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Hello I'm 24 M I don't drink never been to a club I am physically fit I got my own place and car but Im not happy infact depressed the main reason are my parents growing up I always see them fighting arguing and the father hits my mom that's what I saw growing up as a child I couldn't do nothing because I was a child , I started living alone at the age of 21 and I remember the words my mom told me "bicayen tilehege athid" I love my parents but the energy in the house drained my energy everytime I went to the house I feel a heavy feeling I don't talk about my problems to anyone except I go to church ,they don't got any problems but the main reason is the father always negative and try to control ppl where I am in life which is a good place financially is because of his negativity so when I come to my point my mom called me last night and told me she wants a divorce but she is afraid of what ppl might think she told me " endezi eskemec noralew derg eko mew yalew ezi bet , le nebse eyeferaw lemin noralew " crying and I told her many times to live with me I always send her money and everything,the thing is they are rich but the income soure is the father he doesn't give her any that's the core of the disagreement when I come to my point I don't know how to handle this situation I'm the oldest I have a little brother 10 years old which I feel bad for see the shot at home but I can't talk to no one because I have never been open to anyone what's the solution to my parents
And apologies if I written too much thank you

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Hello, I am 31 (F). My fiancé, who is 34, enjoys going down on me. I find pleasure in it, but due to my religious background, I often feel guilty afterward. Do any other women experience similar feelings? Is there anything I can do to alleviate this guilt?

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My whole life is on hook, i am here just worrying about a girl who is not my girlfriend, is this love?
so making it short
-worrying about a faulty spoiled girl bestfriend who isn't even my type
-i fell in love with my closest girl, who used to treat me like her man, who used to introduce me to her friends and family, she tell me her secrets like i am a worthy person,
-like she started disrespecting me(she used to show soo much care) here i hate bieng disrespected i dont wanna feel the audacity of the person to think i have nowhere to go, -so endemafekrat salnegrat i wanted to get far ena i wanted to make our friendship distanced and full boundary but everytime i decide to let go i end up craving for her like addiction
-One day she jokes about having a sugardaddy and make me she isnt into me, next she is dreaming of what house are we living in together, she jokes of bieng married with me and having responsibilities with me( like am gonna marry you when i go abroad, and other day i was to move to europe then she said take me and I'll fill the absence of your mom like i will handle you, next day i joke about her bieng preggs then  she is like when(like really who am i to know?)
-ena i knew she had daddy issues, does this relate to her bieng not wanting to be attached acting she don't care?
-with out saying a word she make me a humble man i never taught i would be
- i know i am coward towards her for not making a move or tell her i love her gn ngl i cannot risk the friendship like she is my medical treatment who cure all my anxiety, i know this is stupid gn unless i differentiate her intentions i can't scare her away.
-one more questions for the ones who have opposite sex besties, do you hide your previous and current relationship situation from your besties? or do you impersonate every other male friendas female when talking or justify them as family members if you are just besties?
Thank you in advance!!

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22 M. so i want to share something abt my view relationship sexual thing. ka 10 ka 20 amet bahuala takomealeh bzu sw hiwote alga lay yimasilew ale. No adelem mesasam medawawel adelem alga lay hule atnorem hule kanfruan eyasamek atnorem hule mare wede eyalk atnorem bzu hustle ala hiwote lay yichin 20 ena 30 amet ka chalke ba fkr baka ka 50 amet bahuala eko sete lij sex takomalech eko antem kahona giza bahuala ur dick become yateragete highland shibshib yilale takome aleh. yalachen 10 ena 15 amet nw yachin edime damo ka chalke ba fikir ba ewnet eza wist damo andu tilku ngr emnet nw. emnet ande katasebere maliseh litametaw ematichil waga emiyaskfel ngr nw. ande wande lij maweke alabet biya emasibew ande fikiragaw kalew la zelalem masebe yalebet emnet endayata nw. emnet kataheh ka wenberh lay nw emitwardew sawoch ante lay emnet katu tamaliseh 10 amet bitlafa yanen emnet malisah atametawm already ande tasbrual. misteh ante lay ande emnet katach btm kebad nw tamaliseh yatinantun bota magiget betam kebade nw misthn tamaliseh yikirta bitilat tabasaw eza bota lay ale aymirowa lay yatalkew tabasa aytefan btw badula yametahew yish ale ba kal yametahewn la zelalem sebara tadergaw aleh lmn already eza bota lay tebasaw silale ba dula yamatahwn taskimew aleh kaza yiden ale ba kalat yamtahewn gn tabasa adergehew ale silazi mist balua nade ken text sisife ayto esua lay emnet kata ya emnet melsa la mamtate btm waga tikaflalech esum endaza siyaderg bitayew endazaw .

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Not a vent but more of a question
It's been almost 7 years since I found out that I am a hepatitis B-positive but mnm ayenet medanit wesje alakem ena now I'm worried what if it's creating more complications inside so guys if there is any hospital that’s best for this case please suggest me.
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25 M So I recently found out that I had ASD and ADHD all my life. I always thought that I had great self awareness but now I realize I honestly don't know who the fuck I am. all I do Is think about it all day to the point where my anxiety peaks and I have to use breathing techniques to calm my self down. 1 moment I feel like I'm going insane and once I calm my self down I feel like I'm in control but it comes back and it goes again I'm just tired of this vicious cycle. I still believe everything will be okay eventually but I've been a loner my whole life and the thought that I would never be understood although it's the truth it's frustrating sometimes and I thought who better to share to than people who don't know me right? So thanks I hope all of y'all win the battles you're fighting

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Hey this my first time venting after so many rejections but sometimes my mood swing hits harder. Silly reason is enough for hardest hit. But hv u ever felt cursed? Coz i do so many times. Specially I am cursed of love. When i find love, something to happen is very sure. Specially when the person I LOVE THE MOST (when their birthday is on the way)

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What would u do if your man is friends with his ex (she wants to keep in touch so bad and he doesn't mind) am I the asshole for feeling bad about this? Do u speak up in these situations and if u do what do u say. And guys would u let ur ex call u is it normal?
Me I don't pet a male dog let alone talk to my ex but smh😒 or it's just me being freaked out idk am I?

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Hy guys 20 F here
so it's my first time venting here so recently i joined sft after some common course i was happy that i was able to join since it was a field which is quite competitive to get into but the problem is i'm usually a student that can memorize concepts but coding is more of typing by the flow n i'm starting to worry cuz i don't have that flexibility and i may understand the concept but when i try to code i become clueless again i would survive in med school or other as they r bunch of theories plus i have zero coding experience but i want to change it thus i'm venting everything and i want advice (aid) from whoever is willing to help to through my path as a beginner

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M 24 years old, can't tell you my name. Well i will post part one and two because my vent is too long. Let me begin this is part two well. I thought I had a normal life from my childhood, where other people would call it sadness or sickness but I thought it was normal.I found that the medication pills I was taking were for some other disease. Now I don't remember things I read. I changed the field and went to UU things got better but not much better. Women always told me I had the perfect physique, but none of them came near me. They always told me they wanted a man like me, but no. Personally, are all you women like that you tell a man he is so handsome and then you disappear? I am still a virgin, and I never had my first kiss. My bones are so strong, but my muscles are weak and dying in the mirror, they look attractive but in reality, they are not much. I don't know what to do, anymore. I can't do anything. Even if I hit a hundred push-ups, my body is dying. I regret drinking tea without sugar because my body needed that sugar, I regret not going with the bullies maybe I would have revived my dead life, because bullies or mafias always come to me but I tell them I'm fine. I didn't even do martial arts the right way, but I was able to do somehow the two-finger push-ups. Maybe I should have finished learning karate now. I don't even want to work out. Maybe I could have made love, but now I am terrible in academics because I keep forgetting or in my social life because nobody wants me. I hope you don't do what I did especially drinking tea without sugar, thank you.

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Hi...straight to the point...
So I'm dating my boss who's 15 yrs older than me.. he's not here in the country he's abroad we have been together for 2months or sth...and idk ahun ahun yichenkegn jemr...he's married and got 3 kids ummm but not happily married idk what to do or to whom to tell...i feel like a bitch tho we have never done anything haram we're muslim...he pays me well too i cant leave the job yknow... idk man...I'm anxious and curious...i dont know what to do

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ሰላም ብዙ ግዜ እዚህ ቻናል ላይ በ እንግሊዝኛ ነው vent ይሄ ደሞ እኔ ብዙም ባይገባኝም ግን ለማንበብ እሞክራለሁ ግን አብዛኛው ያን ያህል አልረዳውም አሁን ላይ በትምህርቴም ላይ ችግር እያመጣብኝ የ እንግሊዝኛ ትምህርቶችን በ ይሆናል ነው ምሰራው. እና ይሄን ነገር ለማንም አልናገርም እንደሚያውቅ ሰው አክት አረጋለው ግን እውነታው አደለም ግን እንግሊዝኛ አለማወቅ እንደ ትልቅ ዕውቀት ይቆጠራል ግን ቋንቋ ዕውቀት የዕውቀት መለኪያ ሊሆን ይችላል? ደግሞም በስራ አለም ላይም ኢንተርቪው ላይ ትንሽ እንግሊዝኛ የሚቀላቅል ቅድሚያ ያገኛል ግን ልክ ነው

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Esti guys tell me what makes u lose interest in your girlfriend
Cause I'm confused asf what's wrong with them koy
Look mejmeriya They pull me close betam keza after I fall for them tensh koytew they lose interest 🤦‍♀🤷‍♀
Why do u guys mess with someone's feeling
Ene I'm losing hope bezi neger yemr and I think I'll end up alone beka .

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Hi guys, I am 25M it's just am so confused idk what to do.My family and relatives No matter what I do, They just seem to find a problem. I can't live in peace. They r just super obsessive over small things. I lived with my parents until the age of 15 and they sent me to live with my uncle and his wife because they thought I wasn't disciplined enough and let me tell you it was terrible there and his wife was super evil too,she hurt me too much.Since I was little every blame was on me and I was physically and verbally abused until I became 15 and things didn't get better they just got worse. In my uncle's house if a glass was broken, if i took too long using the bathroom, if i was sick on school days, if i was late coming from school,if i was ever caught talking with girls, if i was ever excited and small things like that. One time I remember I was watching tv and I was super excited to see my favorite tv show, My uncle's wife saw that and she sold the tv and I never saw TV again until i stood on my own and moved out. She would tell my parents and uncle that I was smoking,drinking and hanging out with thugs(that was too far from the truth). She caused me too much pain. They beat me and mentally abused me  but I wasn't able to give no reaction no more.The only people who cared about me were my grand ma and older sister. My grandma died of illness and my older sister ended her life because she couldn't take the abuse no more. That was the darkest year of my life( This happened on the same year). Can u believe my uncle and his wife didn't care to show up at the funeral, I was the only one there any I bawled my eyes out, I cried blood I couldn't even believe it. I became a shell from then on, I couldn't feel nothing.I grew up and moved out but I just can't seem to move on. I am afraid of making mistakes and I have severe OCD and PTSD. I check if I had locked my doors 3 times,I always stir my tea,coffee 3 times I do everything 3 times. I can't form friendships or Relationships. Now, I had completely cut everyone off and I feel like if i see anyone of them ever again I will go insane and lose my mind. They are inscribed in my head, I can't get them out. Long ago I had promised myself I will never have kids because I was never going to let anything happen to them especially not what happened to me. Pls what should I do guys? How do I recover from this?

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This year has been quite hard..i got out of a toxic relationship and tried to heal my self but it all comes back to that toxic time.. we were together for about a year and a half. There were many breaks and breakups in between, we were in love at first then sex got in the middle and i guess his need for it grew more than his love for me but i stayed wwith him anyways hoping things would change and partly because i cant leave...he used to threaten me one way or another and after a year and a half i finally decided to leave no matter the cost. I started a new relationship unexpectedly i found someone who tries to heal the pain he caused but he still cant leave me alone..

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I'm F23
hello there
here is my story
I grew up in God fearing family where we had bible study and prayer time every Thursday and i am active in church from Sunday school eske magelgel ena When I was in 11th grade I met two friends and we became very close.

ena both got boyfriend when the year about to end tg lay maweraw wedjeshalew yemilegn lij nbrina (he was 1st yr college student)kirebiw he seems nice alugn (enesu bf eyalachew bichayen mehonem andu reason nbr keza befit biyans gibi gebche nbr rn mejer mifeligiw ) so I broke my rules ena agegnehut
he knows how to treat tbh ena deep sintewawek tewadedin in the other side degmo he was an addict to some shits ena sinegregn beka endiweta eredawalew alkugn i do my best ena he becomes better (fyi getan masazen alfeligm ketidar befit mnm ngr yalemadreg akuame yetsena nw) hule kiss lemareg simokr no elewalew ena esu degmo betam yfelgal(kejimrum akuamen nagrew endemiyakebrew ngrogn nbr)gn mn larg kenfersh yamral ylegnal
i always feel guilty angeten lisimegn simokr rasu ena one day he got emotional and hulet ejen band eju yizo bandu degmo gunchega yizo kena argogn samegnina silekegn embaye yiwerdal he was also shocked endezi altebekem ena wede bet eskiders embaye ayine lay nbr the next day betewat tenesahugn ena church hedkugn i felt so guilty ena siksik biye alekesku nisiha gebahu ena getan ehe sew yene kalhone kehiwete awutaw biye tseliyku ena metahu.
keza sorry alegn agegnehut yetewesene ken gn endebefitu nbr and i lost feelings for him ena teleyayen(12th grade tejemro nbr).

after that I decided to not be in rn until I find the right person betam kutib honkugn gibi sigeba (idk why miteykugn sewoch le serious rn nw gn they weren't Mr right )In the book 'The Alchemist', the woman the alchemist finally got married to was pretty sure that one special person would come into her life.i felt a connection to the woman😊
Also i'm a girl who prays for her future marriage and hazbi


(ahun ahun gn sewoch you are wasting your time ylegnal)What do you think.....
love you all 🥰

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Um 20 M
I am currently far from my mother I am in college and we only can talk be slk bcha gn mesmamat alchalkum tnsh neger yatalanal , even lemn kes bleh awerah bla medewel takomalech 😳koy dekmogn bihons . I know I am the only child for her and betam tasblgnalch ene bcha negn yalehuat lenem endezaw 💕beka tru gngnunet new linoren migebaw gn beka mtnagerew slemiyanadd😡ene alchlm tenagre slkun new mzegaw beka meyaz alchlm it’s my nature.🙄
Andande ende lj adelem mtayegn 🧐malet like bedenb alaweram wey demo kes blo aweragn bla enat ljuan tenada tzegalech ende??🤔
Ke father gar teleyaytewal ene university lgeba Sl 😖, demo they had ko des mil gngnunet keza gn toxic🤧 hone besum des maylu gizeyat asalfialew 🤒🤒. esun tewtna keza gn yhone neger snager wedesu twesdna esum endezi neber milegn tlegnalech 😵‍💫enen kesu gar lemn tagenagnegnalech ene ko ene negn ljum bhon esun gn adelewm ☹️beka eyemeselegn yalew ke father gar eyagenagnechign new 😑yhen yahl metfo neger alaregem gn beka enen endesu new treat eyaregechgn yalechiw enji ende ljua 🙇‍♂️adelem
even if bchegna btonm enem endezaw bchayen negn🥺lesua neber yelben maweraw wendm yelegn eht😔esua nat enatem ehtem. Mn yahl esuan yeteshale bota mareg endemfel atakm lesua hula bye endemnor algebatm 😣ene endezi areglshalew mnamn bye alaweram esua endlat new mfelgew beka ene demo argo masayet enji mawrat alodm. 🤷‍♂️ene lesua yemasb aymeslat ras wedad new yemmeslat mn yideregal mechal new 😂😭 ena ahun beka mesmamat alchalnm ahun lay almost yalen conversation selamta bcha new 🤝keza chaw🤦🏻 slku yzegal beka enem esuam yhone neger balechign kutr kenun mulu slemrebesh tewkut beka bchayen ke amlak gar lifen egefawalew.🤷‍♂️🙏

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Hello guys
24 F so a girl still figuring to be a lady Iam writing this to you while Iam sitting at home quited job using TikTok u know I okay game and all that yemesgen ena Mn lelachew meselachew bka kelijenete jemero my family use to tolerate me to be that perfect girl mnamn with phd or msc and marry rich guy mnamn wegen I learn to start saying what I wanted to speak when I reach like 2/3yr campus hula ena bezu pressure neberebgn to figure out my confidence and feel like an worth it ena it made an impact in my social life I kinda meet guys we date mnamn yehone seat lay they or me idk it gets messed up if u ask me about friends I use to have best friends gn yaw after campus arif huneta lay sanon tetalan ena wechi lemewtat sasb hule ene negn dewye u wanna go out mnamn yemilew I have 1 best friend gn esuam zm telegalech ena behiwete betam memegnew ngr leke endelelaw bka gather argachew mnamn talk real stuff manm have fun gn bka was not lucky ena from the outside lemiyayegn sew I look like I have tons of friends to chill with which I sit bored nd stuck on every weekends at home mostly Iam turning 25 mnamn ena don’t say u want validation mnamn gn I felt alone in a group I feel low kesew gar lemegenagnet hula sasb Mn aweralew Mn yelugnal what could we talk and all elalew so I get confused hule bka it’s just eating me inside I have seen it while I was busy 7 days a week and also free all the week gn bka I want to earn the confidence Iam valid I want to be loved feel considered esti negerign how can I change this ?


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So I came back for her. I told her everything about my past, everything about why i left her when she was at her happiest and I told her that she is better off without me. She cried ,she told me she nearly ended her life while I was gone and the only thing that kept her alive was the thought of me coming back for her and that broke my heart. Folks I put this woman through hell and I somehow still manage to hurt her even more but she is no ordinary woman. I looked into her eyes and said " I love every piece of you but If Im still with you I will probably hurt you and It pains me to see you cry" bur she responded with those fateful words saying "I would rather break into pieces while I'm still in your arms than cry my heart out everyday and night missing you and wandering what I did wrong to make you leave me all alone" and with that she forgave me. She gave me the love that I didn't deserve since the beginning. We talked till 2 in the morning with her in my arms. She fell asleep in my arms and I stared at her the whole night talking to myself. After all that I did to her , she slept like a baby inside my arms. She trusted me again, even though I don't deserve an ounce of her trust nor the love she has for me. I stared at her thinking about how much I love her , I will literally burn the world to the ground, piss on everyone's grave and sleep like a baby, as long as it meant that she would sleep in my arms. I look her in the eyes and say nothing then she smiles with her eyes wide open. I would rip my heart out, light myself into a flame if it meant that I would see her smile one last time. Folks, you're probably thinking why I won't just be with her and live happily ever after if I love her this much and she loves me deeply, well there is so much about me that I hate. Im fighting between the urge to end my life because of what I did to her, run away from all of this again because I don't deserve any of this and that I should be kept in hell well I belong. And on the other hand I want to show the world to her, I want to make her smile last forever, I want to hold her tight watch her fall asleep in my arms and kiss her head every night, I want to make her feel like the queen that she is for the rest of her life. I want to make up for every drop of tears that has fallen from her eyes. I wanna heal her broken heart.
Oh how I wish she would see this and my previous confession so that she can see how much I'm fighting for us in my own ways. I don't know if I'm gonna be normal or the kinda guy thay truly deserve every ounce of your pure love but don't give up on me Lily, for you are the only thing I love about myself.

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Hy I'm on ma period n tinsh tinshye yetebetatese sga... gemed mimesl alew betenaye new setoch yehone ngr belign getmuachu yakal...n dena ngr matlu plss keep ur mouth shut

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Hi
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On this past 1years I felt hope less in life I hate talking people I becomes a different person I hate my face I feel like am not pretty like other girls my age lost my confidence I hate my job useless I was so confused right now.

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I sat with my anger long enough until it told me it's real name was grief... am not a whole person and i don't think i will ever be, parts of died in the house when i grew up in, and i visit them in dreams. When ur not fed love on a silver spoon You learn to lick it off knives. Ur anger is a part of you that knows ur mistreatment and abuse are unacceptable ur anger knows you deserve to be treated well and with kindness. anger is important it needs to be expressed acted out and vocalized when it doesn't it begins to manifest to rage

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Hey y'all
I am G and fell in love with someone, I can't control when I'm around him , i get butterflies in my belly, my hands start to sweat and so on . I've been stalking them too much recently till i forgot to study (mind you im a freshman at uni and finals are on next monday )
And like guys istg that person makes me alive but I'm in constant stress that that person won't accept or in fact he'll tell other people and other people would try to kill me

What i wanted to vent was a long story but i tried making it short
Plus save your insults , I've had enough of them throughout my life .
Peace out

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So it's exactly 4:40 I'm studying for my exam while thinking how my life ended up here. I used to be religious, ke temehrt bet sekay, disciplined. Becha I was going somewhere. But after I joined gbi my life starts going down. I'm at lowest point I never thought exist. I'm addicted to pornography, masturbation. procrastination is my think my grades are too low. My fam expexts me to graduate with maereg mnamn ik had I did my best endemaregew gn I'm a pussy man kesew betach erasen areku. Eyayewut I'm letting my future wears away. I was thinking withdrawal lememulat gn mn bye le fam menger endalebgn alakm. I have the best parent this world could afford. But I'm paying them like this 😁😁. Damn I really suck. I tried to stop my addiction gn man I started getting horny everywhere. So to save myself from the embarrassment temeleskugn. See I'm just looking for the most rediculous excuse to ruin myself. I have been told gf Yaz mnamn it'd help. I tried it gn I'm not ready for emotional baggage. So tewkugn new meleh. Becha yhen Ken yazulgn sun,3/3,2024 @4:40 one day I'll change and speak of it as nightmare. One thing ik is I got u mom I'll make u proud I swear. And Dad I'm sorry lefatehn kentu selarekut. Ik u thought me to be strong gn I thought this place is some kinda fairy tale. Becha defar Ena ches mewcha ayatam. See you on the other side

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M 24 years old, can't tell you my name. Well i will post part one and two because my vent is too long. Let me begin well. I thought I had a normal life from my childhood, where other people would call it sadness or sickness. I didn't know what I was going through till I was nineteen. I loved karate so much that I worked out so hard that I used to do thumb push-ups, knuckle push-ups, or any type of push-ups. I used to do squats, sit-ups, and karate stretching. The thing is, even though my body looked like an anime-bottied thing or a martial artist, I wasn't strong enough. When I came home from school, my brother always hit me in the stomach. Till today, the stomach is my weak spot. People would always be amused by my beautiful six-packed abs and, of course, my beautiful body and legs, I had everything for them. But the reality is I wasn't as strong as much as I worked out. My grandfather was strong he used to eat a whole sheep on his own. As an infant, I was okay drinking eight to ten liters of cow milk every day. But then when I grew up things changed I used to think that having flu all year was normal, or abnormal things I would normalize. I loved football and everything about football, but now I don't. I was so obsessed with push-ups ups and martial arts that I stopped taking sugar, accidentally I thought that the Chinese didn't eat sugar at all, and that was destroying me,  because I was slim and my body demanded sugar not only that, every time I drank tea without sugar I would feel drunk or without energy and I even thought being like that was normal. I lost myself young, I didn't even give myself to chat with a girl, I was obsessed with football and working out, even on holidays I would do push-ups before sleeping. It got worse now I forget, I was in AAU, and I messed up because no one wanted to be my friend there, and my workout addiction destroyed me in and out. After one year of withdrawing from AAU I realized that as a Muslim I wasn't reciting the Quran the right way, since my family knows I have a good character they never thought that I would mess up even in my religion, I was reciting Arabic in the wrong way until I found out when I was home alone after I was withdrew from AAU. I became religious got closer to Allah or God but it's nor enough it seems. Of course, covid played its role too, staying at home or going out with a mask burning my face and burning my eyes. People I need to tell you something: Don't be like me. I liked it when people liked my body, but I didn't work out for fame but for the love of it. But now I regret it because I needed help. I need real friends, my previous ones were fake friends. My parents too played their parts lying to me about my medication, until I was twenty-one and found out at my sister's wedding.

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Am i a kid 19 amete new.
It's gonna be embarrassing but am gonna say it anyways. I have been masturbating for 5 years🙄😭, like since i was 14, at the beginning it was fun i didn't know anything, but after a while i started to feel like am doing sin, endesu sisemagn for a weeks mnamn akomalew, but then temelshe... at some point it was an addiction i do that tewat mata😭(not this days), i don't also wanna admit that am addicted. It suck this feeling, some says it's normal, gn it's not!!😞 thanks to my confidence i look totally normal dude, but kechacha one, might that be a reason am skinny?🤔 I know u guys ain't gonna give me any solution i dare u that. Kalagebahu alakomem( no no no), now i even have a girlfriend but still sometimes i jerk off in uni toilet. I don have  a hope a 😭, bcha don't judge, if u think u can help, ur welcomed, but who would wanna help some crap like me😞!.

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Y’all help me with this, so I have been dating this amazing person for a year menamn, I definitely can say he’s my first love and I imagined my whole future with him, introduced him to my mom, cut off every other friend I have in my life for him and made him my only best friend, he basically was everything that I have and then things started getting worse at the last 3 or 4 months we started arguing about anything and everything, at first I thought it was out of love we have for each other but started getting toxic as days go by and I found it intolerable as I can’t focus on anything else when we have these episodes and decided to walk away even though I love him more than myself , it’s been a month and a half now and am still crying my soul out on the fact that he’s no longer here and he’s out there trying to move on with someone. And by the way it wasn’t only the fights we both had done wrong things while we were in the relationship and we both vented about it and tried forgiving each other but that just made me have trust issues and that together with the non ending arguments it was the reason I wanted the breakup. Ahun gn beka am literally heartbroken I might even sound dramatic saying this but am losing weight, am getting depressed, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat properly all I think about is him moving on with this new person in his life and that’s literally killing me. I want to reach out and confess and make things work again but I feel like he isn’t really in love with me cause why would he try to move on if he is right? Demo I also feel like the trust issues are still here with me and even if we make it back together those fighting episodes will be back again but just worse( the fact that he’s trying to move on right now will never be something I can recover from)So please tell me what would u do if u were in my shoes? Am literally depressed at this point i have no interest in going out, all I do is cancel my classes and stay in bed and am literally cutting of every guy who’s trying hit on me ebakachu tell me what would u do if u were me , should I reach him out? Or should I rot in this until I get healed and move on?

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Selam selam eshi guys zare demo 1 ye condom mastaweqiya yemesel family yemil blue t-shirt yarege qongiye leg bega menged eyalefe ayehut beza time smet wesx neberku kezam simeles xebqe bebe alkut keza sizorleg ande bathroome messed up argwal agzeg alkut keza siqo alhedem ....
Wendoch bemn language nw yemigebachu...

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it's me urs always today is ur birthday i if we were together ur day but can't can only see u in my dreams why this all happened to us i know u love me too but things part us i know our love can't be broken even our relation broken i still think about almost 5 month last seen but liyuye u know i can't forgot u even lela sew lemekreb sasb rasu yikefegnal bicha happy birth day my everything enkuwanm teweledklgn hiwote egzabher kale engenagnalen😊

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I don't get the overwhelming love for Palestine.
What are the benefits of supporting a side that is going to lose the war and hates you?
It's the same thing with Iraq, Saddam funded and supported rebels in Ethiopia, but when he got overthrown and died, Ethiopians were crying about it and screaming anti-American messages.
Palestine is supported by historical enemies of Ethiopia (Arab League, etc.)
Israel supported Ethiopia during Halie Selassie, Derg (secretly), and likely for longer than just that.
Unless you are an Ethiopian Muslim or have a connection with Palestine. I really don't understand why you are supporting Palestine.
I am not saying you have to support Israel and oppose Palestine, but I want people to stop rushing to one side (either side) and think about how that side helps my people and my country.
The Ethiopian position should be much more neutral than it really is. They pretend to be neutral and then say "Free Palestine" and "Israel is apartheid" while they get their sources from the people who generally despise them.
They also are way too dependent on the African Union (AU) and most of their statements are basically identical to what the AU says. Don't let a continental union dictate your views and policies.
The relations between Israel and Ethiopia have generally been cordial. Both countries have maintained diplomatic ties, and there have been historical connections between the two nations. Ethiopia has a substantial Jewish population, and Israel has been involved in various initiatives in Ethiopia, including immigration programs and aid projects.
Economic Cooperation: Both countries have engaged in economic cooperation, with Israel providing expertise in areas such as agriculture and technology. Israel has been involved in projects aimed at improving agricultural practices in Ethiopia.
Security and Intelligence Cooperation: Nations often collaborate on security and intelligence matters, especially in regions with shared concerns. While specifics might not always be publicly disclosed, security cooperation is a common aspect of diplomatic relationships.
Diaspora Connections: The Ethiopian Jewish diaspora in Israel has played a role in maintaining cultural and familial ties between the two countries. The Ethiopian community in Israel has faced unique challenges, and efforts have been made to address issues of integration and cultural preservation.
Meanwhile, on the Palestinian side: We recognize Palestine and have expressed solidarity with the Palestinian cause at times. This solidarity often stems from shared experiences of anti-colonial struggles and the pursuit of self-determination. Basically, we're just following the other Africans.

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