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This is my first time to vent here. i’m just normal a high school student who takes enterance exam this year but i fall in love for the first time in my life. the story goes like this.
when i was in grade 11 our teacher formed a group and make me the leader of the group. then he randomly put students in each group and then he put my first love with me. i don’t know her before so i didn’t even cared about that so i just keep going on to do some school stuff. then i create a telegram group to send them some powerpoints so to be able to send them i ask her for telegram acc and she gave me her number then things start here.
We start to talk all the time even all the night and i felt that i have a little bit crush on her. but we have never haven’t talked about relationship stuff so i became a little bit scared to tell my feelings. but things were going smoothly, we talked about family stuff, personal thoughts even some secrets that she never told to anyone even for her best friends on tg.
then i start to think that we share the same feeling so i asked her to go out a date. then she say yes but she was going to addis on the following week so she said we will date after she came from addis. so i became one of the happiest man on earth that thinking of she actually loves me. but things became bad here.
after that conversation i sent her music that tells my feelings a little bit. then she start to became cold and i felt that she is losing interest on our chat cause she didn’t answer my DM for a days. but i didn’t lose a hope because this is not her first time to reply my text late. but this one is the worst.
what should i do because everyone including my family and my teachers expect me to get a high score in the entrance exam but i’m struggling with this situation

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Hey I'm 20 and i have this emotion regulation thing and i have gf and she really loves me but my feelings get high sometimes and other day i lost it all and i don't wanna hurt her what should i do

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Guys, really, how do you make friends in uni? It's a question. I live off campus and everyone I know has formed a circle already. I just want close friends whom I can at least eat lunch with. Nothing more, honestly. And I know a lot of new people but once out of class, we go out separate ways. Now, I don't want your pity. I want tips.

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U told me there was nothing between u and her. u know i believed that. i didn't know that i was the jealous type but i can't think straight when it's abt u two. u told me u only talked to her because u used to learn in the same school and she's only a friend's friend to u. but i found out u actually used to love her and u asked her out..and she rejected u. and the same day u met me. so is it wrong for me to think that u are with me cuz she rejected u???...like i be the second choice...like to show off to her....idk why i feel this way even tho u told me there is noting to worry abt but i can't let it go. Just know this as i told u many times before i ain't staying if u act up like this cuz i know my worth and i ain't changing for no one  even if i am the one getting hurt

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I'm 20F and college student. here is the thing their is this guy i had a huge crush on we've eye contacts but never talk i thought maybe he'd a crush on me too but nothing happens😫 and one day he's friend came and asks my number and i said no multiple times😠 but then 'astelag mechkachek' then i give it to him and we've started talking and then i thought 'esu kawarag' my crush will never approach me What should i do to noticed by him🥺 like What i'm staring at him all day should i confess😬it's hard to confess b/c i'm a girl What should i do it's like an addition to me 'class saynoragm eyahedku ayawalew' it's killing me inside😥 it's getting worst then i thought and i feel like it's more then crush
Please tell me What to do🙏

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After five years with my boyfriend, I've reached a difficult realization: he might not be my person. Past red flags like infidelity have become clearer, and his feelings seem to fall short of mine. Despite this, saying goodbye terrifies me.
He was my rock, my confidante, my best friend – my entire world. I have limited connections outside of him. I know we're incompatible long-term, yet love lingers, and the thought of losing him completely, after all we've shared, brings immense guilt.
I believe I know him better than anyone. But just leaving feels wrong.

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18f so why enen bcha kehager mewtat ykbdgn idk kelbe slflkut yhon not even canada or usa Europe erasu bzum emayflgut friendoche ersu hedu ene gn sew slelegn wef ena sasbew life isn't fair lemnflgew nger maggnet kebad new

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Im 26 M and tbh i feel like i have my life together. There's just one thing i haven't quite figured out. How do i tell someone that i want a good relationship and at the same time dominate her in bed? Wouldn't she think im just looking for a hookup? Wouldn't it sound like i would have no affection for her because im speaking of things like tying her up? Would that feel like disrespect to her? How do i show that i want to do that to her only for the sake of pleasure and not to diminish her? I want to do these things only within the relationship. It's just a matter of what i enjoy. Is that acceptable within relationships?

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Hey I'm 21F
Let me tell u in short for not making it boring

So here is the thing I have a boyfriend and now it's
Only 3 months since we started dating but we where also together while I was grade 10 student and he is so childish
Besmam beka ale adel sinegerut maysema gegem Yale sew when I tell enditew mnamn anchi eyaregesh a seleza enem adergalehu nw milew beka he is so childish deweye lawaraw sel he will start singing mnamn ena he will never listen to me even though be text laweraw sel he will reply like eshi mnamn ale a short reply ene demo ende edemeye sayhon alefe asebalehu for the future mnamn ena cherash nw beka maygebaw ye ene motive I don't wanna lose him because I love him so much but what shall I do to change his behaviors

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Hey guys. Sorry for my grammar..I'm 22M and first time to vent here. So here is the thing i had a friend(f) and we were friends like 3 years and then after all things changed we started being jealous of each other and finally our friendship turns to rn! We had distance friendship before. I mean we first meet through tg and we meet only 1ce!! Our rn is also distance bc i am uv student. But it was so good, so luvly..no words. And when i came back from uv we meet at a room and we spent a great time. And in the 3rd day we decide to spend another day and we meet. On that day she did something horrible( she was high and say some stupid stuffs) so i left her and gone home. And she blame me for that..then i ask her forgiveness like crying!! She accept me. and Before 2 weeks she called me while we were talking she pickes another call and told me that was her mother and it was a family case which is a lie! after a min she sent me a video message and told me she's going out not telling me where. I called her more that 15 times she's didn't pick up not even sent me a massage. so she gets home like 3 at night she wad drunk( her voice) i asked her where she was at and she told me she was gone with her friend(F) which is a date for her friend but not her(like a company). She never done anything like this before and i ask her why and she says she want chill out like this some day..go out with her friends..boys..get drunk or high..wtf!!!! She said sorry tho. But after that day everything changed the way we talk..everything! So i told her that i need a break to process this bc i can't trust her anymore. But she told me if i u need a break and leave me don't come back. Then i choose to go! And we broke up!


Then she called me after 6 days and call me my friend funny yeah. We kinda pretend to save our friendship and we were talking thru tg and i ask her when she started losing her feelings for me. She says never but that day( the day i left her in the room)she can't forgt it she can't puch it away from her mind.so i said u were pretending she saied no. Then she told me she misses me and I'm too!! She starts crying...but boom! then she told me she don't want any friendship! Idk where it comes from. She cleared everything we talked mnamn..bcha she's gone!

So guys do i have to save our friendship? Should i talk to her? But i don't wana get back at where we were!

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Hey 19 M
So i just got dumped basically ghosted so here is the thing she was the toxicest person alive id send like 5 texts(i cant control myself) and she would reply to one id be sending her everything that happened in my day and she would reply with ok she would make me wait literal hours when we meet yet when i get home im the bad guy ... i thought girls always say i want a guy to be my bestfriend spend all day with me mnamn blah blah blah yet when i try to the shit blows up in my face girls always say where are the good guys and shit well he was broken ffs i actually used to think that girls wanted a dude that showed them affection and cared but now i see all they want is a guy to treat them like shit so they can be the victim of the relationship am dn with this shit
And for the dudes that abt to say i was stupid ...yes ik and never again

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Hello everyone, need some advice but don't judge me
so... here's the thing i met this girl actually my freind introduced me to her and it has been almost 7 months since.  We started talking over texts and i had her number but i never  called then eventually she called in the first 2 to 3 weeks after we met.She is very like very beautiful,she had all the things one can ask for. then we met and hang out we had a really good time together we were good friends tbh... then after a month or two i started having feelings but  i didn't  tell her then. We became close very close and met almost every single day spent lot of time together then she started talking about dating. she said since you are very sarcastic and good looking  there must be tons of girls in your life but i only had 2 exs and i told her that... then i asked if she had a man then she said yes. the guy lives abroad and they were together for 4 years....and when she told me that i wanted to not have feelings anymore but no one can control thier feelings then i just wanted things not to trun around i didn't want to get in between them. one night while we were talking through text she said she was attracted to me and she finds me very tempting when she said that all the feelings i felt for her came rushing back. and i told her i too find her attractive. And one day when we were coming from the cinema i kissed her i know i shouldn't have done that cause she was with another man but i couldn't help it i thought she would flip but she was totally okay with it. then things were going fasst very fast. after some time she said she wanted to have sex with me. That was common i mean i get that alot... then i did  the thing i regretted the most... i slept with her...i regret it cause i did it with a girl who already has a man...i made her cheat on him... but the sex was good...and i wanted things to stop i didn't want to make her that person i mean i didn't want her to break his heart soo i tried to break things off with her ...i told her that things should stop..she fliped and she told me never to call her again. then she herself called count less times that day she texted many times she even went to the game zone i go the most with pj and slippers crying and looking for me she texted me telling me she didn't want to lose me that i make her happy and she needed me and couldn't stop thinking about me... 4 days later was her birthday and i already bought a gift for her bday and called her to tell her that I bought a gift for her and i wanted to give it to her...and i did. and she begged me to be with her since she  had no one then i couldn't say no cause i had feelings i was drifting into love..and i was the side nigga. then he called her and told her that he couldn't come soon..
so we are "together" till he is back...something like that.....but even if she broke up with him we can't be together because of religion.... soo guys help me like what shall i do? what do i do.....i really love her and she does too but i can't have a future with her i can't maryy her or be with her on the other hand i reallt dont want to be a reason to break his heart i mean she told him that she met me and that we were good friends....HELP ME PLEASE?
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So tariku sijemr endezi new ene Ethiopia wst arigew lik 10 amet soho negn wede us move aregin me and my fam keza buhala lanchi ahun freshman negn at George Washington and I full ride ena everything started going my way but then I saw this guy on our university website he is an athlete ena I automatically liked him but I didn’t see him first quarter at all but now I am seeing him everywhere ena it’s driving me crazy because the thing is this guy is not like other athletes he keeps to himself and he is also usually by himself and this man looks perfect my friends told me to talk to him but the problem is he have always dated blond girls and he is from Texas and one of my friend thinks he is bisexual because this man dresses well unlike other kids like all guys here wear the same type of outfits while this man is well dressed like business casual and his face is also clear which my roommate has said is sign demo he has caught me staring at him so many times mn larg beka I like him a so bad like it hurts gn if he rejects me or says he also like man I feel like I will die

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Im 18

A lil vent. I feel like a fucking loser. I'm in depression, binge eating and getting fat so i feel ugly naturally, not where I'm supposed to be in life with my education and just a lazy pos overall. I went on IG to see all the girls from my highschool be together and have friends whereas I don't have in real life friends because the friends I had all excluded me from plans and not inviting me to parties so I just left instead of being a beg but it hurts anyway because I'm not a bad person or did anything to them to make me feel that way. And I've had bad luck with friends all my life. If you're going to say anything please be nice lol 😭

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We sgreed to study near the library , it is full of trees and ideal to focus , I was the one who talks most of the time she says some odd words between , it's odd to me because those are the kind of words I use if I am talking with my dad , sometimes they are way out of the conversation, she excused to go to ladies bathroom but she left her phone on the table,  I saw what is in her phone, she wrote down what she is gonne say when we meet in the note app , I laughed so so hard I didn't notice she coming back , I called her friend and gave the stuff to her . She didn't come back to school for like a week now  , i am feeling a lot of guilt , I don't know what to do

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Dear FutureMe,

Location: Addis Ababa, ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️,
መስቀሉ ስር, ◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️◼️

Activity: Internship, Dating, Making Friends
Living... barely

I got a bit confident in our memory skills after reading the 2022 letter I sent to myself in Aug15, same as this day, I mean either people pretend to forget about themselves or we have a great memory. Time is an illusion ለመሆኑ and you're a god.

you see how schitzo youve gotten right, shits been hella weird these days. its like i live like this is a visual novel and i respond to people to get to the sex scene or to a climactic scenario where my decision is the most important input needed to change that situation (for better or for worse). I hate playing god and i hate that i like to play to see the bad ending sometimes, hate that people arent as understanding as i think i am to them. either im terrible at showing them that i care about them and id do anything (with the right motivations that is) for them but i just never get that feeling recipricated (lol).

not gonna bore u with details, but im thinking about sending you future letter every month. but writing this i can almost see my future me thinking " why talk about it if you're just gonna do it anyway". that's the type of people we are. we're men of few words and believe in letting our actions do the talking. You're actively trying to learn to talk and socialize tho, You're more sure of ur Autistic tendancies this summer, shit who we kidding we is autistic

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Here’s what happened I used to go out with this guy who is 2 years my senior in uni. The thing is he really liked me and I didn’t like him as much and he knew that from the start. I tried to make that clear at first because I knew this wouldn’t go anywhere further. He said he doesn’t mind and that I should give him a chance. There wasn’t even enough interest/ curiosity in me to see it through, but I continued seeing him because he promised I’ll feel differently if only I’m willing to try it out. So I did but that wasn’t the only reason... I continued seeing him because the guy spoils me like crazy. I mean he’s willing to do anything I asked, ANYTHING. He’ll spend a lot of money on me in a day(which makes me feel like a shit btw, because at that point I’m only with him because he takes good care of me and that’s a bit golddigger-ish) and at times I’ll stop answering his call and stuff, and at the end of the day I’ll eventually answer his call because I miss the way he makes me feel and the things he does for me (never missed the guy tho). I know this all makes me sound like a bitch but the thing is whenever I try to communicate this with him, by saying that this is not a relationship and whenever we go out I tell him this is not a date, we’re just going out to eat and he’s fine with that, he’s fine with that as long as I’m with him. So I said ok so we’re just friends and he agreed. But one day we went out to eat and after that we chilled and stuff then I get back to my dorm at the end of the day and he called saying he has something he wants to tell me...reluctantly I asked what is it? “I’m falling in love with you.” He said. I didn’t know what to say to that... so I didn’t say anything.I just knew whatever we had was effectively ruined. I can’t continue seeing him after he told me how much he loved me so I was basically kissing my princess treatment goodbye. After that I stopped answering his calls, he called everyday for the next two weeks and I just didn’t answer because I don’t even know what to say. He texted me saying that he was sorry and that he couldn’t help it. He asked me to forget what he said so we could go back to being “friends”, and he was sorry that he ruined the best thing going on in his life. I really felt bad after that...for starters I shouldn’t have stringed him along knowing damn well I have no intention of being with him and I regret that. I mean there are girls that would kill to hear what he just said to me from someone like him and here I am, not being able to make myself like him. I told him that he would find someone better(it’s not you it’s me typa shit) but he just said I know what I want and it’s you. So all I could do was just ignore him, I know that’s mean and he doesn’t deserve it but at the same time it wouldn’t be fair to him if I be with him and make him suppress his feelings so we can be just “friends” again...he continued reaching out to me asking we pretend nothing happened. I said No and I know I’m hurting him but ...I know I’m doing the right thing but in the wrong way. what do you guys think?

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heyy guys so i want your advice on some things the thing is i have boyfriend of 6 years we are currently living together and after some time whenever we are having serious conversation i see some anger issues ...like he starts to shake and break things he acts like animal he bite things and break them but after some moment he calm down and become normal soft hearted person ....but i am getting afraid of this behaviour ...like what if he grabs me one day ...i dont know what to decide i need advice

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Hey everyone, it's been a while since my last vent session, but here I am, sharing some hard-earned lessons life has taught me over the years. First off, hide your weaknesses in a world that often mistakes vulnerability for weakness. Secondly, this generation can be pretty fake; no one seems to care about you as much as they care about themselves. Trust no one; people's true colors often surprise you. Showing weakness is a no-go; stay confident, strong, and prepared for anything. Money talks; it's power in this world, so hustle hard. Skill goes a long way; focus on honing your craft rather than chasing grades. Respect and protect those who show you the same. Set boundaries and assert yourself; know when to stand your ground. One woman is worth your entire focus until it's time to move on. Religion might bring you peace. Stay active through physical exercise and feed your mind with mindset books. That's my vent—thank you for listening. 🫡

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M18... I am Genuinely lonely and I think the only solution is suicide.

People get angry at me when I talk about suicide for some reason. Idk why they want me to be alive so bad eventhough they've never even asked me how I'm doing when I'm alive. But for the people who really wanna know why.. here's my story in short.

At 16 I said it's enough (the loneliness) and started deeply focusing on improving myself in every aspect of life. By the time I hit 18 I grew taller, Glow up was crazy (Got 10x lot more attractive), Grew taller, bigger and Money came to me.
It's by this time I joined 12th grade. Girls can't stop staring and guys try to be-friend me. But keep in mind that deep down I'm still that low self-esteem looser, So nothing exciting happens when girls try to approach me, I literally start shaking infront of them and since its obvious, they don't want to be close to me. And the guys that talked to me sense that I'm a bitch so they start disrespecting me afterwards.

I'm currently in collage now far away from my home town (Adiss Ababa) tried to start a new life and act like a completely new person, which still niggas still talk shii but it's okay I can handle that. what I Still can't handle... is that I'm still lonely, Girls here looking at me has tripled and some of them even smile at me and guess what I do, turn around awkwardly and never walk in their way.

I only vibe with one guy in the dorm and we're planning to change another dorm room, us alone. He talks about girls a lot and what he did with this girl or what that girl said to him and I ask myself the same question, "when's the last time I did that?" And I realise nobody fucks w me. I have no teenage love experience no social life noone to talk to and it'll stay that way forever but... that's until I do that one thing.

suicide is that one thing that can get me out of this.

Anyways that's my vent and I'll do it pretty soon.

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I used to hold strong values, especially in relationships and intimacy. Initially, I only shared that part of my life with my boyfriend, hoping for marriage. However, he's not the right person for me anymore. Unexpectedly, I find myself considering intimacy with someone new, contrary to my usual beliefs. It's a departure from who I used to be. Should I break my rules and engage with this new person? The fact that I had intimacy with my ex bothers me, and I regret it, as we didn't end up together, and the experience wasn't enjoyable. Despite being with my boyfriend for years, the intimacy wasn't satisfying, and now I want to enjoy it. However, I fear losing myself, my values, and my identity in the process.

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Hey, how many of u are still pretending that the thoughts of ur ex never crossed ur mind?? Like u dont care any more? what if u know they still love you and everyday think about you will you lose ur ego and let them know u missed them? I mean atleast spending time with them for a day talking about all the memories u had... all the good things that happened. I dont know about many of you, Now I'm not talking about ppl who are used and abused by their so called partners. I am talking about the person whom u loved more than anyone else in life, who was there for you when u need them and emotionally supported you... who had an aura of calmness, someone who you can reveal your unpleasent self... and still accepted you for who you are along with ur flaws. But unfortunately someday you had a big fight and blew everything up for not having a patience and not showing them the love they demanded. Then they tell you that they hate you. That was when I completely gave up on her. I felt my heart aching. Till now everything is on my mind. And it keeps hunting me. I pretend as if I dont give a fuck. But DEEP DEEP DOWN....... I always think about you. I know u didnt mean it. I have come to the point where I need to make a confession not for you but myself. "I LOVE YOU''

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Never is too late to die but always too hard to keep it together. I was supposed to die three years ago or maybe, I've stopped counting days since then. It's not about the days, it's about the day, each day, each moment, each breath, making me question if I'm still alive, if I have made it through. 22 years. Fighting together for 22 years to survive. I'll probably keep fighting for the rest of the days I'm left with till I die. But I'll make sure everyone gets it. I'll make sure everyone understands , sees, feels what it's like to be abandoned. Being a lost abandoned girl, too tough to be truly loved, too bright to blind the eyes, too inspired to stand tall, too courageous to dare and jump, too smart to escape, too loud to be heard, too soft to be held, too true to be believed, too innocent to approach, too broken to be touched, too changing to be noticed, too doubtful to decide, too anonymous to hid in the corner, too ugly to wear a mask, too angry to be spoken too, too crazy to trust, too decayed to be saved, .... too strong to ask for help ..... I love and admire her soul. Nothing more, just her soul. Far more than existence, she was "there".

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Hey I'm 18F and I really wanna quit this masturbating thing and be a religious person like I promised to myself so many times to pray and not to think about it at all but I just couldn't quit. I always forget to pray whether in the morning or at night so guys pls give me some advice about this

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Hello guys am 22M. Today I wanna share you my story....this vent would be a bit longer so ones if you start reading finish it. I would like to start my story when I was 12 years old. I grew up playing with friends-with-age and going to school together. They were our closer neighbors. Our families were super friendly. And they had an older sister. At the time, she was 15 or 16 years old. Ena one day their sister asked me to study with her and she took me to her bedroom and while we're studying, she asked me "Why your lips are so soft?" I smiled and said, "I don't know." Then she started touching my lips by her middle finger slowly and she said "I want you." Then she immediately get up and locked her door and she opened her laptop and showed me a porn video beqa yezan gize lela alem wst yalew nw yemeselgn. I have never had such things before that fucking day. Negeroch hulu gera agabugn.

Honestly, it was too strange to me and I didn't know what to say and do. And right after a while she took off her clothes one by one slowly and became bloody naked and touching my balls and sucking and eating like a fucking starved kitten. Then she touched her boobs together with my two hands. Then she started kissing my lips and neck slowly while taking off my clothes.

when I saw her naked, I suddenly felt a strange sensation. I remember, her tits were a little bit bigger and so attractive and her puccy and armpits was pitch black hairy. I won't lie she is generally sexy. I was so scared again however I tried my best not to br nervous at the same time. And she showed me a lot of strange and strange things and I had sex for the first time in that day.

Infact I had a great feeling???? And she strongly warned me not to tell anyone. I told her come on, I won't. However in the next day, I stopped going there. A week later, their older sister came to our home. And she smiling and asked me why I am not coming. I told her it was because am studying for a test. Then she asked me why don't you study with me. Mum was with us while she asked me this question. BTW my mum loves her so much. And I replied  I would come and study tomorrow, and I went back into my bedroom and locked the door.
The next day, When I went to my friends' house, she was not at home and I felt a little relief. After I spent great times with my beloved friends I was about to leave at night and unfortunately she and I have met in the hallway and she politely apologized me about the previous time "madness". Alawkem becha enem yikerta seleteyekechign des belogn neber ena it's okay alkuat then we kissed each other deeper. In short time goes, things changed, then often times we had sex and we were doing so many extraordinary things. Watching so many new porn as usual. No time to explain each and every stuffs.
Years later, my family bought a new house and we left that beloved neighborhood for once and for all, beka becha le ene betam kebad neber ena you know we were so into it so that we both hugged and cried a bit longer.
And right after that day I started masturbating. I do it up to 4 times to the minimum. I can say that's why I'm here so far is because of the power of masturbation. I sometimes also do a phone sex with girls. Ena sefeleg demo I watch live porn menamn lately it became my daily habit. I accepted it. Fighting against yourself has no winner. Ewnetun tekeblek nur hiwot selam yehonal yanen nw enem yawekut.
Infact we are still friends with her two brothers u know very close friends. Their family is so strictly control them Idk why they are kinda conservative may be?.???? Unfortunately, We live so far away each other ena gn sometimes they will visit our house le holiday mnamn ena simetu betam des yilenal ena tedebeken bezu mayideregu yemibalu negerochn endelemednew enaregalen.
I have never spoke about this to anyone even for myself. Here I spoke for the first time In short form to you guys.

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I am 21 yo introverted guy ena i had no friend, only one, which i dont meet him ena i am a loner no siblings, noone i can count on, during this i met a friend back from school, she was changed a lot she is a partygirl a lot hotter with many friends, she gets closer to me, she overshare, she tries to be there for me i love the feeling of having someone i can count on, she trusted me with her secret and private life, she'd put her level down for me, to talk like me, she said she wants to be there for me as i did, she did what noone has donw for me so this is where i caught feelings for her, which has no problem at all, gn she is human after all there is many things i dont like about her.
Because my current life status & her crowd pleasing trait, am not ready to have steady romantic relationship with her(she used to initiate me to date and going steady, like generally but i didn't realise it was about us) ena i told her i am afraid of bieng in serious relationship, which i wasn't lying.
Gn nowadays my only fear is losing her, as a friend or as a bestfreind totally i need her to stay in my life, ena demo she is not liking it when other girls call or when her friends call me bla bla, and i also feel bad to dream her with other guy, because of how much i need her, so i have no idea how to resolve my unhealthy obsession.
I am afraid of bieng in relationship with her because of her flirty behavior and her dating rich guys, gn demo i know friends dont be like this so i am super confused.
Mknyatum i taught it was because i had no other female friends so i make some gn it is all different towards her, so when i tried to distance my self i feels so bad, because it is not her fault also i can't dream tomorrow without her.
Funny thing is when i try dating other girls to distract myself i end up talking about her, how special she made me feel, how lazy she is what did we plan togther, so it push them away,
So please what should i do with  myself or with her?

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Well you could all say that I have twisted mind but hear me out. When I wanna do the did with a girl like I want to do it in the car bezum hotel menamen alhedemand I want to blind fold her or chain her hands and kind of bitting her,well you all could say it's BDSM and it's wrong but the satisfaction that both of us get is great,by saying this is this kind of behaviour wrong I mean having some kind of 🌶️ in intimacy?

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So there is this chick in campus that i know,i asked for her num talked to her...met her in person mnamn then we started a lil something something(not a full relationship)..more like a trial..

I am a very ኩራተኛ dude,for me,just getting beyond my way to get her phone number and meet up is a huuuge thing..but wasn't enough for her

This girl don't like texting,she is more like "call me" type and i hate that...one time i texted her "you asleep" cuz the power went off in our campus..it was about 4 o'clock local..it was a perfect night 4 txt! and she ignored it orrr she was asleep idk but i expected a morning txt..this girl didn't do shit and am like👀bitch say somtn,i am going to see you gibi wst eko zare..dont make this shit weird😂😂nothing i swear...and i call when i want to meet..thats it! But she started ignoring my call and she says hi to me in person ,says she is "busy" when asking her to meet (we were on finals gn 4 mtzega lj aydelechm,she should hv time) and that made me freaking MAD..Who the fuck does she think she is huh??

So i started avoiding her mnamn ..like literally ghosted her ...the she texted me,i gave her a cold reply..then never talked to her.

It has been some months and i still couldn't forget that bitch🤦‍♂i would rather DIE than call her mnamn.....i just wish she could reach out to me,just so i can ignore her one last time🙏Amen.

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