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Hi guys i need to vent i am 20yo F i slept with this guy over a year ago it was one night stand it happened really fast i mean i am not the type of girl to sleep around I've not slept with anyone since then the thing is I've been thinking about him too much lately at that time i didn't even try to approach him because i didn't want to stress him out to thinking we have to be something else because we slept once and he was the type of guy who wouldn't like to be in a relationship and i didn't want to be clingy but in the other hand i didn't wanted him to be just one night stand i really liked him but now he has a girlfriend but i couldn't stop thinking about him and part of me thinks i want to be with him because i don't want to sleep with somebody new like body count matters to me idk why but it disgust me when i think of having to sleep with different guys i atleast have to get married with the next guy i sleep, but i really like him tho what should I do what's your advice for me?
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Hi guys urgent ye gwadegna bf nbr ena teleyaytewal ahun lay keza ene dmo mawarat jmrku esun yemawkew k eswa befit nw liju betam arif tsebay alew ye gwadegnayen ex mntek yehonal plss amakrugne
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I don’t want to live to be quite honest but whenever I have those feeling I try to hide them because why the fuck show them adel demo my eyes are fucking hurting because I cried myself today and yesterday and I feel like when ever I have mental breakdowns I feel like I am going to kill myself and at the same time I feel like I am ungrateful bitch for the things i have one of which is ofcourse the wealth that everybody wants which is health and thanks to god my fam hasn’t been sick so I am grateful for that mariamn cuz I now when member of the fam is sick bro shit gets hard for me like I said I am a very sad women btw I am 20 years if that is something you want to know I am financially fucked doesn’t know what to do I am in college btw I literally cant even tell you how much of an attempts I did I am a sinner ena besu becha I blame myself ,I am disappointed in myself betam gen the situation I was in or shall I say my mum was in because of my father put me through hell seeing her like that for 20 year since I was a baby and now I cant even support her errr I cant even support myself not even for school ,shit I cant stop school that is the way out for me I cant start a job cuz I have school becha bro the stress I am in bye if I keep venting I am going to cry
Bro I literally wrote what I was thinking
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Hi! I am a guy who have moved to abroad for studies before 6 years and I am graduating next year got several scholarships during my studies due to good grades also have a work experience while studying and now my visa will expire soon after I finish I am planning to move back to my home country since i cant stay more ,have you ever saw or heared successful stories in reintergrating back??
Considering the country's political and economical situation please your information can help me and others the same who are planning to do the same.
Missed my people and sense of belonging to my roots.
The Habeshan people i have met here have negative attitudes towards moving back.
So please share with your experiences kindly.
THANK YOU!
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Hello, so I have a question. Do you guys know any rehab centres in Addis Ababa? Please let me know if you know a good place to treat drug addicts.
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Hello everyone, how are you?
I am M 24. Recently graduated. Let me get straight to my points. I truly believe that changing every part of my life will involve sacrifices, but I'm willing to make the necessary efforts. The problem is that I don't belong to any inspirational circles. All of my friends are similar to me, and I am aware that I don't inspire them either. How do I acquire a better circle in life so that someone wiser than me can advance me? Because it is very important. How can I get that? Please inform me.
Many thanks ahead of time.
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Hello everyone, I'm a bit insecure about my size... I'm average but I kinda believe size matters even tho ppl say it doesn't. I wanna ask girls, is the best sex u had (like the one u orgasmed the most), with the guy who had a bigger dick than the others u had?
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Hello everyone!
I don't know what to say but its like Im losing my self Metenefes eyakategn nw right now!ahun erasu eyalekesku nw yhen vent metsfew I love him so much I do everything he asks me but in return disappointment and heart break nw magegnw Idk why his doing this to me he keeps confusing me yewedegnal wys aywedegnm? milw teyake hule ayemeroyen eyebetebtw nw gn meles lagegnelet alechalikum my brain tells me that he is not the right person for me but my heart keeps saying give him a chance what if he is going through bad situation? And i always listen to my heart and get back to him gn mnm mikeyer ngr yelwm he keeps manipulate me selamen atahu 😭
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I started living with my bf recently because I wanted to know how things can be between us before getting married . I don’t feel like he puts as much energy as I do both for our house and his works . I also realized he was raised to be independent on his own and that affects me a lot as I was always raised to be my things on own. I feel like he doesn’t have much masculine energy like I am ambitions and passionate about my future and he tells me he is too but very small energy not just the energy even thoughts . How do I solve this ?
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TF is wrong with me
why can't I be Normal ?Idk What normal is
why can't I be me ? But I don't know me either
When did I ?
Did I ?
am I ?
Am I really insane ?
I don't trust myself anymore
What if this is all in my head
What if i am totally fine , and fine is what huh ?
I am not disturbed by others but I am disturbed by me
Or a lot by them , disturbed by how I am affecting them
Still by me
Who to blame ?
for What ? or this is all bullshit
No , no it's not fair to say this because I have the family , the health , the whatever I should be grateful about
Why do we do that anyway huh ? Are we really thanking God or begging him to make those people stay ? Because we won't get the things they give us or the ways they make us feel if they leave
I am not just nobody
I am the daughter who makes the poor parents pay for the things they can't afford , I affect
I am the silent daughter who doesn't response when her father talks to her that makes him question his parenting even if he is great , I affect
I am the sister who is hated by her little brother , a brother who failed to pass his grade 6 ministry exam while I passed my 12th when only 3% did , maybe that's not the reason but I affect
I am the girl who cries every night thinking how she is messing things up and cries over death that didn't happen yet because she treated them badly
The girl who walks in shame of being no help for her parents or anyone , yet who believes God loves her but the way she thinks might make him mad a bit because she knows that she is supposed to be grateful
I am the girl that became the one that my younger self hates
I was so scared I would become this and so I have become one
They see ...
I don't know what they see but am sure they see , maybe It's a lazy irresponsible girl they see that cares about school or used to cared about
Wasn't I ? The smartest one ?
Yha last I checked I was but I think I was that only for the papers
If I was smart then , I would have known What went wrong
Or I was never the smartest , I just got away with it and made them believe me
And I made me believe that , it worked anyway
I affect
I add
I contribute definitely not for the beauty and for the good and happiness but of course I contribute for the poverty , bordem
And everything that's dull
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I have a boyfreind we have been together for the last 6 yrs and we had a great time my friends loves him he is a good guy,the 4 years was on a distance but after we graduated the distance thig was over and we started spending more times and we were thinking about getting married mnamn even he always says he wants to get married so badly but unfortuntly i found out on his phone that he chats with a girl nad he was desperately asking her to go out with him my heart was broken in to a pieces i never imagine him doing that i still cant belive it and then my friend told me to stay calm and try to find out about it more but he did it with another girl i dont know what to do honestly he is my first boyfreind my first love and everything he still talk to me about building life together but he keeps doing that ( talking to other girls ) i dont know what to do bcha
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The never ending cycle
The way it feels that everyone is out to get me (my family is) well it feels like that
I don't even know if the life of happiness exists because the only life I knew was the one I lived
Just not sad but sad , like you can't be sad because you have everything like family , health , good grades , just a good life but to be honest even if I am grateful for it , it just feels so so depressing
I don't want average I want greatness but happiness scares me , it makes me worried like it would go away within a snap of a finger because that's life or because I didn't deserve it.
That's how I felt every time I am happy I felt like something drastic would happen and take it all away
I hate it how my own little brother hates me and how he can turn my parents against me like I am an outsider
I hate how I am lonely and how I have no other human that's close enough , maybe I pushed some away because I get scared but even if I did that I still want someone to care enough but then I again it freaks me out when they care
I hate that I am not cool enough or extrovert enough to go outside and meet new people I actually have no experience
Most of all I hate that I can't tell anyone that I am messed up inside and everything feels worthless
I hate that I can't share this with anyone
I wish I had an older brother or older sister who I am so close to , to even talk about things , girly things
I am so stuck in this life , this school home cycle
What a mess I made to even come home back while I can stay in campus and live the life I needed but at the same time it feels right because I literally prayed and cried begging God to let me come back home
And now , now it doesn't feel like that , not welcoming . It feels like how it always used to , a prison , same things again and again like a never ending cycle .
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Hello I'm z and female.
So here is the thing I am a university student outside Addis. I have two friends one is my childhood friend and is along time friend and he is a very humble and down to earth person and the other is I met her in class and yeah we started of as 'eating buddies'
Malet she barely has friends that eat with her cause her friend graduated anyways I invited her one time to eat with us because she was alone and all...
Long story short we became close and we upgraded our friendship after three semesters is where the problem starts.
Let call her B , B started acting different around our mutual friends i meann we all eat together and do stuff togtjer cause thats what frinds do. I or we even go places i hate for her. We compromise in short. But she can't.so semonun yetenesabign cheguara nber and I have kebad cheguara beshita Ena silemiyamegn bet enkeyir biye sil ay alech I was like malet it's just for a week Eko biye sil she didn't agree and took out two friends with her to eat. Ena ene demo eshi let's compromise biye sil lela nger bla lela tarik wst tgebalech takorfalech ashmur tnageralech mnamn ene demo alwedm endih aynet nger straight up sw saynager siker ychenkegnal.
Ena ene bka I started eating at a different house because cheguarayen mayasamim mgb bet esu slehone.
Keza B mn talchewalech our mutual friendsn my guy frjnd Ena other female friendn bet enkeyir...and lela bet yibelalu. Malet ene bet yekeyerkut Ena lebichaye mihedew Eko esua eza wehawi ticket slegezach option yelelqt slemeselgn nw gn esua esu alnberem her excuse was "aymechegnm ya bet" tf for a week bota keyro lela bota lemeblat birr kalat lmndn nw enen matitebabregn as a friend. Anyways eshi yerasua guday gn ene ahun betam eyetelahuat nw I feel like she robbed me my friends and left me all alone. I get jealous hula.
Malet I don't want to gn tanadalech.
Anyways I don't wanna feel bitter towards her mnamn Ena it might be a childish reason gn idk man.
I am mad . Ena how do I stop feeling bitter and jealous towards her? Help.
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I dont know, wether it is trauma, or depression but i dont like myself so much, then i met this girl i knew from elementary grades and we maintain closeness as a non defined relationship, due this i catch hard feelings for her, i loveee her i get mad at her but i need her at the same time, i hate her i wouldn't choose such flirty girl but i got no choice she is my soft spot. As i told you she is close to me, i think she knew i like her, people around us say she like me more but she is an absolute 100/10 and flirty so how could i imagine this girl to like me, so please tell me how can i have the what are we talk with out affecting our current closeness
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Are you tired of me? Am I no longer the first person on your contact list? Am I being the last resort to hang out with? Did I built my world all around you too quickly? Got into it knowing that it would never work out. But this is really too much for me to handle. Do you have any idea for how long I cry? You really changed a lot after I showed you my everything. Where you waiting for this moment?
I requested you to call me once a day so that I don't have to guess how you are spending your days. I expressed that my feelings were hurt because all I wanted was to hear your voice and assurances of your love. Did I ask for a gift? Did I ask you to buy me anything? Did I ask for money? I didn't even request any of that.I wasn't like any of the other girls. But I just wanted one thing in return. I am to blame for dating someone unstable. Did I wait for my 20's to just be with someone who shatters my heart and leave me doubting. You made it seem like it was too much to ask for. I gave up everything for you, yet you won't even do one thing for me? Fuck you, seriously. You only reach out to me when it's convenient for you? You spend the weekend with someone else and then come find me on week days when I have a lot to do? If you don't call, it's because I'm not on your mind. When I don't call, it's because I'm trying to seem less needy. When you do reach out, I forget about all the pains and promises I made to myself about ending things with you. What kills me isn't you aren't contacting me, it's the fact I am crying over you; It's the fact that you are always on my mind and not the reverse; it's the fact that I Love more. You said that I am asking you to choose me over you. But I already did that eko. Why couldn't you do the same?
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So here is a thing, as a grown, single women, እንደ አብዛኛው 30ዎቹ ውስጥ እንዳለች ሴት i don't feel rushing to get married, ማለት በቃ ምፈልገው አይነት ወንድ ካላገኘሁ for the sake of my age ማግባት አልፈልግም, እንደውም lately የማየው ነገር ሁሉ ለትዳር positive POV እንዳይኖረኝ እያደረገኝ ነዉ... I just need gentle, calm, slow and genuine love... መፅሐፍ ወይም ፊልም ላይ እንዳለው አይነት ፍቅር ሳይሆን በቃ የእውነት ፍቅር :ስወድቅም ስነሳም ተመሳሳይ ፍቅር : ሰላም የሚሰጠኝ ፍቅር... I don't think that's a lot to ask...
I just want to know... ጤነኛ አስተሳሰብ ነዉ አይደል? ወይስ አብዛኞቹ my friends እንደሚሉኝ odd ሰው ነኝ?
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hey i am x and high school student and in the last ages of teenagers and even idk why am writing this shit but i hope it will make me feel better anways i have a good acadamic status in past years but still thats all tries never bring a change in my life. Right now my fams want me to read for uni entrance which will be 6 later but idont want to read cause i am sure that i will pass that birhanu negas shit i just want to have a relationship then what you suggest me
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Am 24 m who often finds himself chatting with and talking to women who are older than me.
I'm not sure why older women find me attractive, but I wonder if I'm giving off certain signals. We talk about life, their past experiences, and sometimes sexual things. It's been a long time since I've had a normal relationship with anyone, so currently I'm thinking about giving it a shot and dating an older woman to see where it goes.
so this is what I'm dealing with for now
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Hi... want some answer from girls
I am graduating this year and she is mid half way, from the same university. We now talked for more than 6 months I think and it was like deep talking, but we have never dated, i met up with her at the library or on the road and something like that.
When i think this thing is not gonna work and stop contacting her, she is the one who restarts everything. And when i get back to her thinking she might be interested in me, it is the same bullshit. I treated her the best way a man could treat a girl he loved and i never intended to show unnecessary sexual desires, but I have made it clear I am into her.
So girls, if a guy makes it obvious he only talks to you, and chats with you every night by a , gave you a gift and mixtape on your bd, everybody knows he wants you... but when he wants to met you, or started to talk about the things between you two and you didn't want to talk or date...BUT you still drag him back to your life when he leaves you alone ..are you interested or not interested or what the hell is goin on ???
Should I just ignore her and move on or what do you suggest?
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hey all , just wanted to know your opinion . what kind of impression would u get of a 24 year old woman if she tells you she never been in a relationship ?
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Thinking about your future in ethiopia on this time is really hard I'm 20 years old but I'm not even 1 year uv student due to the war and other kinda things now I'm really feeling hopeless I saw other peoples my age ena mn lay nw yetlalfnew enalku hule echnkalhu some of them started working some get married and having a child most of them are women also social media is the main problem i always say its fake that's not there life but deep down ik i don't believe that and here is me doing nothing ik God lene kalw endemalataw awkalhu but I'm so tired of waiting
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Hello, F uni student
i will be graduating this yr gn coz of tornet alteteranm and i don't know mech endemntera
I've lost hope on everything my mom is telling me i'm 21 and i'm old enough and she's saying kebete wechilgn while i literary got nth she's telling me sekuar beshtegna yehonechiw bene endehone ke ergeznaye eskahun endaschegerkuat and she insults me everytime heartbreaking words and asekaki sedboch too while mariamn anyone can tell i'm not aschegari kid betemertm betsebaym endesua hunu yemibal aynet..i am not good at neged or anything ke bet endanota argew slasadegun my social life is yetemeta i can't even communicate beserat kesew ga..the only thing i'm good at is in academics which i now understand bemerekm life changing endalhone bcoz internship keremt lay neberegn eza bayehut..i was thinking of suicide gn when i search ways google atsenanagn fr..i don't actually wanna die wedefit yalechiwan me mayet efelgalew gn endetabate arge ahunen lelefew kezi miyawetagn esu becha hone.. bet endematfelegu endetwetu eyetenegerachu meheja gn saynorachu
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I wanted to let things out here cuz I can't say these to anyone i still love you even when your saying that you found a girl who makes you happy I still smile and wish you all the happiness I know I messed things up I know 😭 were never gonna be together I know I deserve what ur doing right now and at the end of the day I still hate myself B I still hate myself for losing you for ruining our future I hate how bad I want you but live like I don't I love you soo much that I stopped talking about my problems so I won't worry you I miss you everyday and still see ur pictures just to feel something I regret everything I did to you B but u won't forgive me and I would understand next week it would be our 1 year of breakup but am still that girl who fall in love with you deeply am still that girl who would show up no questions asked whenever u need me I will always be with you B even when things are hard and u won't let me in let me know what happened I will still be there waiting for you too come to me I miss you soo much but u won't say it I miss being in ur arms but I won't say it either I miss kissing you I miss hugging you I miss how you hug me and sleep on me when ur feeling sad I miss how you let ur anger go when ur with me I miss our silly jocks or how we talk without anyone knowing what were talking about "engedadelan " I miss how we treat each other even if we fight I miss ur kisses and I miss me B i miss some part of me when I was with you but things ended but am still here for you until my last breath I love you soo much B even if u won't get to see these I always will and I will always be there for you no matter what life puts me into am here for you I just needed to let these out before I cry 😢 myself to sleep
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Hey there
I'm 27M
Is there a girlfriend who can actually understands her guy out there? Before you ladies start saying "yeah, we exist"
Yes you do but in so so few numbers that you guys are about to be announced as endangered precious living things. A guy just needs a girl who can care and love him while posing a strong female character like a Nigest. Don't be just one character.. Have them all... Don't forget, God may have created us first but he made improvements on you..... Please please please, don't yell while we just need your hug.... Don't insult while we just need ur support and most importantly, love with all your heart rather than expecting to be loved...
Wish I could just give you girls a course on how to be better...
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I believe my dorm mate is gay
I 20 M , got a roommate 20 M ( soon to be F if he doesn't stop doing this shit). We both are 2nd year students in AASTU and since I joined this uni we have been in the same dorm (cos we got same first name and dorm assignment is based on alphabet).I am sociable person so it didn't take long before we became friends. It started out when he begin saying small gay jokes like "better curve than most guys Ik (when I was doing workout in dorm)", "it is too cold can I sleep with u (even tho it is like 40°c in dorm )", "our block's shower is too spacious we both could take a shower at the same time", he calls my name in Gayest way possible , he starts moaning and starts impersonating like he is jerking off when I change cloth, opens his mouth when I go to toilet to pee, and one time I told him my gf dumped me for other guy and this corny a@@ mf said "uk I wouldn't do that to u".... And yeah I didn't take it as a big deal since I thought it was normal banter between "friends" but as time went by it progressively became more weird , he started doin more unusual homo actions like twerking whenever he hears any afrobeat song , his Spotify playlist is full of miley Cyrus and related trash songs, abuses my personal space gets too close while talking, doesn't sleep until 2am and says don't sleep before me or I won't take responsibility for what would happen to u 😭,watches the Kardashian's show ( Istg i didn't even know this show existed), he is supporter of abiy, gives zesty hugs.....after all this trauma I have been victim of I decided to change dorm and moved to another block with my friends and I thought I was safe 😭 but this dorm is even worse one of the guy who sleeps on the opposite bed shared his bed with his Friend one time and they were half naked, I moved again to another dorm last week and so far so good.
I feel much better after I wrote it here thanks for listening
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everyone hates the woman i see on the mirror. i hate the woman i see on the mirror? she is the worst person u will eve met in ur life. she is ugly both inside and out. that's why she's alone looked in her dorm not having anyone to check on how she's doing. she's awkward weird not pleasing and many more...she locked herself in her room, she hide herself in books movies and music while her family is luaghing and engaging wiz each other in the living room. its not by choice. she's protecting everyone around her from her from her toxicity. she is the woman u saw in the back bench wiz that black hoodie trying if it could help her hide the poison she carry. would it be have been easier if she died the day she committed suicide? wt shall better now for her? just honest opinion. does this wicked woman should die no matter her dreams are or should she keep hurting everyone and herself just to achieve her goal?
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I used to hangout with this group who drink, smoke and blah blah often but wasn't addict at all. Seeing them acting shit i kinda manage to abandon them and live my life keeping myself bussy with work and class for almost a yr ina now i just think balancing is the must but don't want to get back with them. The thing is i have few collegues who their moods go with mine but they dont smoke and their fun is food i know its normal for them eko but i want to do it in a moderate especially kush...if they knew mayb yedebrachew yehonal and am really confused what to do
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I'm 26yo guy
I just wanted to ask you guys I have this odd personality unlike this days young men I don't likes watching sports, movie don't use FB, IG not even the current popular TikTok I only use telegram and rather I enjoy sitting alone in a quite room or places, listening to radio btw not into watching tv, I'm a big fan of shegger shelf, I wouldn't get bored listening to shegger mekoya even if for the whole day, I don't have and not having lot of friends I just have and used to have 1 but a real friend, and a lot odd so is it normal to have such personality, now a adays I started to think like people have a lot of options to entertain themselves but me not into such things, am I right? say something please.
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26 yo guy, hardworking and who's in a good status to live the dream life... But lonely, depressed, introvert. I sometimes want to let it out but i got no one.
The guilt kills me when i assume that i'm 'feeling' something ... I don't even known how to talk 😣😖
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I just wanna get this off my chest
Sometimes I wonder why God created me like this, it looks like he made me on purpose to look bad like he used only the bad features of my parents
Is he messing with me or something?
My siblings, cousins, and friends...are all cute while I look like lady glitter sparkles😭😭😭
I know that this thought is toxic I know it's awful when I say it out loud but I can't keep it inside anymore. I have gotten so bitter at this point I am obsessed with it. I can't stop hating myself. I mean I tried to look for something that makes me attractive. but there's nothing at all. I hate my face, my body, my voice, my posture, my smile, my gestures... I couldn't find anything interesting. The fact that I know that I'm unattractive is making things worse. I have lost all my other qualities worrying over it. My confidence level is at zero. I can't enjoy my life. I'm scared of going out. I don't take photos. I don't celebrate special days like my birthday, graduation, trip... I can't even express my ideas well. When people laugh at the jokes I make I think they are making fun of me. I feel guilty over silly stuff, I feel unlovable, I could never be in a relationship because I can't imagine anyone falling for me I always feel like I'm the last option like ባጣ ቆዩኝ, I get confused when people look interested in getting to know me I mean come on you can't be fr.
I'm tired of this. I have a life. I need to interact with people every day. With this kind of self-esteem, I'm probably gonna end up being disrespected. I wanna feel like my life is worth a living. I am a nice person to other people. I can see beauty in everything except myself. I am a great listener. I never make fun of their features cuz I know what it feels like. I wish I could treat myself this way.😔
I have tried to change doing morning affirmations, reading self-help books, listening to other people's experiences, and cutting off social media but the confidence boost lasts only for a day or less😔
What should I do? And if there's anyone who has gone through this how did you overcome it
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