what ever you want but I can’t do the same I trust you not to break the rule but I dnt trust my self I can’t look into your eyes for too long I’ll get drawn into it you pull me like a siren. Your eyes kill me they make me weak I cant control my self so I look away avoid looking at you I scoot away. You are on my side of the car you are damn near no my lap but all I can do is look out the window and distract myself from how I’m feeling. You talk but I can’t concentrate on what your saying. You are cruel because you know how you make me feel yet continue to do what you do. Leaning on me saying things that stop my heart. I dnt think I’ll ever get tired of hearing you say I love you. It took a while for you to finally say it but I want to here it every day. I can’t be with you but I like being next to you. Guiding you I want the best for you and the messed up part is I’m not what’s best for you. I dnt even know what you see in me to be honest. I’m not rich I’m not cute I’m fat I’m lazy but you still say you love me. I love you for obvious reasons but your my number one no one compares to you but im wise enough to not attempt to keep you to my self I fear I’ll Dim your light. Shine bright like the diamond you are worth more than gold I love you enough not to ruin your future I love you enough not to be the reason you miss out on life

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Why do we have to live this life? I don't wanna upset the big guy but this life really sucks. I always want someone to really care about me but theirs no one even if I think there are the next day I see that they don't want their friends to know about me. Why? Are you ashamed of me? Okay no problem if it was just one but almost all of you, I thought you love me as much as I do but no I was wrong. I'm sorry for those of you who loved me and I happened not to see it, I'm saying sorry because Incase I was blind to see that cause I never felt it, I don't wanna see or hear anything bad but no matter where direction I turn it's their, I wanna be committed and do some freaking work, I can't why???? Why does this have to be this why? Why can't I get my ass of and do the freaking work? Why can't I love myself, be confident, strong??? I know I wanna be someone's little panda but that someone is not here so I have to be that freaking someone for myself but I find it hard why? Yea I'm always happy the truth is I'm not. I can't be cold I don't why I'm always open, smiley. I don't know why I can't be cold and emotionless, I don't know why I always want a long bear hug, I don't know why I'm the way I'm. I don't know why I always give to the full but I love that cause I never wanted to give less, I give full all none I don't do in the middle and I never wanna do that cause you know that's what I think the right thing is doesn't matter where we are, even tho it's hard to be good in a full of bullshit at least that's what I can do good. Sometimes I think this all can be fixed if I get that one person if he ever exist cause one: he's make me strong two: he will be my shelter no matter what. But I'm always thankful for my parents cause they tried the best for me. Thank you 🥰 and I love you. And thank you my friends even if I don't feel like you're giving me as much as I give you, I would have been at worst without you, so I love you.

Don't laugh at my grammar or something. I just need to let it out

Thanks for you too 😂😘

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24 января 2024 08:05

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i have vented in the past about my problems at school. since then, 6 of the girls that used to intimidate me have either dropped out or transfered. i know this is a big deal but the feeling of lonliness is still there. there are still some girls that hate me at school and i dont know how to escape it. i've tried to ignore them, pretend they aren't there but i can't. they purposefully sit next to me so that i could hear them intimidating me and making fun of me. school itself is hard enough without ppl at school going out of their way to show how much they hate me. ppl at home dont understand. they think i'll get over it soon and just act like its some minor inconvinience. but i am constantly feeling lonely and empty everytime i go to that school. plus am worried about my futur. i cant concentrate at school, am worried i wont be able to graduate. i wanna die. i just wanna die. i hate that school. am just so sick of everything. am constantly feeling empty, like the whole world hates me. there's no one that can save me. there are some people that want to help me and give me what i need but they dont go to school with me. they dont know what am going thru everyday. they give me great advise and make me feel supported but then i go back to that school and forget everything. all i see is that everyone hates me, and i dont have any friends. i dont know what to do. plz help me.

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Hey everyone ,so i have been dating this guy ena we meet ye religious bota ena beka migerem connection nw yenebren be achre gezi relationship jemeren ena btam aref nbr communication lay bedenb enaweralen menamn gn esu bzu des yemayel life asalfuwal ena ke sw expect yargale ena sensitive nw family trauma alebet mawerat kalebet selegudayu deep gebto yenagral ena yehon gezi lay be hone guday tetalten zegagn yaw tefatgna negn gn seatu aletgebabanem nbr yekrta teykugn meknyatu gudayu kebad ayedelm gn esu ande sament zegagn keza bemkra aweragn lmn zegahgn bey setyekew mawerat alefelgem ahun lay lila gezi enaweralen alegn ene negeregn belewem derk ale keza eshi bey zem alekugn keza kes be kea wede normal metan mawerat jemeren keza gn endebfitu medewel kense malet sanawera welen anakem keza ke 2 ken bohala dewelku amogn nw ale keza eshi alekugn gn telemno nw miyaweraw even dena neh wey teshaleh lemalet ene weseti teyaki tefeter keza wede 1 sament beyal tagesku selamemew nw bey gn alchalkum keza mnden nw bey txt alkulet malet relationship makom felego endehon teyekut gn txtun alemlesem yehew 1 sament hone enem gera gebagn mn barg yeshala?? by the way this age is above 28 .

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24 января 2024 08:05

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Hey guys, am here to ask you ppls some advise, am 21 M, been relationship for 2 years and a lot happened within these two years, we met when we were freshman students it was all sweet for like 3 or 4 months until it wasn't. unfortunately she cheated well technically she made herself available i guess that is the right way to put it in her words, it was her so called "guy friend". i forgave her and after that asked her to stop contacting him and she refused she dont want to be mean or she claimed he is just a friend, it was horrible one and half year for me i started smoking and pills, sometimes i used to regretted forgiving her, i dont want to say i was this or that for her all i wanted was the same thing back, fast forward at the end of our relationship her guy friends becoming a lot and they started to filrt with her and i was still forgiving her again and again, finally we broke up, and I was broken for long time, but at the time goes i become good and get over her completely, the thing is we still talk and she is becoming dependent on me and she started like she is in relationship and she does seem real, what i wanted to ask you guys is how do i know if this is real that she is showing me and even if it is real how do i stop this i dont want to be with her again.

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24 января 2024 08:05

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So I met a guy, he is good in almost everything. It's only been couple of months we met verious times. He is husband material. The thing is am confused, i mean our intention is for marriage technically but we never talked about what we are. Is it very early to worry about this? I mean i don't know how things will go or what we exactly are. But i know we have not started a relationship.
Anything u may say?

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07 января 2024 05:30

እንኳን ለጌታችን ለአምላካችን ለመድሀኒታችን ለኢየሱስ ክርስቶስ የልደት በዓል በሰላም አደረሳችሁ።

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07 января 2024 03:00

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So here is a thing, as a grown, single women, እንደ አብዛኛው 30ዎቹ ውስጥ እንዳለች ሴት i don't feel rushing to get married, ማለት በቃ ምፈልገው አይነት ወንድ ካላገኘሁ for the sake of my age ማግባት አልፈልግም, እንደውም lately የማየው ነገር ሁሉ ለትዳር positive POV እንዳይኖረኝ እያደረገኝ ነዉ... I just need gentle, calm, slow and genuine love... መፅሐፍ ወይም ፊልም ላይ እንዳለው አይነት ፍቅር ሳይሆን በቃ የእውነት ፍቅር :ስወድቅም ስነሳም ተመሳሳይ ፍቅር : ሰላም የሚሰጠኝ ፍቅር... I don't think that's a lot to ask...
I just want to know... ጤነኛ አስተሳሰብ ነዉ አይደል? ወይስ አብዛኞቹ my friends እንደሚሉኝ odd ሰው ነኝ?

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07 января 2024 03:00

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hey i am x and high school student and in the last ages of teenagers and even idk why am writing this shit but i hope it will make me feel better anways i have a good acadamic status in past years but still thats all tries never bring a change in my life. Right now my fams want me to read for uni entrance which will be 6 later but idont want to read cause i am sure that i will pass that birhanu negas shit i just want to have a relationship then what you suggest me

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