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So umm there hv been this guy ena the thing is idk how to explain it my friend recommended him to me if we try things out between us and they told him abt me too just like they told me abt him keza at first it was settled and the fact that he was religious made me more interested in him I never cared abt the looks so it didn't matter becha he was going to talk to me the next day but he kinda get shy and he didn't which made me so disappointed coz I was hoping for it alot then after week or some my friend told me he is kinda scared and shy also he is kinda jel so told me to forget abt him and things ended without further thing but me kept thinking what would hv happened if I gave him a chance for months now I even told my mom abt it becha seeing him at school and stuff made me think the probabilities becha yesterday we had some school program in a hotel ena he was there too I was going to talk to him tho I saw him talking phone alot so I thought maybe he got a girl now beka alku keza gen we met inside elevator ena we were alone I was going to talk to him but he went off becha I lost my chance and what I am saying is my friend told me he hv a hygiene problem idk but I want to give him a chance if it is going to work ena should I try it out also if uk who I am just ignore it (uk abt who I am talking abt)

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I mean don’t wanna be ungrateful or sthg but why life’s like this why there’s disease do you know what the most painful thing is feeling guilty because you are feeling this way you wanna kill yourself but again it makes you feel guilty because you know somewhere there’s someone struggling more than you and you think that you have no right to feel that way

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Is it wrong being horny,I mean I am horny almost all the time whether she is 30 or 20 ugly or beautiful I want to have some time with a girl is this wrong I mean my honryness started when I was 15 when I meet a girl I wish she would ask to fk her I hate going out multiple times with a girl without even having sex or pleasure is me being horny wrong??tnx

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Whatsss up y’all? female, just moved to a new country and I’m having a hard time figuring out my next move… and I’m feeling lonely Mnamn beka azaaaa I have like never dated in my life Mnamn it’s hitting me ahun beka kuch beye ye sewn life sayw I feel like I haven’t achieved anything in my life ena beka slke astelagn gn beka I have no choice slken kemayet wechi I’m comparing myself with everyone there ena bro idk what am saying but yeah…..

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Hey
I have been in a relationship with my bf for 6 months and known each other for almost a year. In between, he moved abroad for work and I am not comfortable sending nudes but as time went by, I had to compromise and send him half nude etc but then the next time, he expects more, asking to send him full nude pictures and for me, I hate myself whenever I do that but its getting so hard since I love him. Its a serious relationship and I have met his family as well but I don't know how to get passed this issue. Its not about trust because I know he wouldn't do anything bad but I am just not comfortable with the whole concept. what should I do?
Ps. if you don't have anything helpful to say, don't write anything

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Hey guys just wanted to ask you something and just know about other people's opinion about this i would appreciate the opinion of ladies more but guys can comment too.
So there is this friend of mine we used to be close but not so much ahun he is also a friend of my boyfriend. He actually introduced us high school eyalen then we all become friends. and they're in the same university now so they meet more often. Me and my boyfriend broke up for a long time in between that so I distanced myself from his friend yezane. Then now after like 6 months ago we got back together and went out with friends for a drink and his friend and my girl best friend was there too. And they made out. And I was shocked cause at that time I knew he had a gf and even congratulated him. Then after that I got introduced to the girlfriend and started to hang out with them more and she was the nicest person ever. And we even become friends ,not that close cause I live outside addis but still she is a genuinely nice person and even told my bestie that she was nice and I feel bad that he did that on her. But then after that I find out he did that not once not twice but like more than 3 times and it was sickening. She was at bahir dar at the time cause she came to addis for university and he used to do all that behind her back. And they're still together and you can tell she really loves him which broke my heart and even told my bf to tell him I will tell her if he keeps it up any longer. But I didn't have the heart to tell her. And I don't think he is cheating anymore but I don't think that will be an excuse. What's more sad is i just found out a week ago mnamn that she slept with him and it was her first. And idk about y'all but as a girl that a big deal and I wondered if she would done it if she knew cause she is so in love ahun. And I felt really guilty for not telling her.

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I feel like I should pour everything out here cuz I don’t want to feel guilty and judged by my family….idk hw to say this but I feel quite depressed in hw my life turned out but Ik I should be great full for what I have. But I just can’t feel it, I had this dream of going to uni and experiencing campus life and making new friends but it’s like after I failed my entrance exam I had no purpose. I acted like it didn’t affect me to my family and friends but I was hurting soooo bad, it’s like I have this image to keep cuz I’m known as the funny girl and the always laughing one who makes jokes so most of the time ppl don’t think I have feelings or it’s like I can’t be sad in my own house. After that I didn’t go for remidial either just stayed at home for almost 8 months. Those 8 months were very bad even tho acted like I was resting felt bad abt everything, was kind of envious of my friends who went to colleges and universities…….and still after a year and a half I feel depressed and sad abt everything but I have a job which I’m lucky for….but my social life went 0 I go out in the morning for work and come back straight to home and it’s not like I don’t have ppl I talk too I do but it’s just not the same. Said a lot of shit and still feel suffocated dame. I could say all this to my siblings but I fear they wouldn’t take it seriously and would be disappointed in me, I feel like I got daddy issues which sucks rly cuz his in my life but doesn’t rly consider me or my presence, my mom depends on me a lot cuz she thinks I understand her which I do but a lot of pressure, love my siblings but one is self centered and the other one has her own things….I hate the voices in my head giving me anxiety and ideas. Fighting my demons on a daily base rly and can’t even get closer to God cuz I feel guilty for the sins I did, I’m such a mess and I feel like going into a relationship would even lead to a bad things with this messed up head.
Any who’s if u actually read this far, thank you 🤍🤍 means a lot. 20 and F btw.

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Im here for the first time. Im teenager and what's wrong is that I feel trapped like I can't make my own choices and when I do I feel like im a disappointment. What's wrong is that I feel like I can't even do what I want to do. I feel like im always criticized and judged. Im always compared to another people in the family and im just sick of that shit fr. It makes me feel like im a failure in life. I know the differences between motivation and what being told what to do is. I've been feeling like im being told what to do my whole damn life.No one listens to what I have to say. Everytime I do talk it feels like im wrong when I stand up for myself it feels like im wrong. When I talk no one is there to listen What im asked if im okay I just want to cry. My head keeps spiraling with so many emotions. I don't even know what to feel anymore. I've been stressed, I've been mad, I've been happy, I've been sad, angry and etc. I ask myself sometimes wtf am I doing? I do try to get up and find a job or go back to school, it's just hard because of mixed emotions I have and insecurities. So why does life have to be so fucking hard at early age?
Mn telelachu esti help me pls

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Mn meselachu just hasab lemestet becha nw .....
Hulum bayhunu wendoch abzagnaw ahun lay semetachew ke anatachew belay hunwal ..... andu yemetana temecheshign bale besamntu kalsamkush yelal keza besamntu sex keza eko esi bibal rasu keza buhala ayakshm wtf is going on ende endet sew endi yewerdal .... alawkm becha my girls ebakachu sewn satawku satredu mnm ngr endatadergu lebachun be tera were endatasrekbu hulum yemifelgewn eskiyagegn nw .... but i have respect for the good man..... lelochu gn please enatem tru lay atwedkum so akumu setun chekagn atadergu....

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A 25 yearl old guy
I know many of you would judge me for this but I'd say it regardless. The thing is, I reallly like the taste of pussy. When I make out with a girl,  eating her out is almost a must for me.

But some girls do not like getting their pussies licked. One girl even said "ensenma kemitlis bimot gishalegnal" and she looked at me with an air of contempt the whole time. This got me thinking "why do I love to see the pleasure of women when they themselves feel disgust at my readily available service?"

Frankly, the gasping and the moaning and all the weird facial expressions women make during sex are priceless to me. Being able to throw a woman into a blissful abyss of pure joy is in itself more joyous than anything. What do you think? Do you think I am wrong?

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Is marrying a women with three bodycounts okay to you men?

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Hello everyone 21 F
Well, tarikun lamastar mokeralw yezare 8 wer nw yetewawknw beziw be social media nw yetewawknew like just freinds nbr menaweraw date seweta hula libes yemeretlgn neber absolutely like freinds neber mayew then anid ken he told me he start developing feelings for me mawurat keketelen he will fall in love and I will be his world 🌎 and ferahu algn betam neber shocked yehonkut aletebekum neber then eyedebregnim bihonm oh so ezi ga mawurat makom tefelegaleh alkut and he said No, I would rather stop the feeling than stop talking to me then we stopped talk like 3 days bezi kenat wuset betam nafekegn then I texted him and told him that i have these feelings too then he said yemigebagn hiwot laysetegn yechilal because he don't have money and i said i don't care about money i just wanted to be with you if you really love you alikut and then we started talking like couples gn we will meet after a year he wants works on him so that he will be perfect for me I don't understand but I just agreed then he start ignores me and manipulate me he didn't pick up my phone calls then like 3 gize tezegagaten minm enidaletefeter anagrwal kezan ahunm yezegagnal kezan mererrr algn betam nbr yetegodahut betam nbr mewedw min atefeche new biye beykenu eyalekesku erasen teyekalw ena enem zegahut beka i start focusing on my self and build my business fua fua malet jemerku ena story mepost jemerku then story yeketatelal bayanagregnm then after 3 months he texted me and apologized and he said anid enkuan semign kezan buhala kefelegesh alarebesheshm algn kezan okay go on alikut ena bezu chgr lay enide nbr esun mastekakel enidenbrbet mn enidetefetere zerzro ngregn balamnewm yehun biye zmm aliku kezan I didn't care beka cold honku then beka yenen attention lemagegnet betam bezu tare and megenagnete enidemifeleg ngrgn then tegenagneten teru ken asalefen walk minamn aregen kezan buhala anid 3 gize tegenagneten beka like couple honen then anid ken whatsapp story ye agoten photo areku manw bilo teykgn agote nw alikut silesu ngreshgn atakim alegn important alemeslgnm leza nw yalangrkuh alikut kezan okay bilo zmm al kezan buhala 2 ken aweran normal nbr kezan zegagn 3 ken lemedewel mokerku silk ayanesam text laku ayemeslem lemen enidezi enidemiyaregegn alakem why i deserve this i just wanted to be loved he always do this 😭 I'm heart broken now esti plz help me and dm

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Here goes for the woman only in this group this is more a question than a vent please be honest to the question iam asking you do you woman have this sexual fetish of being touched and being poaked in a crowded bus by a guys stick . My firends and at some tik tok videos when i read the comments some people says that some woman enjoys it so do you woman have this fetish ?

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I still love u...I still think about you...I am sure you have stopped reading vents by now...But still I hope u see this...My feelings for u never flinched...you may be thinking this is my pattern like meeting guys making them my boyfriends and then breaking them and having another one and all...but that's not the case right now...because u gave me something I can never let go in months...all I think abt is hugging u kissing u whenever i see u...i miss ur scent...i may not be calling or texting u...that's because i feel guilty af...because do u remember our last conversation? U were so hurt...I hurt u...but then i dont have the right to call u or text u...i hv lost the power to stand in front of u...
But I have changed...u changed me...i am not like my old self...
If u knew how much i cry every night thinking that i hurt u...missing ur tight hug...if u only knew how much am suffering by the decision i made...if u only knew how much i regret letting u go...
I miss u baby
Off topic -Congrats on ur recent achievements am proud of u as always💪

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Have you guys ever felt left out or ignored when you're with your own people ? Like from mother to my friend cricle, everyone ignores me, (even this vent might be ignored by u guys since it's long, but if you're still reading, thankyou <3)i'm fed up of this like i'm not even sure why. My mom, she always takes care of her elder daughter, gives her good nutritious juices and everything and if my sister say that she doesn't like or don't want them she'll take those foods to dustbin to throw them and won't even ask me if I wanna try them damn she sucks. And my friends they'll completely ignore me when I'm talking and they'll say "you don't talk much" Like why? Sometimes they treat me as a stranger and make me feel left out I've cried many times abt these one of my friends says that her ex friend was better if I don't do things that she tells me to do like she literally wants me to get the chips like everyday that's costly and how do I manage money like everyday when my parents give all of it to my sister? And she literally wants me to massage her leg(I do that without complaining) she'll disrespect me and make me cheap in front her other friends she's the most toxin human i've ever seen in my life, even now instead of studing for my physics exam I'm venting here because I couldn't hold it and I'm fed up.

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Look I don't know what it was that made me think that you're different from other girls. Maybe it was the way that you read psychology books that i told you i liked, maybe it was when you told me you had no problem with taking care of your husband and children when you get married, maybe it's the way that you felt my pain when i told you my secrets, idk love i just don't know. I told you i would've burned the world for you and you said that's too easy, you should be able to build it for me, that answer made me a madman in love for you. You made me a better man my love, i thought i wasn't worthy of you if i continued doing drugs and drinking alcohol. I stopped them in a snap for you, that's how you changed me hode, well now you know, i was going to tell you this in that journal i was writing for you. "I don't have the power to change you" that was your thought huh? Damn only if you knew how disgusted i was by myself when i took pills when we started getting close. Remember when you were unsure if we're gonna make it and get married? I was so certain about it. The imagination of waking up and your face being the first thing i see gave me peace for my heart and motivation for my brain. I loved you so much. Why did you have to cheat hode? What wasn't i willing to give up for you that made you unfaithful? It's still a mystery for me. I couldn't face you so i told you i cheated, that's the truth. You know i would never cheat on you. Damn this is enough for a person who broke my trust. What a man gotta do to find love besmam

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Quick summary: I'm a 26 year old virgin guy

Now if you wanna keep reading here's the story. I am not a virgin because I can't get girls, I've had four ex's so far and plenty enough opportunities to have a go at sex. But I was always afraid of the repercussions. As soon as I get past the make out stage and things start to get heated a whole bunch of what if's rush into my head and I back out. What if I catch an STD, what if I get her pregnant, what if this and what if that. ( I couldn't afford to buy new pair of shoes let alone a baby or an STD or both ) And so never went past make out.

Finally I'm at a stage where I'm financially somewhat free. I can at least afford to sustain a family so even if by the tiniest margin I get a girl pregnant I'd freak out less. Now here's the problem, in attempt to make my self better off financially I completely neglected the dating life so I'm a bit "rusty" if you will. And I'm finding it hard to tap back into the dating scene. Being a virgin doesn't help either.

So here's the million birr question. How do you get your swagger back? What advice would y'all give me?

That's it for now, thanks.

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This is ur fullname J.E.H. yeah it is for you

WTF am I supposed to do? The idea of you consumes me, girl. If I catch a glimpse of you, I swear, I'll fall ill with this relentless fixation. My mind is haunted by thoughts of conversing with you, an ache so deep, so utterly maddening.

we've never exchanged a single word. Every time I whisper to myself, "_Nah, this ain't your realm," a part of me feels like it's trapped, lost within you.

Many of my freinds perceive you as a brag queen, but when I look at you, all I see is a soul adrift, lost in its own absurdity.

I follow you around like my existence hangs in the balance. It's all there in my gaze😒\—C'mon, J. can't u see?

This man is wandering, seeking you in the lexicon of your music, your words, and your world of ideas. Reach out in the comment section, girl i have left enough clues to assure that it is for you.

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18F So guys I have heard that you know attractive or good looking guys are rare to find specially here in Ethiopia no offense.but when you do find them why do they always have to be the bad boys you know the ones who wouldn’t be afraid to do drugs go out to party and shit like that .so my problem is currently am in uni and I was so so damn sure that no hot guy would ever notice me so I was back to my old tricks give them the eyes then obsess never talk then let the year end but No that didn’t happen this time. I had a crush on a light skinned tall guy he was fucking damn hot I tell u we talked we hanged out but before we had further intimacy I wanted to know more about him so we did talk and I found one big ass red flag which is he uses khat and I have no freaking idea if it will change his mood or anything ,I also want to take him out of his addiction .
Should I help him out even tho he didn’t ask or let me just get out of this shi slowly

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Am 22M and I have a problem that I can't even describe but I'll try to make it clear and I hope you guys can give me some advice....I am not a bad guy really I try to be one of the good guys and im tired , it's not really a physical tired though I feel like it's in my soul or something, I am just tired of going through all of this ,tired of nothing working out for me academically , financially even socially just a lonely guy suffering, tired of working so hard and sacrificing and giving more than i can to people and end up with nothing, it's not like I want to end my life or I want attention or anything like that, but if god were here right now , there's a part of me that would want to go up to him and say listen I'm done I'm out I can't do this anymore I don't know what your trying to teach me or what lesson I should be taking away from this, but i am mentally and emotionally spent and exhausted and I'm done...., and the most hurting thing about this is I'm in is a silent battle, it's something I hide from this world and specially the people that are close to me, or anyone I'm close with or wants to be close with , because no one wants a broken man.
If they know how broken I really was , there's no chance they would stay, and I know that because they always end up leaving. And that just leads me to asking the questions, how do I fix this? I want to break free from all this madness

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Female in her 20s
Is it possible to fall for someone you never met in real life?? Hes always in my mind like rent free is this a real love?????why is he always on my mind???? We are not in touch currently but all i think about is him its been like over a year since i started feeling like thiss

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hey y'all
"idk who need to hear this but it's for both genders "
1,when respect is no longer served,it's time to leave the table
2,if it costs you your peace it's to expensive
3,stop fighting for someone whose OK with losing you.
4,seek respect,not attention.
5,don't regret ,learn from it.
6,it's okay to cry,don't take it like weakness.
7,Discipline is remembering what you want.
8,Once you hit a certain age you become permanently unimpressed by a lot of shit.
9,stop overplaying your role.
10,Mind your business.

im not tryin to be some motivational speaker or some kinda መካሪ sht just thinkin someone may wanne hear this so don't come for me😊
amsegnalew

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hi it's my 2nd time I guess venting
so here is the thing
it's not gura or anything but i know I am beautiful cause everyone told me and also I hv a mirror uk🙄 so I got a lot of attentions , everyone wane be my friend peoples always compliments me mnamn mnamn. kzaaa what happend meselachu when I got into high-school specially 11th grade all this attentions. and popularity despaired no one notices me anymore. I mean ende lelaw sew new miyawrung ignor mnmn alaregungm but endedro aydelem bka dro I always felt I'm special yehone kelalw sew different yhonku ykl mnmn ysemangal but now all this is gone so I lost my confidence blabal. kzaaa here is the main story. I met a dude he's 2 yrs older ( im a high-schoolstudent and he's 2nd yrs at uni ) we stared talking flirting mnmn bka he started giving me the attentions I lost before compliments me a lot his funny bka bcha he was very good so now its been like 2 month and half since we start dating. he's a vary good guy gentlemen men mnmn gn ahun uk I started getting confused eykoyen simeta do I really like him weys dro ylmdkwachewn ngroch eystng slhone new lesu feeling yaleng ymslng cause I'm rlly getting board of the r/ship + he's not tall. that was one of my basic mesferts for getting bf nbr.

so guys I need advice abt the situation I'm in. and I'm so confused 😭

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hello there, i'm at what u call quarter life crisis. 25 year old girl who never had a boyfriend, no prospect, no nothing as the day goes by i feel more and more of a failure and i cant escape it. was working at a successful international company that was eating my soul and i made the decision to quit, then changed 3 jobs in 2 months and still as miserable as ever it feels as if i am stuck and a rut and all of my potentional was wasted and depeleted on something thats not fruitful. my friends say i'm just being a complainer and that i'm doing good in life but i just dont see it! every time i look at the mirror i see this loser who has nothing going for her.

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I really need your help guys
I am having trouble making friends! That’s my problem😭 I’m currently in a different country ena beka I couldn’t take people seriously here i feel like they are characters from some movie 😭 beka i don’t find their jokes funny i can’t relate to them most of the times beka gra new yegebagn gn demo people in their 40s and above are interesting beka yeteregagu matured yehonu sewoch nachew i get along with my teachers and counselors more than “my friends” ena ahunemas beka cherash awkward mehon jemerialew specially zare I embarrassed myself🤦‍♀️😭 ena benatachu what should i do?

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F, soon to be 22

It’s getting sadder and sadder, my life is what I mean

I was the perfect girl once, academically intelligent, physically and emotionally strong, nothing had an effect on my feelings like I controlled them enough even if I had to cry I did it alone, very rarely, maybe twice a year

After last year, that girl died inside of me and I felt her vanish and this soft and easily broken, taken for granted bitch is born, and I fucking hate her

I wanna be like I used to be, but honestly idk what to do, it’s like deep inside smtn is broken and I can’t fix it. I go to bete Christian and I don’t even pray ntn I just cry and come back like is there anyone who went through this? Or is smtn rly wrong with me?

Thank you for bearing

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2 yrs ago a guy started talking with me, went  to a date and he told me right there and there that i am ugly asf, that i should get polished, get dressed( he specifically said girls must wear revealing clothes) and went about his way.

The little self esteem i had was shattered. That time was hell for me, in every aspect of my life. No confidence, i was a push over, i was typically a ድንዙዝ. I had no self respect, and in that i was degrading my value.  Which i got no body to blame this on, and facing the truth was the hardest part, taking the fall for my mess seemed like impossible.

Due to this  man and other factors  i dropped out. And fast forward to now it has been a year since i re-joined  college, in another collage And guess who decided to  show up at the same place? This fucking  dude!

This guy was just "wefersh" "amarbesh" "slekshen?" When we encounted in the hall or at the fee ( actually this was only twice gn both were just exhausting and the way he talked is just 😐)

The third was today. Me was in a middle of  studying  for an exam that  is a few hours aways. And he approached me  again i was technically being deaf and not responding and  when my friends came i left and joined them to the library. He came there again nagging and nagging. And then he got out and being behind my back, he called one of my friend. And she was all confused and laughing 😂 then at last she got out  and i followed her  (honestly she was scared)  and when he saw me coming , he took her further away and talked.


Apparently he told her she should be careful of me, i am a dangerous  person. And he took her no saying there is so many things she should be aware of me

She told me this. And we laughed about it. And honestly she is a true friend, not because she told me what he said but her whole altitude was just 🤌🏾🥺

But at the same time, something inside of me snapped. Within minutes, that bubbly, confident woman was gone. All the good things i build up for my self got wobbly

I know and only God knows that what ever he will tell her  is a lie dude doesn't  even  know me!  And whatever he said won't  affect me, but ....

I wanna do further explanation but this way too long as it is. May be for part two?

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You taught me how a humble feared antisocial man could be so powerless and disrespected, love your love took my foolishness off me ena it changed me, it changed how i look at the world my eyes start to admire beauty ny arms crave for hug my pockets are open for anyone i got, my hands learn to tie yoyr shoelaces my mind started caring for you and also for every human bieng i started to love kids for a moment i saw the beauty in life, for once in my life i took an adivce and apply it, i stared to look at my self, what i wear and what i represent for a second i took responsibility for other soul, i learned to color all red flags white because through all the red flags there is sweet you who became vulnerable, then you also teached me another level of self hate than i hated myself before, a more rockirt bottom of self hate, because you know what i am when you came but when you decided to be on and off with me i really was trying to change but you already mastered to call when you need a favor like everyone else, ena the worst part is i couldn't unlove you, but the best part i am good at hiding emotions and live, i don't gotta forget you to live without you!

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Hey guys I'm suffering getan next year I'll be 22 ena I'm currently in grade 12 beteseb temar new milew ene degmo mifelgew mesrat 1st of all koyehu tesfa kekoretku ena zare sera bagegn eba besera des ylegnal gn ahun decide madreg akategn mn yeshalegnal wey eyatenaw aydel wey eyeseraw aydel... Ebakachuh amakrugn be allah.

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I'm 21
The thing is I'm in a r.ship ena andand ngeroch yagachunal and we fix them mnamn he was my ex and beg me a lot le amet akbabi endnmels and then I agreed because I loved him ena ahun wde 8 months ktmelsn he being so different and nice than he used to be ena like btnsh nger tetalan nger ena semonun so endatdwllgn alkut alea ybschet kza dwle 2 gize yaw yset wegu yzogn alansahum😁 ewnet lemenager gn effortu yet dres lihed ychlal milewn lemayet nbr because I know what I had been through kzi bfit bsu mknyat enam mn yahl endetarkulet he is my first ena like ngeru 4/5 ken lihonw nw... Tlant mata dgagme dwlku ayansam.....mngenagnw bsamnt ande mnamn nw sera slalew ene uv temari ngn.... I am so fuckin loyal to him gn ale adl commitment lay ylbetm bl ykelal r.ship wst demo tret gd ymeslgnal ena mn ll flge nw chnkognal ymr gn kzi bfit endetrbshkut gn adlm lk yhe lmjwalew aynet nger wym mlyayetachnn endemtbek nger addis alhonbgnm mslgn..... Just beka yhone nger belu please😕,... Mn larg my reaction mn mhon albet dgmo meto kaweragn mnamn.,....?


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