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There's recent vent she said is it okay not to have kechin wegeb? Like it's not fair that we t trying to be perfect for you guys blah blah blah......who asked you to be perfect for us? All we good Men ask is a woman who's realistic,loyal,understand he is her partner lover nor her competitor,knows how to cook and how to be a loving mother and wife and God fearing and ofcourse respectful that's simple...but most of you out there focusing how to be perfect on your body but not on your morals and behaviour...there many good guys out their who doesn't care about your kechin wegeb just don't be fat even the good guys don't want fat girls that's reality no matter how much you care about it ...ot won't change Most of men even good men don't want fat Girls just like you most women don't like guys who's short and fat too thats reality you can't do anything about it....We are not asking you to be perfect my dear lovely women. We only ask you to be just like I described earlier okay do that and you gonna be okay 😘 and men pls let's be good to our Fellow good sister am not talking about the player club girls am talking about the actually good ones no one is perfect and no one will ever be perfect everyone have flaws and let's except that alright

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GF alechign ina huletachinim yegibi temari nen yeteleyaye gibi ina she told me masturbation makom indakatat ina nisa gebta tsebel minamin mokira ahun lay akumialew alechign gn i didn't believe her lemn kalachugn yeminigenagnew bians be4 month ande nw ina tegenagnten alga yizen minamin gena qulfun kefeten indegeban mesasam injemir ina gena libsen salawelk minamin irasuan ene lay bemashet bicha simetua yirekal kezan when ene libsen awlke mnm lijemir sil beka yibekanal tilalech yemr demo bemahil bet yene simet betam iyetegoda nw normally begilts inkuan negiriat litiredagn fikadegna adelechim guys what should i do

Pls tell me

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Hey there
I had a boyfriend
I begged God if he isn’t the one for me please give me a sign nd then he told me in my dreams that he isn’t the one
And to pray hard
And I’m lost what kind of prayer I should pray
Please don’t pass if u know!🤍

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Tell me....do people deserve love ....i think not....why .....b.c they kill you without knowing ....backstab you because you exist....b.c you just exist....they think they are highly  qualified to judge you...on what terms of insulated basis exactly..... who is the judger of men...people are toxic and you needn't live in This world.....and you don't need to respect them ....who lives in the cosmos and laughs at men when they suffer...when their cry penetrates the deep existence ....when everything is unsettled bc they are just born not because of their will....just because they live they are bullied for life they are cursed ....they are toxic and they kill people....why?..because,they are important...you are not fucking important.....this world is full of shit shot and I hate it .....good bye father ,mother ,sister .....I know my existence was somehow a curse....be happy and sell my kidneys if you have to

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I'm 25F
So long story short  my mother left me when i was a child and my dad died a few years i think that that's when every thing started like he was my everything the one that raised i used to think i wouldn't live without him for a second but my life changed but at that time i had a bf now my husband but as time pass i become depressed,anxious and insecure about every little thing. I feel like i don't deserve any good thing in my life and if i had one that it would disappear any second. So i started to doubt everything i never had girlfriend i think its cause of my mom i really don't know. But in my relationship after my dad died we got married cause i didn't want to wait cause we were about to get married and we've been in relationship for almost 6 years but after we got married i become insecure i know he loves me so much but i couldn't stop my inner thought that keeps telling me am not good enough that he would live me like everyone and i started getting jealous by every girl he talks to i know its my insecurity cause he would introduce me proudly to everyone he meets men or women as his wife but i don't know how to stop this thought and its really affecting my marriage am starting to get worried that my marriage is going to end. Please if there is anyone who could help please tell me Please

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I'm 26M
It's been about a year since I got out of a six year relationship. I really feel that I've been in a relationship for a long time that now I forgot how to properly date any girl. The bigger problem is that I keep feeling the girls I meet now are not good enough for me. I keep comparing them to my previous girlfriend and feel that they're not worth it. I think it's because she was so hot. Anyone been in the same situation?

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So I dont have some one to hear me out so here I am,

There is this voice that grew up with me, it is getting stronger, louder and wiser and hella toxic too....I can't control it anymore.....it is consuming me inside, I thought I had some break from this voice last year but little did I know, it was getting the right amount of training to knock me out and it waited for the right time....so in this period of my life, all the downsides of loneliness have been pouring onto me and this damned voice  reminds me how sad and miserable I am both in and out...

This voice that probably was created by me is a beast now, it is threatning and out of control, infact it is the one controlling me, it is making me leave all the friendships creating a credible reasoning( it might be right, th o) now am left with the memories of good old timee...

Don't get me wrong, never have been a social butterfly through out my life but have friendships of some sort...but still I hoped that one day I will have a well maintained 'mutual', strong friendship with a great foundation.....I want u to underline on mutual for obvious reasons....and yeah boy was I just hopefull beka I was the epitome of being hopeful welahi cuz who on the right mind would ve so hopeful while the odds r def not on my favorr....that is cuz I trust my God more than anything but that is a story for another day...


But now, I have 0 hope left whatsoever, My trust on Allah is still there but deep down I feel like am  a lost cause....and yeah I realized that what kept me going through all those montonous days was that glimpse of hope I have on my self, ppl u name it....but now that this feeling is gone, I feel like a complete waste of space and yeah the inner voice told me this....why am I even writting here? Yeah, I don't have any one that would listen to me.

And no am not a teenager and this is not a phase :)

Have a wonderful time y'all and stay safe

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This is my first time to vent here. i’m just normal a high school student who takes enterance exam this year but i fall in love for the first time in my life. the story goes like this.
when i was in grade 11 our teacher formed a group and make me the leader of the group. then he randomly put students in each group and then he put my first love with me. i don’t know her before so i didn’t even cared about that so i just keep going on to do some school stuff. then i create a telegram group to send them some powerpoints so to be able to send them i ask her for telegram acc and she gave me her number then things start here.
We start to talk all the time even all the night and i felt that i have a little bit crush on her. but we have never haven’t talked about relationship stuff so i became a little bit scared to tell my feelings. but things were going smoothly, we talked about family stuff, personal thoughts even some secrets that she never told to anyone even for her best friends on tg.
then i start to think that we share the same feeling so i asked her to go out a date. then she say yes but she was going to addis on the following week so she said we will date after she came from addis. so i became one of the happiest man on earth that thinking of she actually loves me. but things became bad here.
after that conversation i sent her music that tells my feelings a little bit. then she start to became cold and i felt that she is losing interest on our chat cause she didn’t answer my DM for a days. but i didn’t lose a hope because this is not her first time to reply my text late. but this one is the worst.
what should i do because everyone including my family and my teachers expect me to get a high score in the entrance exam but i’m struggling with this situation

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Hey I'm 20 and i have this emotion regulation thing and i have gf and she really loves me but my feelings get high sometimes and other day i lost it all and i don't wanna hurt her what should i do

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Guys, really, how do you make friends in uni? It's a question. I live off campus and everyone I know has formed a circle already. I just want close friends whom I can at least eat lunch with. Nothing more, honestly. And I know a lot of new people but once out of class, we go out separate ways. Now, I don't want your pity. I want tips.

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U told me there was nothing between u and her. u know i believed that. i didn't know that i was the jealous type but i can't think straight when it's abt u two. u told me u only talked to her because u used to learn in the same school and she's only a friend's friend to u. but i found out u actually used to love her and u asked her out..and she rejected u. and the same day u met me. so is it wrong for me to think that u are with me cuz she rejected u???...like i be the second choice...like to show off to her....idk why i feel this way even tho u told me there is noting to worry abt but i can't let it go. Just know this as i told u many times before i ain't staying if u act up like this cuz i know my worth and i ain't changing for no one  even if i am the one getting hurt

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I'm 20F and college student. here is the thing their is this guy i had a huge crush on we've eye contacts but never talk i thought maybe he'd a crush on me too but nothing happens😫 and one day he's friend came and asks my number and i said no multiple times😠 but then 'astelag mechkachek' then i give it to him and we've started talking and then i thought 'esu kawarag' my crush will never approach me What should i do to noticed by him🥺 like What i'm staring at him all day should i confess😬it's hard to confess b/c i'm a girl What should i do it's like an addition to me 'class saynoragm eyahedku ayawalew' it's killing me inside😥 it's getting worst then i thought and i feel like it's more then crush
Please tell me What to do🙏

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After five years with my boyfriend, I've reached a difficult realization: he might not be my person. Past red flags like infidelity have become clearer, and his feelings seem to fall short of mine. Despite this, saying goodbye terrifies me.
He was my rock, my confidante, my best friend – my entire world. I have limited connections outside of him. I know we're incompatible long-term, yet love lingers, and the thought of losing him completely, after all we've shared, brings immense guilt.
I believe I know him better than anyone. But just leaving feels wrong.

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18f so why enen bcha kehager mewtat ykbdgn idk kelbe slflkut yhon not even canada or usa Europe erasu bzum emayflgut friendoche ersu hedu ene gn sew slelegn wef ena sasbew life isn't fair lemnflgew nger maggnet kebad new

So please Europe yalachu emtakutn any tip share argugn tysm🙏

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I wanted to ask some serious question and this means a lot to me...
So ንስሐ lemegbat asbe neber so I did all the terrible things one can do for instance I gave a head, and a hand...I even aborted once...my question is how do I tell my Father about it? Is there even an appropriate Amharic term to all of these?
I am desperate🙏

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Hey you endet nehilign
Ene dena adelehum im surviving each day u might read this or u might scroll past it not knowing it was wrote for you yene abat yene hulu neger I can’t believe I’m saying goodbye I wanted to text u but I didn’t have the courage to so lemme spill my heart out ezi I saw a picture of us on my phone kidim we were smiling so big u we’re playing a game and I was laying on ur shoulder I don’t know why but the thought of you getting married to another girl came into my mind when I saw it and im not even gonna lie I felt like I was gonna puke I’m so jealous of her and she’s not even real
I was so in love with you ante jil aynih sakih hulu negerih ik I told u this bizu gize gin it will never be enough ewnet I’d die for u… no I’d live for you coz dying is easier
1 amet eko molannnnn demo happy anniversary lol😁 gin algebahim ante I would’ve dropped everyone and everything in my life if u told me too the only thing I’d asked for return was u, every part of u I wanted to make sure u were mine I wanted a relationship and u said u we’re scared but oh man I don’t think u understand sint neger endameleteh coz I never cared about how much money u had or where we went together I was fine with the sambusa and shay we had eza bota heden I would’ve settled for any piece u gave me as long as I had u all to me gin that’s the one thing u couldn’t give me, effort. U wanted an easy life with me in the background just cheering u on, u never wanted me in it. Maybe it’s coz I’m not as religious as u want me to be maybe it’s because I’m not as light skin maybe I’m not as calm and collected as u’d wanted me to be I’m clumsy, clingy, too out there is the word I think yeah ik I may not be perfect but I do love u and I would’ve treated u like a king
I guess my point is u’ll never find someone who loves u like I do never gin I guess it’s for the best, ayzoh demo stop stressing out ur still so young life will get easier just hang on eshi

I used to hate cliche relationship vents😂 look at me now🥲

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Hello unihorse .
I need to get this out of my chest so im 28 years ol my gf too well these we ve been dating for a year now we travelled and did everything she is the sun and the moon of my sky . As any couple we had benn intimate couple of times. P.s she was a virgin.
But one day we were physical and there was blood we thought she is nt a virgin anymore but we did our research and found out that she is still a virgin . Crsis averted. But yesterday we were intimate again but not we saw a lot of blood meaning that she is 90% not a virgin anymore ( context i apology but info is needed im big in size manhood and she is small in the vaginal area you get it) now my probleme is when she saw that much blood she freaked out so did i . Im planning to spen my eternity with her. But i didnt want to upset her like this , fucked up even tho she started it i take the full responsibility for my action. And i will make things right i just need a stable job and i will take are of it.

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M 23
So why did I become so cold feet for anything in my surrounding I mean I don't gaf if we were even lovers I just turn cold feet what the problem anyone who can help tnx

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I’m done blaming myself because things didn’t work out between us . You never cared you can pretend all u want but u just liked the attention u liked being wanted I’m so glad it’s over because I don’t want to be the one ppl settle for just for the sake of not being alone . You have never have put any effort during idk what I expected you to after . I just wish I loved someone else this much someone who would appreciate it. Someone who loves me as much . Someone that’s doesn’t just get affectionate behind closed doors. You did me a favor honestly cuz why would I want to be with someone who didn’t even bother to get to know me below the surface someone who didn’t take me out to a real date someone who didn’t tell anyone abt me someone that didn’t give a shit when I told them I was molested someone who says they love me but I felt like shit during the entire thing.

Ofc the breakup is easy for you bc u never cared
I wish you nothing but the best still so yeah

There’s so much I wanna say but I will let you live

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hey 23M here...
Guys, let me Advice you, PLEASE STOP MASTURBATING, not when you have gf or not tomorrow, just stop it..
ene yetewaredkutn werdet benante endiders alfeligm almost for more than 8 years i have been masturbating #daily or once in two days.. i never had sex, and am not that much motivated to have gf.. just i was fine with my masturbation and my peaceful life {??}...
then semonun kandua gar sex le madreg tesmamaw she was 19 and it was not her first time., but for me it was first ena she know this.
Then room yazku everything azegajehu.. esuam metach.. then after five minutes hard yeneberew dick tegna then man yikeskisew... esuam it is okay ''AyZoN YaGaTiMaL'' bilagn tilagn wetachhh... it was hell for me, ena the thing is i couldnt enjoy normal sex, my body was new for this type of pleasure ena.. yelemedew either be porn or video new... the weird thing is, i get aroused more when i look at her photos than in person..  after that i figured out that i have porn induced erectile dysfunction.. you can search it you can see how PMO is danger to your life...

Ena please stop it..

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Im 18

A lil vent. I feel like a fucking loser. I'm in depression, binge eating and getting fat so i feel ugly naturally, not where I'm supposed to be in life with my education and just a lazy pos overall. I went on IG to see all the girls from my highschool be together and have friends whereas I don't have in real life friends because the friends I had all excluded me from plans and not inviting me to parties so I just left instead of being a beg but it hurts anyway because I'm not a bad person or did anything to them to make me feel that way. And I've had bad luck with friends all my life. If you're going to say anything please be nice lol 😭

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We sgreed to study near the library , it is full of trees and ideal to focus , I was the one who talks most of the time she says some odd words between , it's odd to me because those are the kind of words I use if I am talking with my dad , sometimes they are way out of the conversation, she excused to go to ladies bathroom but she left her phone on the table,  I saw what is in her phone, she wrote down what she is gonne say when we meet in the note app , I laughed so so hard I didn't notice she coming back , I called her friend and gave the stuff to her . She didn't come back to school for like a week now  , i am feeling a lot of guilt , I don't know what to do

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Dear FutureMe,

Location: Addis Ababa, ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️,
መስቀሉ ስር, ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️

Activity: Internship, Dating, Making Friends
Living... barely

I got a bit confident in our memory skills after reading the 2022 letter I sent to myself in Aug15, same as this day, I mean either people pretend to forget about themselves or we have a great memory. Time is an illusion ለመሆኑ and you're a god.

you see how schitzo youve gotten right, shits been hella weird these days. its like i live like this is a visual novel and i respond to people to get to the sex scene or to a climactic scenario where my decision is the most important input needed to change that situation (for better or for worse). I hate playing god and i hate that i like to play to see the bad ending sometimes, hate that people arent as understanding as i think i am to them. either im terrible at showing them that i care about them and id do anything (with the right motivations that is) for them but i just never get that feeling recipricated (lol).

not gonna bore u with details, but im thinking about sending you future letter every month. but writing this i can almost see my future me thinking " why talk about it if you're just gonna do it anyway". that's the type of people we are. we're men of few words and believe in letting our actions do the talking. You're actively trying to learn to talk and socialize tho, You're more sure of ur Autistic tendancies this summer, shit who we kidding we is autistic

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Here’s what happened I used to go out with this guy who is 2 years my senior in uni. The thing is he really liked me and I didn’t like him as much and he knew that from the start. I tried to make that clear at first because I knew this wouldn’t go anywhere further. He said he doesn’t mind and that I should give him a chance. There wasn’t even enough interest/ curiosity in me to see it through, but I continued seeing him because he promised I’ll feel differently if only I’m willing to try it out. So I did but that wasn’t the only reason... I continued seeing him because the guy spoils me like crazy. I mean he’s willing to do anything I asked, ANYTHING. He’ll spend a lot of money on me in a day(which makes me feel like a shit btw, because at that point I’m only with him because he takes good care of me and that’s a bit golddigger-ish) and at times I’ll stop answering his call and stuff, and at the end of the day I’ll eventually answer his call because I miss the way he makes me feel and the things he does for me (never missed the guy tho). I know this all makes me sound like a bitch but the thing is whenever I try to communicate this with him, by saying that this is not a relationship and whenever we go out I tell him this is not a date, we’re just going out to eat and he’s fine with that, he’s fine with that as long as I’m with him. So I said ok so we’re just friends and he agreed. But one day we went out to eat and after that we chilled and stuff then I get back to my dorm at the end of the day and he called saying he has something he wants to tell me...reluctantly I asked what is it? “I’m falling in love with you.” He said. I didn’t know what to say to that... so I didn’t say anything.I just knew whatever we had was effectively ruined. I can’t continue seeing him after he told me how much he loved me so I was basically kissing my princess treatment goodbye. After that I stopped answering his calls, he called everyday for the next two weeks and I just didn’t answer because I don’t even know what to say. He texted me saying that he was sorry and that he couldn’t help it. He asked me to forget what he said so we could go back to being “friends”, and he was sorry that he ruined the best thing going on in his life. I really felt bad after that...for starters I shouldn’t have stringed him along knowing damn well I have no intention of being with him and I regret that. I mean there are girls that would kill to hear what he just said to me from someone like him and here I am, not being able to make myself like him. I told him that he would find someone better(it’s not you it’s me typa shit) but he just said I know what I want and it’s you. So all I could do was just ignore him, I know that’s mean and he doesn’t deserve it but at the same time it wouldn’t be fair to him if I be with him and make him suppress his feelings so we can be just “friends” again...he continued reaching out to me asking we pretend nothing happened. I said No and I know I’m hurting him but ...I know I’m doing the right thing but in the wrong way. what do you guys think?

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heyy guys so i want your advice on some things the thing is i have boyfriend of 6 years we are currently living together and after some time whenever we are having serious conversation i see some anger issues ...like he starts to shake and break things he acts like animal he bite things and break them but after some moment he calm down and become normal soft hearted person ....but i am getting afraid of this behaviour ...like what if he grabs me one day ...i dont know what to decide i need advice

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Hey everyone, it's been a while since my last vent session, but here I am, sharing some hard-earned lessons life has taught me over the years. First off, hide your weaknesses in a world that often mistakes vulnerability for weakness. Secondly, this generation can be pretty fake; no one seems to care about you as much as they care about themselves. Trust no one; people's true colors often surprise you. Showing weakness is a no-go; stay confident, strong, and prepared for anything. Money talks; it's power in this world, so hustle hard. Skill goes a long way; focus on honing your craft rather than chasing grades. Respect and protect those who show you the same. Set boundaries and assert yourself; know when to stand your ground. One woman is worth your entire focus until it's time to move on. Religion might bring you peace. Stay active through physical exercise and feed your mind with mindset books. That's my vent—thank you for listening. 🫡

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M18... I am Genuinely lonely and I think the only solution is suicide.

People get angry at me when I talk about suicide for some reason. Idk why they want me to be alive so bad eventhough they've never even asked me how I'm doing when I'm alive. But for the people who really wanna know why.. here's my story in short.

At 16 I said it's enough (the loneliness) and started deeply focusing on improving myself in every aspect of life. By the time I hit 18 I grew taller, Glow up was crazy (Got 10x lot more attractive), Grew taller, bigger and Money came to me.
It's by this time I joined 12th grade. Girls can't stop staring and guys try to be-friend me. But keep in mind that deep down I'm still that low self-esteem looser, So nothing exciting happens when girls try to approach me, I literally start shaking infront of them and since its obvious, they don't want to be close to me. And the guys that talked to me sense that I'm a bitch so they start disrespecting me afterwards.

I'm currently in collage now far away from my home town (Adiss Ababa) tried to start a new life and act like a completely new person, which still niggas still talk shii but it's okay I can handle that. what I Still can't handle... is that I'm still lonely, Girls here looking at me has tripled and some of them even smile at me and guess what I do, turn around awkwardly and never walk in their way.

I only vibe with one guy in the dorm and we're planning to change another dorm room, us alone. He talks about girls a lot and what he did with this girl or what that girl said to him and I ask myself the same question, "when's the last time I did that?" And I realise nobody fucks w me. I have no teenage love experience no social life noone to talk to and it'll stay that way forever but... that's until I do that one thing.

suicide is that one thing that can get me out of this.

Anyways that's my vent and I'll do it pretty soon.

Peace.

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I used to hold strong values, especially in relationships and intimacy. Initially, I only shared that part of my life with my boyfriend, hoping for marriage. However, he's not the right person for me anymore. Unexpectedly, I find myself considering intimacy with someone new, contrary to my usual beliefs. It's a departure from who I used to be. Should I break my rules and engage with this new person? The fact that I had intimacy with my ex bothers me, and I regret it, as we didn't end up together, and the experience wasn't enjoyable. Despite being with my boyfriend for years, the intimacy wasn't satisfying, and now I want to enjoy it. However, I fear losing myself, my values, and my identity in the process.

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