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I wanna ask u something guys I am 19 and I wanna be a house wife 70% and I don't wanna lose my virginity until marriage cuz emotionally connected mehon meflgw ke husband ga becha nw I live in adiss do u think is that a problem??

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So when I was around 11
I saw a sexual scene of a movie as I was passing by the tv and from that moment on my head was fucked up.

I started searching about it almost knew everything ,
I usualy spend most of my time alone and at home by myself so I started masturbating and it became uncontrollable even if I tried to stop it felt impossible everything around me was triggering I stopped watching movies listening to songs friends that lead to it stopped reading exotic books and prayed because it was messing up my life , my social life , my mentality,self esteem,, I prayed almost everyday it lessened it but i never tottaly stopped it so I even gave up on praying because I thought if I keep sinning what’s the point ?? but it seemed like GOD didn’t want me to stop praying and no matter what I did he never gave up on me no matter how worthless I felt still giving me chances .
one night my aunt saw a dream and told my mom that I should start praying wedase mariam I was happy to hear that because it was like a guidance to the next event which tottaly changed my life and perspective one night I woke up at 9 lelit and was day dreaming and I couldn’t help but to masturbat but that night it was different like I felt a heavy load on me , I had a headache felt weak like I couldn’t move and my body felt like it was on fire

I felt bad and when everybody left for work I started praying wedase mariam and she showed me what was really happening. it was a demon that was on my back and felt heavy my body was weak , I used to think that I was the problem that I was addicted to it but it’s just the devil trying to manipulate you into thinking that you are doing it to your self so after that I was able to tell the difference and stop for good. He is just trying to mess your life ,your success , your self esteem,your relationship , your hope and faith .

NEVER GIVE UP !

This is my testimony

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Hello ppl
Ene mlew y'all how do u guys date gn besmam😭
I really wanna experience that shit. Like holding ur lover's hand, kissin em, hugging and talking mnamn fr. Gn I can't find that one guy eskahun I don't even approach boys for real it really makes me uncomfortable.
Recently there is this guy that I like secretly ena I feel like he is outta my league gn I still like him too much fr. And I want him to notice me. Mn larg mkerugn eski



Ps" those rude and the 'come let's talk' dudes you're so not welcomed in the comment section eyehedachu😕"
Beterefe thanks

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like i have one question why do like all girls like the toxic guys like why
Like when i see ma self like i'm toxic like betame ena like idk want to be like that
Becha it is what it is
Girls answer it

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M 24 here... bro... i dont even know what i wanna do rn. Things just keep happening in my life and i dunno how to hold the reins or how to have control over them bro. one minute im flowing through this one stream and everything is going one way or another, good or bad and then suddenly everything is over and im down to square one with nothing to look that would satisfy my inner hunger. The funny thing is i dont even understand what im hungry for most of the time yk. Dont get me wrong. I have seen myself hungry and stocked about something sometime in my life. But even that like everything else turns out to be a temporary obsession. I don't really understand where I come from sometimes bruh. I see people around me try things and go thru some road, or path. And then i think to myself that it would feel good to be them yk. And just when i start to imagine myself in their shoes, everything falls apart and loses its meanings.
I think it would be good to do what you love and have some family you love to go back to. But then again if I dont have that passion for the things I do, the next path forward would be to find a steady, stable stream i could fall into comfortably and poke around in myself ... or just sit around waiting for the rest of my life to unfold. But i find that to be much less easier than i originally thought. I believe a fulfilling life would need some more or less intense and planned and focused and deliberate actions from the owner. But that focus and plan only helps if you have a vision to strive to. I got no such vision right now. Or I have them but I feel like they are more of stupid dreams rather than real achievable hopes.
I need some therapy tbh...

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People who were living in tigray during the northern war how did u survive? What did the war teach u?
What would u change if u could go back in time?

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It's not something critical or anything but I need to get you guys opinion. So he used to be my bestfriend and we spent 2 yrs as a friend but last year he asked me out and I said no because I never been in a relationship and I didn't have any kind of feelings towards him then this year he got transferred to Paulos so our friendship become long distance friendship. Then recently he asked me again "wanna do long distance?" And I said "sure" I had no feelings for him still and I think he knows that but I never dated before and I wanted the experience but physical contact was out of a question for me so since he's not here I felt safe and I felt like he understands and know me better. So we agreed on something since both of us are medicine student we won't have much time to talk so we'll understand eachother then a few days ago I texted him and he didn't reply, I waited two days but still no reply so I texted him again "why aren't u replying, u r getting on my nerves" but still no reply so at this point I start to worry that maybe he sick or something happened to him so I texted him again "are u okay? U r worrying me" still no reply so I called him and he doesn't answer, I text him again "just say you're fine and I'll leave u alone" still no reply then when I call him again he texted me "we'll talk another day, it's not the right time" nigga I'm pissed at him and at myself for worrying abt him. There's no way he couldn't find a minute to reply "i'm busy ttyl" i would totally understand that. Don't u think it's time to end this shit, It has barely been 2 weeks but I don't think he have what I need maybe because I don't have experience idk how this shit works but I think a relationship should provide stability and peace not stress and anger.

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Heyy guys.. so like i need your honest non judgmental opinions especially from guys. So every guy i talk to just wants to hookup or push me for nudes even tho i never send them. Some of them even pretend to care for over a year just to get in my pants because I’m the type who’s not active on sexual thing and have to be overly comfortable before i even consider it because the idea of it scare the heck outta me😭 plus I’m all about finding something real and settling down mnamn and ahun Ahun it’s soo frustrating because it keeps happening and it hurts so bad and it started making me feel like I don’t deserve to be loved because I’m lover and overly caring.. person who can be the right person uk😭 soo what can i do to stop this cycle or is there something wrong with me?? And guys do you have any idea why they’re seeing me only in that way and girls how do you steer clear of these types and attract the good ones🥹

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Hello I'm 24 M I don't drink never been to a club I am physically fit I got my own place and car but Im not happy infact depressed the main reason are my parents growing up I always see them fighting arguing and the father hits my mom that's what I saw growing up as a child I couldn't do nothing because I was a child , I started living alone at the age of 21 and I remember the words my mom told me "bicayen tilehege athid" I love my parents but the energy in the house drained my energy everytime I went to the house I feel a heavy feeling I don't talk about my problems to anyone except I go to church ,they don't got any problems but the main reason is the father always negative and try to control ppl where I am in life which is a good place financially is because of his negativity so when I come to my point my mom called me last night and told me she wants a divorce but she is afraid of what ppl might think she told me " endezi eskemec noralew derg eko mew yalew ezi bet , le nebse eyeferaw lemin noralew " crying and I told her many times to live with me I always send her money and everything,the thing is they are rich but the income soure is the father he doesn't give her any that's the core of the disagreement when I come to my point I don't know how to handle this situation I'm the oldest I have a little brother 10 years old which I feel bad for see the shot at home but I can't talk to no one because I have never been open to anyone what's the solution to my parents
And apologies if I written too much thank you

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Hello, I am 31 (F). My fiancé, who is 34, enjoys going down on me. I find pleasure in it, but due to my religious background, I often feel guilty afterward. Do any other women experience similar feelings? Is there anything I can do to alleviate this guilt?

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My whole life is on hook, i am here just worrying about a girl who is not my girlfriend, is this love?
so making it short
-worrying about a faulty spoiled girl bestfriend who isn't even my type
-i fell in love with my closest girl, who used to treat me like her man, who used to introduce me to her friends and family, she tell me her secrets like i am a worthy person,
-like she started disrespecting me(she used to show soo much care) here i hate bieng disrespected i dont wanna feel the audacity of the person to think i have nowhere to go, -so endemafekrat salnegrat i wanted to get far ena i wanted to make our friendship distanced and full boundary but everytime i decide to let go i end up craving for her like addiction
-One day she jokes about having a sugardaddy and make me she isnt into me, next she is dreaming of what house are we living in together, she jokes of bieng married with me and having responsibilities with me( like am gonna marry you when i go abroad, and other day i was to move to europe then she said take me and I'll fill the absence of your mom like i will handle you, next day i joke about her bieng preggs then  she is like when(like really who am i to know?)
-ena i knew she had daddy issues, does this relate to her bieng not wanting to be attached acting she don't care?
-with out saying a word she make me a humble man i never taught i would be
- i know i am coward towards her for not making a move or tell her i love her gn ngl i cannot risk the friendship like she is my medical treatment who cure all my anxiety, i know this is stupid gn unless i differentiate her intentions i can't scare her away.
-one more questions for the ones who have opposite sex besties, do you hide your previous and current relationship situation from your besties? or do you impersonate every other male friendas female when talking or justify them as family members if you are just besties?
Thank you in advance!!

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22 M. so i want to share something abt my view relationship sexual thing. ka 10 ka 20 amet bahuala takomealeh bzu sw hiwote alga lay yimasilew ale. No adelem mesasam medawawel adelem alga lay hule atnorem hule kanfruan eyasamek atnorem hule mare wede eyalk atnorem bzu hustle ala hiwote lay yichin 20 ena 30 amet ka chalke ba fkr baka ka 50 amet bahuala eko sete lij sex takomalech eko antem kahona giza bahuala ur dick become yateragete highland shibshib yilale takome aleh. yalachen 10 ena 15 amet nw yachin edime damo ka chalke ba fikir ba ewnet eza wist damo andu tilku ngr emnet nw. emnet ande katasebere maliseh litametaw ematichil waga emiyaskfel ngr nw. ande wande lij maweke alabet biya emasibew ande fikiragaw kalew la zelalem masebe yalebet emnet endayata nw. emnet kataheh ka wenberh lay nw emitwardew sawoch ante lay emnet katu tamaliseh 10 amet bitlafa yanen emnet malisah atametawm already ande tasbrual. misteh ante lay ande emnet katach btm kebad nw tamaliseh yatinantun bota magiget betam kebade nw misthn tamaliseh yikirta bitilat tabasaw eza bota lay ale aymirowa lay yatalkew tabasa aytefan btw badula yametahew yish ale ba kal yametahewn la zelalem sebara tadergaw aleh lmn already eza bota lay tebasaw silale ba dula yamatahwn taskimew aleh kaza yiden ale ba kalat yamtahewn gn tabasa adergehew ale silazi mist balua nade ken text sisife ayto esua lay emnet kata ya emnet melsa la mamtate btm waga tikaflalech esum endaza siyaderg bitayew endazaw .

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Not a vent but more of a question
It's been almost 7 years since I found out that I am a hepatitis B-positive but mnm ayenet medanit wesje alakem ena now I'm worried what if it's creating more complications inside so guys if there is any hospital that’s best for this case please suggest me.
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25 M So I recently found out that I had ASD and ADHD all my life. I always thought that I had great self awareness but now I realize I honestly don't know who the fuck I am. all I do Is think about it all day to the point where my anxiety peaks and I have to use breathing techniques to calm my self down. 1 moment I feel like I'm going insane and once I calm my self down I feel like I'm in control but it comes back and it goes again I'm just tired of this vicious cycle. I still believe everything will be okay eventually but I've been a loner my whole life and the thought that I would never be understood although it's the truth it's frustrating sometimes and I thought who better to share to than people who don't know me right? So thanks I hope all of y'all win the battles you're fighting

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Hey this my first time venting after so many rejections but sometimes my mood swing hits harder. Silly reason is enough for hardest hit. But hv u ever felt cursed? Coz i do so many times. Specially I am cursed of love. When i find love, something to happen is very sure. Specially when the person I LOVE THE MOST (when their birthday is on the way)

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Hey everyone

So a bit of a context about me. I am 26, male, average looking and 5'9" tall. I have a decent paying Job and a huge potential to grow financially. I sometimes sing ( not professionally) and I'm a fun person to be around ( I think ).

But for some reason I just can't seem to land a date. My DM is dry, I stutter when trying to talk to women ( which has never happened before I've had girlfriends before FFS). And for some reason I sit next to the prettiest girls in taxi but I put my Airpods on and ignore the hell out of them the whole ride.

Idk what's happening or where the sudden drop in confidence came from but I need help man. How do I start a conversation and how do I follow it through and land a date. I'm so confused.

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hi. ok so I'm taking matric this year and I'm soo nervous I was like the kind of good grade students but after the Corona outbreak it's was not the same
my grades started getting lower and lower as years passed by but uk my parents think I'm still the same girl as before. They are expecting to much ene aydelem tlk result lgng ykrna I'm not sure if I will pass or not . I'm okay If I didn't it's not that much of a big deal 4 me gn it means a lot 4 my families so I started studying mnmn after the 2nd semister. so if any of u hv an advice it will help a lot. I mean hw can I study in this short time hw can I get my interests back ?? I rlly wane make them proud they deserve it🙏

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Hey y’all, am 19F
this is for my fellow Protestants
I was born and grew up in this strong Christian family where both my parents serve at church and I was kind of better at my faith when I was younger but things were really terribly out of hand during my high school years and I was so far away from church and God. And now am at this point of my life where i feel like am abandoned and I need Jesus, like desperately. But the problem is whenever I kneel down to pray I feel like I don’t know what am saying or I feel like am praying wrongly ( I have repented and turned around my ways and i believe am forgiven but i couldn’t proceed from there) , I also want to read the Bible and I don’t know where to start.
There’s this unwavering passion inside of me to get to know him well, to know how staying at his feet feels like and to really live for him, but just like I mentioned it I feel like am lost.
So I need y’all to tell me where to start this journey, and how do I do it the right way

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It's my first time venting. I graduate 7 months ago ena start working in small realestate brokerage company. Ena zare yegetemegn neger new vent endareg yaregegn. Mndnw yehonew meselachu my boss is really nice person he always try to teach me what he knows and try new things like making listing videos together as a team mnamn ena ene demo addis serategna adelew balegn yetemari lebs teru hogne new yemegegnew. Gn zare my boss tell me that we'll go to shop to buy some clothes for me. Endeza silegn betam new yedeberegn, esu video selemnsera teru hogne endetay, genzeb atagegnem belo asebo new. Ene gn beki yalhonkugn hono tesemagn. How would you feel if you were me??

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Oooh soo guys i don't want to vent gn mn mareg endalebgn gra slegebagn new soo my problem is i have trust issues...bemnm neger setn lj mamen alchlm ena ke fkregaye gar chgr eyefeterebgn new 5 years hononal abren kehon ena 5 amet mulu alamnatm hule enchekachekalen entalalen esua bante mknyat alekesku stlm alamnatm afekrhalew stlm alamnatm mnm btlegn legizew new enji alamnm mnm neger lela wend kawerat wste bzu new miyasbew ena lene bla kewendm kesetochm guadegnochua ararkiyatalew gn ahunm sra serta stmeta mnm lamnat alchlm idk lemn endehone betaam konjo slehonech betam slemwedat lela wend ywesdatal bye slemasb yhonal wey erase yebetachnet smet slemisemagn yhonal alakm gn leloch sewoch endet mistochachewn amnew endeminoru alakm enem endenesu betam amgnat erasem tedesche menor new mfelgew huletachnm v nebern sngenagn bzu neger kesua gar asalfiyalew slemwedat meleyayet alfelgm gn balemamene bcha betam eyetegodahu new andande lmenat ena yehonew yhun btkedagnm lgoda mnamn bye tnsh gize koyche keza dgame meterater jemre esuanm askefatalew ena pls endet new mamen yemchlew

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Our age gap is big but slowly I began falling for him. I slept three times in his room with him without having sex. btw his mom lives with him we didn't see each other even once. On the fourth day, we had sex in his room without protection then he started talking about our religious differences and distanced himself from me by not texting back and not calling after missing all. I have been trying a lot to know what was the reason but he always said that I have an ego. Bro, I swear I lost my respect by begging him to talk to me. One night I decided not to talk to him again and I should have to move on, he texted me saying "You always wanted me when you're in the mood" Then I started begging him again saying I always want you Let's meet up" and on that night we had sex again after the night  he disappeared lol he didn't pick up my phone.. I know he thinks that he is good at sex the truth is he is not. I begged him to try new things but he refused. I fucked him till he hold back his breath I swear. I love him but this is his loss.

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HELLO I am 24 F so the thing is after few years of searching for a good job I finally got it and I get paid like 15k per month but the thing is the moment u get this job all I think about is saving money like I don't even buy clothes, I don't go out with my friends anymore it's really not fun my life is getting boring...so should I spend the money I get and have a fun life or should I keep saving and continue this repetitive routinely life? I really need your opinion my 20's somethings specially women..help

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I hate my face ... I hate me .... but God made me and I should learn to accept me even though I look like a wet mouse....Its more than looks Its ME

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I'm F23
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here is my story
I grew up in God fearing family where we had bible study and prayer time every Thursday and i am active in church from Sunday school eske magelgel ena When I was in 11th grade I met two friends and we became very close.

ena both got boyfriend when the year about to end tg lay maweraw wedjeshalew yemilegn lij nbrina (he was 1st yr college student)kirebiw he seems nice alugn (enesu bf eyalachew bichayen mehonem andu reason nbr keza befit biyans gibi gebche nbr rn mejer mifeligiw ) so I broke my rules ena agegnehut
he knows how to treat tbh ena deep sintewawek tewadedin in the other side degmo he was an addict to some shits ena sinegregn beka endiweta eredawalew alkugn i do my best ena he becomes better (fyi getan masazen alfeligm ketidar befit mnm ngr yalemadreg akuame yetsena nw) hule kiss lemareg simokr no elewalew ena esu degmo betam yfelgal(kejimrum akuamen nagrew endemiyakebrew ngrogn nbr)gn mn larg kenfersh yamral ylegnal
i always feel guilty angeten lisimegn simokr rasu ena one day he got emotional and hulet ejen band eju yizo bandu degmo gunchega yizo kena argogn samegnina silekegn embaye yiwerdal he was also shocked endezi altebekem ena wede bet eskiders embaye ayine lay nbr the next day betewat tenesahugn ena church hedkugn i felt so guilty ena siksik biye alekesku nisiha gebahu ena getan ehe sew yene kalhone kehiwete awutaw biye tseliyku ena metahu.
keza sorry alegn agegnehut yetewesene ken gn endebefitu nbr and i lost feelings for him ena teleyayen(12th grade tejemro nbr).

after that I decided to not be in rn until I find the right person betam kutib honkugn gibi sigeba (idk why miteykugn sewoch le serious rn nw gn they weren't Mr right )In the book 'The Alchemist', the woman the alchemist finally got married to was pretty sure that one special person would come into her life.i felt a connection to the woman😊
Also i'm a girl who prays for her future marriage and hazbi


(ahun ahun gn sewoch you are wasting your time ylegnal)What do you think.....
love you all 🥰

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Um 20 M
I am currently far from my mother I am in college and we only can talk be slk bcha gn mesmamat alchalkum tnsh neger yatalanal , even lemn kes bleh awerah bla medewel takomalech 😳koy dekmogn bihons . I know I am the only child for her and betam tasblgnalch ene bcha negn yalehuat lenem endezaw 💕beka tru gngnunet new linoren migebaw gn beka mtnagerew slemiyanadd😡ene alchlm tenagre slkun new mzegaw beka meyaz alchlm it’s my nature.🙄
Andande ende lj adelem mtayegn 🧐malet like bedenb alaweram wey demo kes blo aweragn bla enat ljuan tenada tzegalech ende??🤔
Ke father gar teleyaytewal ene university lgeba Sl 😖, demo they had ko des mil gngnunet keza gn toxic🤧 hone besum des maylu gizeyat asalfialew 🤒🤒. esun tewtna keza gn yhone neger snager wedesu twesdna esum endezi neber milegn tlegnalech 😵‍💫enen kesu gar lemn tagenagnegnalech ene ko ene negn ljum bhon esun gn adelewm ☹️beka eyemeselegn yalew ke father gar eyagenagnechign new 😑yhen yahl metfo neger alaregem gn beka enen endesu new treat eyaregechgn yalechiw enji ende ljua 🙇‍♂️adelem
even if bchegna btonm enem endezaw bchayen negn🥺lesua neber yelben maweraw wendm yelegn eht😔esua nat enatem ehtem. Mn yahl esuan yeteshale bota mareg endemfel atakm lesua hula bye endemnor algebatm 😣ene endezi areglshalew mnamn bye alaweram esua endlat new mfelgew beka ene demo argo masayet enji mawrat alodm. 🤷‍♂️ene lesua yemasb aymeslat ras wedad new yemmeslat mn yideregal mechal new 😂😭 ena ahun beka mesmamat alchalnm ahun lay almost yalen conversation selamta bcha new 🤝keza chaw🤦🏻 slku yzegal beka enem esuam yhone neger balechign kutr kenun mulu slemrebesh tewkut beka bchayen ke amlak gar lifen egefawalew.🤷‍♂️🙏

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24 F so a girl still figuring to be a lady Iam writing this to you while Iam sitting at home quited job using TikTok u know I okay game and all that yemesgen ena Mn lelachew meselachew bka kelijenete jemero my family use to tolerate me to be that perfect girl mnamn with phd or msc and marry rich guy mnamn wegen I learn to start saying what I wanted to speak when I reach like 2/3yr campus hula ena bezu pressure neberebgn to figure out my confidence and feel like an worth it ena it made an impact in my social life I kinda meet guys we date mnamn yehone seat lay they or me idk it gets messed up if u ask me about friends I use to have best friends gn yaw after campus arif huneta lay sanon tetalan ena wechi lemewtat sasb hule ene negn dewye u wanna go out mnamn yemilew I have 1 best friend gn esuam zm telegalech ena behiwete betam memegnew ngr leke endelelaw bka gather argachew mnamn talk real stuff manm have fun gn bka was not lucky ena from the outside lemiyayegn sew I look like I have tons of friends to chill with which I sit bored nd stuck on every weekends at home mostly Iam turning 25 mnamn ena don’t say u want validation mnamn gn I felt alone in a group I feel low kesew gar lemegenagnet hula sasb Mn aweralew Mn yelugnal what could we talk and all elalew so I get confused hule bka it’s just eating me inside I have seen it while I was busy 7 days a week and also free all the week gn bka I want to earn the confidence Iam valid I want to be loved feel considered esti negerign how can I change this ?


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So I came back for her. I told her everything about my past, everything about why i left her when she was at her happiest and I told her that she is better off without me. She cried ,she told me she nearly ended her life while I was gone and the only thing that kept her alive was the thought of me coming back for her and that broke my heart. Folks I put this woman through hell and I somehow still manage to hurt her even more but she is no ordinary woman. I looked into her eyes and said " I love every piece of you but If Im still with you I will probably hurt you and It pains me to see you cry" bur she responded with those fateful words saying "I would rather break into pieces while I'm still in your arms than cry my heart out everyday and night missing you and wandering what I did wrong to make you leave me all alone" and with that she forgave me. She gave me the love that I didn't deserve since the beginning. We talked till 2 in the morning with her in my arms. She fell asleep in my arms and I stared at her the whole night talking to myself. After all that I did to her , she slept like a baby inside my arms. She trusted me again, even though I don't deserve an ounce of her trust nor the love she has for me. I stared at her thinking about how much I love her , I will literally burn the world to the ground, piss on everyone's grave and sleep like a baby, as long as it meant that she would sleep in my arms. I look her in the eyes and say nothing then she smiles with her eyes wide open. I would rip my heart out, light myself into a flame if it meant that I would see her smile one last time. Folks, you're probably thinking why I won't just be with her and live happily ever after if I love her this much and she loves me deeply, well there is so much about me that I hate. Im fighting between the urge to end my life because of what I did to her, run away from all of this again because I don't deserve any of this and that I should be kept in hell well I belong. And on the other hand I want to show the world to her, I want to make her smile last forever, I want to hold her tight watch her fall asleep in my arms and kiss her head every night, I want to make her feel like the queen that she is for the rest of her life. I want to make up for every drop of tears that has fallen from her eyes. I wanna heal her broken heart.
Oh how I wish she would see this and my previous confession so that she can see how much I'm fighting for us in my own ways. I don't know if I'm gonna be normal or the kinda guy thay truly deserve every ounce of your pure love but don't give up on me Lily, for you are the only thing I love about myself.

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Hy I'm on ma period n tinsh tinshye yetebetatese sga... gemed mimesl alew betenaye new setoch yehone ngr belign getmuachu yakal...n dena ngr matlu plss keep ur mouth shut

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On this past 1years I felt hope less in life I hate talking people I becomes a different person I hate my face I feel like am not pretty like other girls my age lost my confidence I hate my job useless I was so confused right now.

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I sat with my anger long enough until it told me it's real name was grief... am not a whole person and i don't think i will ever be, parts of died in the house when i grew up in, and i visit them in dreams. When ur not fed love on a silver spoon You learn to lick it off knives. Ur anger is a part of you that knows ur mistreatment and abuse are unacceptable ur anger knows you deserve to be treated well and with kindness. anger is important it needs to be expressed acted out and vocalized when it doesn't it begins to manifest to rage

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