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Hi everyone
20F
I started living with my bf recently because I wanted to know how things can be between us before getting married . I don’t feel like he puts as much energy as I do both for our house and his works . I also realized he was raised to be independent on his own and that affects me a lot as I was always raised to be my things on own. I feel like he doesn’t have much masculine energy like I am ambitions and passionate about my future and he tells me he is too but very small energy not just the energy even thoughts . How do I solve this ?

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TF is wrong with me
why can't I be Normal ?Idk What normal is
why can't I be me ? But I don't know me either
When did I ?
Did I ?
am I ?
Am I really insane ?
I don't trust myself anymore
What if this is all in my head
What if i am totally fine , and fine is what huh ?
I am not disturbed by others but I am disturbed by me
Or a lot by them , disturbed by how I am affecting them
Still by me
Who to blame ?
for What ? or this is all bullshit
No , no it's not fair to say this because I have the family , the health , the whatever I should be grateful about
Why do we do that anyway huh ? Are we really thanking God or begging him to make those people stay ? Because we won't get the things they give us or the ways they make us feel if they leave
I am not just nobody
I am the daughter who makes the poor parents pay for the things they can't afford , I affect
I am the silent daughter who doesn't response when her father talks to her that makes him question his parenting even if he is great , I affect
I am the sister who is hated by her little brother , a brother who failed to pass his grade 6 ministry exam while I passed my 12th when only 3% did , maybe that's not the reason but I affect
I am the girl who cries every night thinking how she is messing things up and cries over death that didn't happen yet because she treated them badly
The girl who walks in shame of being no help for her parents or anyone , yet who believes God loves her but the way she thinks might make him mad a bit because she knows that she is supposed to be grateful
I am the girl that became the one that my younger self hates
I was so scared I would become this and so I have become one
They see ...
I don't know what they see but am sure they see , maybe It's a lazy irresponsible girl they see that cares about school or used to cared about
Wasn't I ? The smartest one ?
Yha last I checked I was but I think I was that only for the papers
If I was smart then , I would have known What went wrong
Or I was never the smartest , I just got away with it and made them believe me
And I made me believe that , it worked anyway
I affect
I add
I contribute definitely not for the beauty and for the good and happiness but of course I contribute for the poverty , bordem
And everything that's dull

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I have a boyfreind we have been together for the last 6 yrs and we had a great time my friends loves him he is a good guy,the 4 years was on a distance but after we graduated the distance thig was over and we started spending more times and we were thinking about getting married mnamn even he always says he wants to get married so badly but unfortuntly i found out on his phone that he chats with a girl nad he was desperately asking her to go out with him my heart was broken in to a pieces i never imagine him doing that i still cant belive it and then my friend told me to stay calm and try to find out about it more but he did it with another girl i dont know what to do honestly he is my first boyfreind my first love and everything he still talk to me about building life together but he keeps doing that ( talking to other girls ) i dont know what to do bcha

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The never ending cycle
The way it feels that everyone is out to get me (my family is) well it feels like that
I don't even know if the life of happiness exists because the only life I knew was the one I lived
Just not sad but sad , like you can't be sad because you have everything like family , health , good grades , just a good life but to be honest even if I am grateful for it , it just feels so so depressing
I don't want average I want greatness but happiness scares me , it makes me worried like it would go away within a snap of a finger because that's life or because I didn't deserve it.
That's how I felt every time I am happy I felt like something drastic would happen and take it all away
I hate it how my own little brother hates me and how he can turn my parents against me like I am an outsider
I hate how I am lonely and how I have no other human that's close enough , maybe I pushed some away because I get scared but even if I did that I still want someone to care enough but then I again it freaks me out when they care
I hate that I am not cool enough or extrovert enough to go outside and meet new people I actually have no experience
Most of all I hate that I can't tell anyone that I am messed up inside and everything feels worthless
I hate that I can't share this with anyone
I wish I had an older brother or older sister who I am so close to , to even talk about things , girly things
I am so stuck in this life , this school home cycle
What a mess I made to even come home back while I can stay in campus and live the life I needed but at the same time it feels right because I literally prayed and cried begging God to let me come back home
And now , now it doesn't feel like that , not welcoming . It feels like how it always used to , a prison , same things again and again like a never ending cycle .

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Hello I'm z and female.
So here is the thing I am a university student outside Addis. I have two friends one is my childhood friend and is along time friend and he is a very humble and down to earth person and the other is I met her in class and yeah we started of as 'eating buddies'
Malet she barely has friends that eat with her cause her friend graduated anyways I invited her one time to eat with us because she was alone and all...
Long story short we became close and we upgraded our friendship after three semesters is where the problem starts.
Let call her B , B started acting different around our mutual friends i meann we all eat together and do stuff togtjer cause thats what frinds do. I or we even go places i hate for her. We compromise in short. But she can't.so semonun yetenesabign cheguara nber and I have kebad cheguara beshita Ena silemiyamegn bet enkeyir biye sil ay alech I was like malet it's just for a week Eko biye sil she didn't agree and took out two friends with her to eat. Ena ene demo eshi let's compromise biye sil lela nger bla lela tarik wst tgebalech takorfalech ashmur tnageralech mnamn ene demo alwedm endih aynet nger straight up sw saynager siker ychenkegnal.
Ena ene bka I started eating at a different house because cheguarayen mayasamim mgb bet esu slehone.
Keza B mn talchewalech our mutual friendsn my guy frjnd Ena other female friendn bet enkeyir...and lela bet yibelalu. Malet ene bet yekeyerkut Ena lebichaye mihedew Eko esua eza wehawi ticket slegezach option yelelqt slemeselgn nw gn esua esu alnberem her excuse was "aymechegnm ya bet" tf for a week bota keyro lela bota lemeblat birr kalat lmndn nw enen matitebabregn as a friend. Anyways eshi yerasua guday gn ene ahun betam eyetelahuat nw I feel like she robbed me my friends and left me all alone. I get jealous hula.
Malet I don't want to gn tanadalech.
Anyways I don't wanna feel bitter towards her mnamn Ena it might be a childish reason gn idk man.
I am mad . Ena how do I stop feeling bitter and jealous towards her? Help.

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21M
I dont know, wether it is trauma, or depression but i dont like myself so much, then i met this girl i knew from elementary grades and we maintain closeness as a non defined relationship, due this i catch hard feelings for her, i loveee her i get mad at her but i need her at the same time, i hate her i wouldn't choose such flirty girl but i got no choice she is my soft spot. As i told you she is close to me, i think she knew i like her, people around us say she like me more but she is an absolute 100/10 and flirty so how could i imagine this girl to like me, so please tell me how can i have the what are we talk with out affecting our current closeness

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Are you tired of me? Am I no longer the first person on your contact list? Am I being the last resort to hang out with? Did I built my world all around you too quickly? Got into it knowing that it would never work out. But this is really too much for me to handle. Do you have any idea for how long I cry? You really changed a lot after I showed you my everything. Where you waiting for this moment?

I requested you to call me once a day so that I don't have to guess how you are spending your days. I expressed that my feelings were hurt because all I wanted was to hear your voice and assurances of your love. Did I ask for a gift? Did I ask you to buy me anything? Did I ask for money? I didn't even request any of that.I wasn't like any of the other girls. But I just wanted one thing in return. I am to blame for dating someone unstable. Did I wait for my 20's to just be with someone who shatters my heart and leave me doubting. You made it seem like it was too much to ask for. I gave up everything for you, yet you won't even do one thing for me? Fuck you, seriously. You only reach out to me when it's convenient for you? You spend the weekend with someone else and then come find me on week days when I have a lot to do? If you don't call, it's because I'm not on your mind. When I don't call, it's because I'm trying to seem less needy. When you do reach out, I forget about all the pains and promises I made to myself about ending things with you. What kills me isn't you aren't contacting me, it's the fact I am crying over you; It's the fact that you are always on my mind and not the reverse; it's the fact that I Love more. You said that I am asking you to choose me over you. But I already did that eko. Why couldn't you do the same?

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Hey I am 28 M, It has been 1 year and 10 months since we talked to each other. I thought the more the time goes that I would forget you and move on with my life and be happy without you but I guess I was wrong. I still miss you, I still think about you day and night especially when I am about to sleep you are always on my mind, It was me who wanted to end the relationship because i did not want to continue as friends and I know even if I start talking to you again I would not gain anything but I am stuck in this loop of thoughts, every day I pray to God that he gives me the strength to move on, The reason that I am not talking to other girls is because I wanted to change my self first, I wanted to make myself financially capable to do what I want, I still have no job right now I guess this also has part in making me feel sad. I guess i wanted to make you see that I can be desirable too but I am still at home eating from my mothers plates.

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Am 24 f .... ahun ke Ethiopia wuchi new emnorew 5 wer alefgn so long distance rln ship lay new yalhut ena wanw hasbe ke bf gar betam destgna nbern sele future achn emnasbebt time lay nbern beca erjm erket teru selalhone endhdkugn be bkerbu endimta lnmokr nebr yasbnew ... enam lmjmeriya giza selhone ke hager yewtahut betam kbdogn nber ke betsboch keto 1 gwadgye en esu betam yatsanaugn yabrtatugn nber beka be ken 4 giza blay endewawelaln sele welo eyawran new hula ymnewlw mlet yichalle bka mn lbelachu bawran kurt betam treat slmiyadrgn seraye lay focus madrg jmerku lebgow new lewdfitachn new mtnkr albn eyale gen endmnafkewm yingrgal so betam destgna nberku after 4 wer gen tsbayu completely tkyre be ken 2ta mdewawel jmern enawra fker eyknsn new distance dmo conversion kelel kbad new elwalw awo awkalw yilale ena mn honk new selw sera betam busy eyhonku new mnamn yilale eshi mata etbkhalw slew betam dkmogal letga saldewl kmadr new yikna ena westa yalwn fkeran chran lawra sef bya stbkew dhna ederi yilgal eytgdgagme meta betam gera gebagn plus weekend lay derom sbsb blen mznanat enwdaln esun esun teto bk draw ena ena lay nber focus u ahun weekend mewtat jmere dero eko weto enkwan bihon dewlo ezi ezi hejalw endatsbi bmhal edwlelshlw yilegn nber ahun yiwtal 1 dam ayidewlm bngataw yidewlale seltlantu mesht anawram beca bka dero ynberew time mstetate treat madrg fker meglaast medewawel emibal nger yelm mkniyatu busy negn sera sera new men ladrg yilgal ena dmo westa mnm likblew alchalm yhon nger endale yismagal beca men endmadrg alwkm

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So there was this guy I met online.We talked for a while and We decided to go on a date. Then lengenagn and ken sikerew  I haven't figured out in life gena settle aladerekum you deserve someone who is fit blo text lakelegn and he said sorry and lets be friends ale.then after two or three days he texted again ''i couldn't stop thinking about u,i know u are the one;u just the right one on the wrong time,i don't know what to do'' blabla alegn....which is i didn't know what to answer its ok we will figure out alkut ena we continued our normal convo..so the thing i wanna ask u guys is is he really into me or is he playing around?he seems a good guy gin at the same time the way he declines the date and so on i just couldn't know he's intention..

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Hi please keep my identity safe. I'm 27 years old female I have been in a relationship for 3 years I'm madly in love with him to the point I think I'm crazy..he is sweet kind helpful helping me achieve my dreams and stuff but he has this side of him when he's angry he hits me..he hit me for the first time last year..when we fight he wants to go and cool off me on the other hand I want to talk it out it started with him braking some stuff and the he once slapped me and we made up he apologized then after a while it happened again and again and again..tonight he fool on beat me he slapped me with full force like 10 times I find myself begging for forgiveness and asking to stay..I don't know what's wrong with me

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I am ራዕይ
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Idk how many of u can relate but i like being liked. It's not to feed my ego or cuz i need any affirmation but because my heart needs it. As a guy who grew up without feeling any affection from the people around me, once u get that type of fucked up childhood, it's stays with u. Maybe every guy needs that rare attention they get from girls, but my that shit is something.

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Uk what I've been thinking about

Like we go to funerals just to bury one dead among all of those ppl who came to attend the funeral, we been dead for so long but our bodies didn't rotten but do you know what did?.. our mind, soul and heart.

Our mind doesn't know what's real and what's fake anymore cause we been living in our imagination for so long(the world doesn't want us)

Our soul lost it's road to God and been following the devil(In so many ways we've been distant from God)

Our heart been broken so many times that it can't be fixed or healed and no amount of love is going to enough for it believe it can be loved for real(One broken heart breaks the other cause it wasn't treated right and now it have trust issues)

I wonder when we are going to stop digging our graves cause it's too deep even if we are surviving death, how are we going to get out of this deep hole we've been digging?

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Heyy u guys sooo i have this one question to ask u all. So think about a child who didn't receive luv in the right way or who feels she's not loved n she feels (or even she is ) the black cat in every situation suddenly got a bf who gives her alottt of luv which she knows that he exactly luv her. But this girl had never experiance this kinda feeling before so she broke his heart.(she knows how hurtful can that be but she did it anyways) it's been 3years now but still hunts her till this day. She tries to find luv n tries to be in r/n but it didn't work.

This all story is about me as u guessed. Don't get me wrong i kinda enjoy being single but everytime i think about this kinda things(luv n staff) i always end up thinking about my ex how angle he was n how childish i was how immature i was how ungreatful brat i was. I try to keep deny my feelings but deep down it hurt so much. Even if i have a chance to be back with him ik i would never accept it cuz he's just too much for me i mean i don't wanna break him again. I don't know if he moves on or smtg but i would luv to be his friend like i would luv the pain when he tells me he got a new gf (after we broke up we used to be friends n he used to tell me about his new girl) n guess what i get so jealous but i loved it. Maybe u're gonna say u should foucs on urself n luv urself ....i have all of that but still sometimes whenever i think about it ...it's just not fair he just wants luv but i gave him pain...(which i recevied from my past "crush")

Anyways if u have any advice how to move on...it will be my pleasure to accept it😊 tnx for reading

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So am 21F I work for telebirr agent Ena I lost some money Sera sesera keza my friend abderechge Ena kefelku le betseboche menagere alechalkum cause yehen hula birr keyetem amtetew aysetugem yenenm demoz ye transpot becha keneshe setachewalw so ke lijtwa gar be rejim gize lekfelat nbr yetngagernew Ena semonun beka amechiw efelgewalw bela 15 Ken setecheg Ena betam gera gebage so yehonech mawkaten lij awerahwat Ena sex aderegesh birr tekebey alechge I told her am V kezaa yetwesene kn asebebet tesemamaw cause amarach alnberegem then V selhonku bezu birr endmiseteg negerecheg Ena sew tegegelge Ena liju kemiseteg lay yetwesnewn le eswa setatalew ye commission Ena besu tesemamten ketero yazen ...keza gn kerew betam feraw keberen be genzeb lekyerew nw ye 2 amet fikerega aleg endmefra selmiyawk teykoge ayawkem lesus mn lelew nw? Helinaye erasu selam yesetegal? Becha chnkeg zem lelat demo alechelem lemkefel demo biyans6 wer yasefelgegal mn abate laderg bemaryam chnkege ?

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Hey there
I'm 27M
Is there a girlfriend who can actually understands her guy out there? Before you ladies start saying "yeah, we exist"
Yes you do but in so so few numbers that you guys are about to be announced as endangered precious living things. A guy just needs a girl who can care and love him while posing a strong female character like a Nigest. Don't be just one character.. Have them all... Don't forget, God may have created us first but he made improvements on you..... Please please please, don't yell while we just need your hug.... Don't insult while we just need ur support and most importantly, love with all your heart rather than expecting to be loved...
Wish I could just give you girls a course on how to be better...

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I believe my dorm mate is gay

I 20 M , got a roommate 20 M ( soon to be F if he doesn't stop doing this shit). We both are 2nd year students in AASTU and since I joined this uni we have been in the same dorm (cos we got same first name and dorm assignment is based on alphabet).I am sociable person so it didn't take long before we became friends. It started out when he begin saying small gay jokes like "better curve than most guys Ik (when I was doing workout in dorm)", "it is too cold can I sleep with u (even tho it is like 40°c in dorm )", "our block's shower is too spacious we both could take a shower at the same time", he calls my name in Gayest way possible , he starts moaning and starts impersonating like he is jerking off when I change cloth, opens his mouth when I go to toilet to pee, and one time I told him my gf dumped me for other guy and this corny a@@ mf said "uk I wouldn't do that to u".... And yeah I didn't take it as a big deal since I thought it was normal banter between "friends" but as time went by it progressively became more weird , he started doin more unusual homo actions like twerking whenever he hears any afrobeat song , his Spotify playlist is full of miley Cyrus and related trash songs, abuses my personal space gets too close while talking, doesn't sleep until 2am and says don't sleep before me or I won't take responsibility for what would happen to u 😭,watches the Kardashian's show ( Istg i didn't even know this show existed), he is supporter of abiy, gives zesty hugs.....after all this trauma I have been victim of I decided to change dorm and moved to another block with my friends and I thought I was safe 😭 but this dorm is even worse one of the guy who sleeps on the opposite bed shared his bed with his Friend one time and they were half naked, I moved again to another dorm last week and so far so good.
I feel much better after I wrote it here thanks for listening

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everyone hates the woman i see on the mirror. i hate the woman i see on the mirror? she is the worst person u will eve met in ur life. she is ugly both inside and out. that's why she's alone looked in her dorm not having anyone to check on how she's doing. she's awkward weird not pleasing and many more...she locked herself in her room, she hide herself in books movies and music while her family is luaghing and engaging wiz each other in the living room. its not by choice. she's protecting everyone around her from her from her toxicity. she is the woman u saw in the back bench wiz that black hoodie trying if it could help her hide the poison she carry. would it be have been easier if she died the day she committed suicide? wt shall better now for her? just honest opinion. does this wicked woman should die no matter her dreams are or should she keep hurting everyone and herself just to achieve her goal?

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I am 28
I used to hangout with this group who drink, smoke and blah blah often but wasn't addict at all. Seeing them acting shit i kinda manage to abandon them and live my life keeping myself bussy with work and class for almost a yr ina now i just think balancing is the must but don't want to get back with them. The thing is i have few collegues who their moods go with mine but they dont smoke and their fun is food i know its normal for them eko but i want to do it in a moderate especially kush...if they knew mayb yedebrachew yehonal and am really confused what to do

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Hey peep👋
I'm 26yo guy
I just wanted to ask you guys I have this odd personality unlike this days young men I don't likes watching sports, movie don't use FB, IG not even the current popular TikTok I only use telegram and rather I enjoy sitting alone in a quite room or places, listening to radio btw not into watching tv, I'm a big fan of shegger shelf, I wouldn't get bored listening to shegger mekoya even if for the whole day, I don't have and not having lot of friends I just have and used to have 1 but a real friend, and a lot odd so is it normal to have such personality, now a adays I started to think like people have a lot of options to entertain themselves but me not into such things, am I right? say something please.

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26 yo guy, hardworking and who's in a good status to live the dream life... But lonely, depressed, introvert. I sometimes want to let it out but i got no one.

The guilt kills me when i assume that i'm 'feeling' something ... I don't even known how to talk 😣😖

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I just wanna get this off my chest
Sometimes I wonder why God created me like this, it looks like he made me on purpose to look bad like he used only the bad features of my parents
Is he messing with me or something?
My siblings, cousins, and friends...are all cute while I look like lady glitter sparkles😭😭😭
I know that this thought is toxic I know it's awful when I say it out loud but I can't keep it inside anymore. I have gotten so bitter at this point I am obsessed with it. I can't stop hating myself. I mean I tried to look for something that makes me attractive. but there's nothing at all. I hate my face, my body, my voice, my posture, my smile, my gestures... I couldn't find anything interesting. The fact that I know that I'm unattractive is making things worse. I have lost all my other qualities worrying over it. My confidence level is at zero. I can't enjoy my life. I'm scared of going out. I don't take photos. I don't celebrate special days like my birthday, graduation, trip... I can't even express my ideas well. When people laugh at the jokes I make I think they are making fun of me. I feel guilty over silly stuff, I feel unlovable, I could never be in a relationship because I can't imagine anyone falling for me I always feel like I'm the last option like ባጣ ቆዩኝ, I get confused when people look interested in getting to know me I mean come on you can't be fr.
I'm tired of this. I have a life. I need to interact with people every day. With this kind of self-esteem, I'm probably gonna end up being disrespected. I wanna feel like my life is worth a living. I am a nice person to other people. I can see beauty in everything except myself. I am a great listener. I never make fun of their features cuz I know what it feels like. I wish I could treat myself this way.😔
I have tried to change doing morning affirmations, reading self-help books, listening to other people's experiences, and cutting off social media but the confidence boost lasts only for a day or less😔
What should I do? And if there's anyone who has gone through this how did you overcome it

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I just remembered what I was like 7 years ago. I couldn’t even speak to a doctor, when I got sick I had to go with my dad and when I was asked a question I couldn’t answer, I was quiet the whole time which was really embarrassing. I don’t remember exactly what I was thinking to not respond to the questions but it’s kinda crazy that I was like that at 18. It makes me realize that I grew up slowly. I was late to everything. Sometimes I don’t miss that person, I tried so hard to avoid her and grow up. As much as I miss the environment that I was in before, I kinda don’t want to go back to that person anymore. I want to move on now and slowly I am. It’s okay to be a late bloomer as long as you bloom at some point. What’s crazy is being stuck in the same situation and not being able to grow. So finally I think I’m gaining the confidence that I need to find myself now.

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So am male, 24,good looking but i have insecurities that hold me back from doing specific activities or approaching new people coz maybe when I was younger I didn't have these insecurities and now I do, my hairline is receding i mean i got one of the best looking hairs it's fluffy mnamn but got no hairline uk and am only 170cm tall which makes me look short when compared to other dudes mnamn, never been in relationship and don't even think am eligible enough to even date anyone and it's hard for me to think that I'll be loved someday.. so i have up on everything except work mnamn i just don't even dm or talk to any girl anymore i just focus on gaming the whole day and work when there is one.. and when i think of it this will hurt in the future when am like 30 mnamn and still single with no kids no family just money and it's very clear to see that this generation women's standard is peak like he has to be at least 6 feet, good looking, light skin, muscular, curly hair, bcha someone from fuckin wattpads and movies. I just am asking ur guys' suggestions uk coz people say "love comes to u when u don't find it" lmao that's bs. I don't mind being single it's just I hate the thoughts I get when it's night time and I've got no one to text or say goodnight to and all that stuff i tried being cold hearted mf and just "a man" who doesn't need anyone uk but nahh i realized that no matter how strong or powerful u r u still need people or other human beings beside u to survive and I've learnt that the hard way for I've never even contacted anyone for like months now I don't like going out so i just play online games the whole day, eat, sleep, wakeup and repeat and as much as i like the dopamine i get from this it's getting boring and depressing. So yeah ty.

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I am going to kill my relative cz he molested me when I was a kid.
Im a boy. He would ask me to pull out my thing and he would touch it and I tells me not to tell anyone. That was 11 years ago. I'm 21 now and I want to kill him.
I got a license to own a gun yesterday. I'm saving enough to buy a silencer. Ik I'll regret it later but I want him to die. And I would be very much happier. He seems to forget about it, he comes home and goes, I want him dead.
Please advice!

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I'm 20 f and currently dating a 19 m that is met in collage.
At the beginning it was full if pain coz of his mixed signals and all but after a while we solved it and started a deep shit .
When everything was going smooth and all he confessed that he started shi with me just to ruin me and i was so confused on how to take it…he said he fell in love without intentions and all and i just let it slide…stupid maybe but i love him fr.

After that i start feeling suspicious and i put him on a loyalty text on instagram and it goes south.
He doesn’t have photos that show his face and the gul that was doin the test start with a ❤️ on one and called him handsome but he went on with it complimenting her and in the end he agreed for a hookup .
I was livid, ghosted him for days and finally told him i want to end it and we endup arguing for the whole night .
him saying he know she don mean it coz his face wasnt visible and that hes sorry for hurting me mnamn but that was not cheating

my stupid ass forgive him and we are back together….

but there is still a doubt in me that he just intend on using me and leaving me in the end and i am scared af…. i legit sit and create vivid pics of that happening and i try to go through the heart break over and over just to be used to it when it happens…call me crazy but im just scared.
tbh i am what u call ye bet lij and never done anything bad before him …i gave him too much even if its not sex …i dont want to feel used and all at all but i have attachment issues like fr…its so hard for me to let go and going to the same uni will make it harder for me …idk how to just leave ,how to be done!! i am just lost pls give me a piece of your mind??

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Have u ever felt lonely n it is not like i'm surrounded by ppl but still feels lonely it's like u rly are alone. Literally i'm wright this sitting alone in classroom.

So i'm not kinda person who interact with ppl n ik the problem is from me. I don't know the basic life skill ...what can i do i grew up in household that was afraid to express luv n they (mom dad n sis) where broken n was busy trying to heal their wound forgetting about me.

Look i luv being alone. No one luv chkechk but me yene ylygal i hate it when ppl raise their voice n everything that's why i end up being all alone. I used to have friends when i was in highschool n elementary but know i'm in collage even tho class ended i just sited there (currently i can't go home) i try to avoid it but can't help it hurts deep in my heart.

Recently my sis got a job n seriously i was happy for her but for some reason i felt like a failure. Mom n dad praise her (still happy for them) but smtg felt breaking me inside. Specially kekrb gzi wdhe i'm not doing good in school. I even think i choose the wrong major to graduate with n it just feels so wrong but i can't go back now i'm already in 2nd year (n believe me if i put my mind to it i'm gonna make it work for me) but i just fell so burn out n what's to let it out
Tnx for reading 😊

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Will it start to get better fr? I have lived for 3 years bc of ppl telling me to hold on and that everything will work out at some point. But i am TIRED. I just want to be allowed to rest thats all, its my life after all .why am i supposed to live so that others wont suffer? What abt me?i am just done. I have tried everything ppl suggested so may be its time for them to let me go and try to move on. I will be an obstacle in their life that they will pass and learn from.


I wish everyone the best and pls try to get help before its too late like me.

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I am 27 M

I have been struggling to stop masturbation and watching pornography for years now. I stop it for up to a month but I fall back into it again.

Just wanted to vent

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So let's me simply start NY stating I wanted to have fun ...but is there an age for that age limit to go out party and all in don't think so but almost all my friends made it seem that way ...I'm 25 yrs old dude who spend most of his time in work and class now I wanted Ro have fun go out in a day party and all when I'm in need of that no one wants too its kinda sad that I couldn't find anyone who wants to dance and have fun during the day at some point made me ashamed as well to even ask people ...I swear I'm jealous of seeing people going to clubs with their friend's and all

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